A light shake of his shoulder brought the brunette out of his sleep. He brought his hand up and rubbed his eye with the back of it, a small yawn escaping past his lips. He slowly blinked his eyes open, only to be met with a face extremely close to his. Ignoring the close proximity, Jimin slowly sat up on the couch, moving backwards as he did so, so he wouldn't bump heads with the ravenette; or worse. He stretched his arms above his head as another small yawn escaped past his lips. Once he was more awake, he focused his gaze on Yoongi, whom was smirking at Jimin.

"What time is it, hyung?" Jimin asked, quickly running a hand through his matted hair. "And why are you smirking like that?"

Yoongi pointed at the the brunette's chest, making him look down. It was only at that moment, Jimin realized he had fallen asleep wrapped up in the older boy's jacket. His cheeks grew a rosy color at the realization, him quickly bringing his hands to his face to hide his blush. If Yoongi had seen it, he would get teased for it, he knew that.

"You look so cute sleeping in my jacket, Jiminie," the older boy chuckled, ruffling the younger's hair. Jimin removed his hands from his face to glare at Yoongi, sticking his bottom lip out to pout at the ravenette. "And to answer your question, it's only 6. I just got back from the music store, I stayed after a little bit to work on some music. I would've stayed later, too, but we're supposed to have some sort of snow storm soon and I wouldn't want to be locked in the store without my cute little Jiminie with me."

Jimin's cheeks grew a darker shade of crimson at Yoongi's comment, him burying his face back into the palms of his hands – if that was even possible. He wouldn't lie and say the way Yoongi called him 'his cute little Jiminie' had no effect on him, because it did. His lips curved upwards in a little smile, although it was hidden from the older boy's view, which Jimin was thankful for. He didn't want the older to know the effect he had on him because that would only lead the older boy to want to strengthen whatever relationship they had together, something that Jimin would never allow.

"I'm just joking with you, I know how you feel about closeness and all that," Yoongi did his best to not frown. "I'll go make us something to eat though, okay? I know you only like to eat once a day for whatever reason, but I won't allow someone I care about to skip meals. I'll be in the kitchen if you need anything."

Once Yoongi was out of the living room and Jimin was positive he was gone, he removed his hands from his face and sighed. He was slightly relieved that Yoongi understood his problem with getting close to others, yet he was slightly disappointed because he wanted the ravenette to at least try to pry into his life.

As conflicting as it was to Jimin, he couldn't ignore the small want, the small need, that he felt whenever he was around Yoongi. He wanted the older boy around as much as he could, yet he'd never admit that. He wanted to be close with Yoongi, yet he was being stopped and he knew exactly what by. If it weren't for his fear of getting close to others, than maybe, just maybe, he'd be able to tell the older boy everything and confess his whole life's story.

The only thing that was stopping Jimin, besides his fear of getting close to others, had to deal with his fear of others leaving. He was fearful that if he told Yoongi about himself and his past, that the older boy would just disappear the next day and never return; which is something the brunette didn't want to happen. He cherished the time he was able to spend with the ravenette as it was, he didn't want all of that to go away because he decided to speak out about his past and tell Yoongi all about himself. He just didn't want to lose Yoongi.

Jimin sighed aloud before curling up on the couch, snuggling into Yoongi's jacket. He had a lot on his mind at the moment and he didn't exactly know what to think or do. One option would be him slowly warming up to the ravenette and letting him in, although that would only bring tragedy and heartbreak in his eyes. The second option at hand would be to distance himself from Yoongi and ignore him to the best of his ability. That would be a lot harder on Jimin, though, since he was already attached to the older boy and not being able to be in his presence for a long period of time didn't seem like it would be good for Jimin.

Why do you make me feel so conflicted, Min Yoongi? Jimin asked himself. Normally, he wouldn't have a problem with just talking to someone and not ever having to be in their presence again, but it was a whole different story when it came to Yoongi. Although he'd never admit it aloud, he was enjoying the presence of Yoongi because he didn't feel as alone as he did a few days prior to meeting the ravenette. Jimin groaned and smacked his forehead with his hand, trying to rid himself of his thoughts. He was tired of thinking about the ravenette in the other room, it was starting to stress him out and make him feel uncomfortable.

"Jimin, are you alright out there?" Said ravenette yelled from the kitchen. He peeked his head around the corner to look into the living room, noticing the brunette had curled up on the couch, still snuggled in his jacket. That caused his lips to curve upwards in the slightest. "Dinner's almost done so don't be falling asleep just yet. You have to eat so you stay healthy."

Back to Jimin on the couch, he just rolled his eyes at the older boy's words. He was silently enjoying the fact the ravenette was worried about him and his health, it made a small smile curve its way onto his lips. He hadn't had someone worry for him like that since he moved to Seoul. 

"You better sit up. Hyung's coming out to the living room with bowls of ramen and they're really fucking hot," Yoongi called out to Jimin, who was partially still lost in his thoughts. Jimin heard the ravenette though, and sat up, giving him a spot to sit down on the couch. "Thanks Jiminie."

Yoongi handed Jimin a hot bowl of ramen and a fork, since the brunette forgot to stock up on chopsticks again. Jimin gratefully took the bowl and placed it on his lap as he was getting situated on the couch while Yoongi was already digging into his bowl.

"Thanks Yoongi hyung, but I'm not really hungry right now-"

Yoongi was in the midst of bringing a fork-full of ramen to his mouth but stopped and placed the fork back in the bowl, placing the bowl down on the side table next to him. He turned his body so he was facing the brunette, whose eyes were filled with confusion. 

"You're going to eat, Jimin. I know you have to be hungry, eating only once a day isn't good for your body."

Jimin shook his head. He wasn't going to eat for a second time that day and that was that, what the older boy couldn't understand was beyond Jimin's knowledge.

"Jimin, I will force feed you if I have to. Food isn't something that you should just stop consuming because you're worried about your weight or whatever reason you have. It's unhealthy for you to skip meals, you know that right?" Yoongi reached over and grabbed the bowl off of Jimin's lap and stirred the fork in it to get some noodles on the fork. "Now open your mouth because I am going to feed you."

Yoongi gently blew on the ramen before bringing it up to Jimin's face. Jimin, being the stubborn person he was, kept his mouth closed and turned his head away from Yoongi. He wasn't going to eat the ramen, no matter what the older boy did.

"Jimin, please," Yoongi sighed. "You need to be healthy. I care about you and I don't want you getting sick or something worse because of your unhealthy eating habits?"

Jimin froze, unable to move any part of his body. He didn't know whether or not he was hallucinating because the words he just heard didn't sound right. "D-Did you just say you- you care about me?"

"Yeah, Jimin. I care about you and I want to be healthy. Seeing you only eat one meal a day like this is hurting me too, you know?" Yoongi spoke in the softest tone he could muster. "So please stop being so difficult and take at least one bite for me, okay? One bite is better than completely skipping out a meal."

As Jimin turned his head back towards Yoongi, the older boy was surprised to see the brunette's eyes were teary. Jimin reached his shaky hand out and grasped it around Yoongi's paler one before bringing the fork to his mouth and taking a bite of the ramen. Yoongi was still in a shock from the teary-eyed brunette that he hadn't even noticed Jimin removed the fork from the older boy's grasp and moved both the fork and plate to the ground. 

Jimin crawled over to the ravenette and wrapped his arms around his torso, burying his head in the older boy's shoulder. He let the tears fall from his eyes freely as he gripped tightly to Yoongi. It was then, the older broke out of his shocked state and immediately attached his arms around Jimin's waist and pulled him closer, so he was sitting on one of his legs and on the couch. He leaned his head against Jimin's, not saying anything so he wouldn't mess up what was going on at that moment.

"D-Don't leave me, h-hyung," Jimin spoke through quiet sobs. He gripped tighter onto the dark fabric of Yoongi's shirt, not wanting to let the older boy go. He felt as if he would to let go, Yoongi would disappear forever. "P-please."

Yoongi tightened his grip around the younger boy's waist, resting his chin on top of Jimin's head. He didn't care that they weren't in the most comfortable position at the moment, he was more worried about Jimin and why he suddenly had an outburst like that.

"I'll never leave you, Jimin. Never."

+ note ; here we got some yoonmin fluff / angst going on. i felt like this story needed to progress a bit more so i added the scene at the end but, it's not like, rushing it, ya know? my yoonmin heart just needed some cuteness,,

here, let me ask a question to you all!

what are your otps in bts?

mine are yoonmin, taekook and namjin. [ obviously otp is hoseok and i as well. jk please don't take me seriously im not like that. im just a silly goofball ]

can you guess which one is me? if you know my personality, it'll be easy to tell lmao