10/30/2021

IT'S SO COLD HELP

Anyways. I have been made aware that I have never rlly posted a self reference until now :/  So uh. If you ever want to draw me??????? I guess?????

Drawing that necklace isn't mandatory, but it is just something I wear :/ another thing is that I actually wear glasses but I didn't draw them lol

This is a more accurate rendition of my stupid ass eyes

Idk if it's noticable but the left eye isn't looking straight. I don't remember what it's called but I hear the word 'astigmatism' being used by my doctor a lot so :/

I'm 99% sure I have rbf 💀💀💀

Anyway that's. Me :]

Then I did some sona drawings bc why not

(Bright colors ahead!)

My brain has 3 modes and 3 modes only.

I love the rainbow brush <3

I've recently picked up a habit of biting my fingers whenever my brain goes hfrndjdjdnsns

Like idrk how to describe it without sounding weird???? Like yknow how in especially survival movies or whatever when ppl are getting sone sort of surgery or injury treatment done they're always told to grit their teeth or bite on a rag or something? And that's supposed to suppress their screams of pain bc they're taking it out on the thing they're biting on?

Yeah I think that's basically why this is happening except it just acts as an emotion outlet lol. Emotions getting too strong??? Time to bite on them fingers

And it's not like I bite hard enough to draw blood so dw about it :]

I feel like I get a headache 5/7 days a week :/ Probably not a good thing.

At least I hope so :) I think I'm just Super Attached to some people tbh.

Okay so yknow how last week I said I had volunteering???  It went really well and I have some pics from the place :]

At first we were mulching the trails but like 5 minutes in I stepped in a fire ant mound without realizing it and got my ankles bit :] 0/10 would not recommend stepping in fire ants.

Someone like. Tried to carry me back bc I had to take my shoes off and hoooooooly jesus being swept up in someone's arms is uh. 😳😳😳 something else. She had to put me down after like one second though lol

So we just cut flower seeds for replanting and I got to take some sunflower seeds home with me :) I also found a lot of cool bugs!! I saw at least 4 ladybugs and an actual real praying mantis :D It was climbing up the grasses and was super cool. Don't have any pics of them though bc I was only taking pictures after the work was done and I couldn't find any of them by then.

There was also this cool bug I found near the beginning that I lost track of until the end and I found it hanging out on my leg :0 So that was cool.

I also found a really cool spider but yknow if you don't like spiders, this is your warning.

It's a jumping spider :) We found 3 of them just hanging out on the picnic tables.

Also if you remember, I said homecoming was also on that day.

Individually packed oreos : )

And then my friend drew this on my paper lol

Alright so remember I said I wanted to draw a bunch of Oreo and Pudding Cup but in different flavors??? I have exactly one of those done and 2 more ideas have popped up :] so it's going well enough.

Actually I have one more image slot I can just show it now lol

Peeps Oreo!!! I think it was a limited edition oreo but apparently it turned ppl's tongues pink for a longggg time and just tasted terrible :/

Also I need to work on my shading/lighting fr lol. It's okay, but it could be better.

Anyways doing like 20 more of these bc I want to see if I can just fill up a whole chapter with them will take A WHILE. So yknow don't expect that chapter to come out for a while lol

And uhhhh yeah that's it :] Okay byeeeee love you <333

(Oh yeah and Happy Halloween bc I don't think I'll have enough stuff to make a chapter tomorrow lol)