8/24/2021

Hi!!!! Actually as of right now as I'm writing this the comic isn't done bc I know For A Fact I won't have the time to finish it rn. I get homework everyday it's literally unreal how do schools expect us to keep up?????

Hopefully this is just a "beginning of year rush" and things will get slower in the coming weeks ://

But like the reason I'm writing this entire beginning part is purely for chronicling reasons. I don't really trust myself to remember things and I have No Idea when the next time I'll have time to write is, so. Yeah :/ Only reason I'm doing this right now is bc Pre Calculus homework is less today bc we had a quiz :///

Actually I used to have a diary for this kind of stuff but I could never remember to write in it or just have to energy to write. This is easier anyhow even tho it's public 🙄🙄

But uh!!! Ofc you don't need to read this lol. This is just in case I forget things and need a trip down memory lane

My brother moved to college last Sunday :// I helped him move stuff and my arms are sORE. It was pretty bad yesterday but it's better today :) We left at 8am and got back around 6:30pm idk why it took so long 😭😭😭😭 But when it was happening it felt unreal. Like we were just supposed to leave him there and he wasn't gonna come back.

Well that last part is a lie he's literally an hour 15 minutes drive away and he's coming back this weekend to take biometrics or something lmao. IDK !!! I am just very emotional :/

Oh waitwait before I forget:

"If a plant has ovaries, then it's a fruit"

Female classmate: So am I a fruit?

All females are FRUIT pass it on

But then the topic came up of "well that just works for plants" and in rebuttal, I said something like "so if a woman is in a vegetative state, does it apply?"

Overall consensus was yes :)

Honestly a lot of my classes are!! Fun :) Ahahah honestly I think I'm. Really lucky that my teachers are good because I always hear about ppl having terrible teachers but I have never had that experience :/ Don't know if me talking about that is insensitive hndjdgdhs.....

Probably the most fun classes I have are AP Environmental Science and AP Psychology :)) Two of my major interests. Coincidence? I think not.

AP Psych is like. Does not even feel like an AP class rn. I have been told it's easy (same goes for APES) and idk it's just been really fun??! Literally today we took some notes for idk like 15-20 minutes and then made anagrams for the rest of the period.

It's really good that it's the last period of the day bc it's like an unwinding class. Not too stressful at the moment but ofc that might change throughout the year.

But apparently the AP test for this course is 100 multiple choice and a lot of those are definitions :/ Literally the same length as a regular final exam.

Speaking of which!!! Last year my school had a policy where if you were taking the AP exam for an AP course you could exempt the final exam(not midterms though). And on top of that, each grade level has a certain number of exemptions they get, but AP exemptions don't count against that number.

I'm taking 5 AP courses this year and so if they're doing the policy again this year, I can just. Exempt all the final exams. If I do well enough, that is. Literally get out of school a week early 😎😎😎

Okay and circling back to "a lot of my classes are fun" tbh I always get this sense of dread when I go to English??? Probably because I suck at essays and I know that's what's coming eventually. My teacher is rlly nice tho but I just. Do not have the best experience with English and ESPECIALLY since its an AP class now idk how I'm gonna do this :///

But uh yeah that is basically all my rambles :/ it's like 5pm I need to do my homework now or I will die!!!!

8/31/2021

I KNOW I SHOULD BE SLEEPING RIGHT NOW AT THE TIME OF WRITING BUT SHH!!!!! IT'S FINE!!! I TOTALLY DON'T HAVE A PRE CAL TEST IN.....6 1/2 HOURS.

That's pretty unreal actually. Like school starts at 7am??? And it's 10 minutes to 1am rn wtf???? Time is literally so weird.

But anyway it's FINE I'll be FINE.

I literally have so much to say I will literally digitally vomit words onto the page ik you can't see it bc I'm fixing them as I write but I am making so many fuckin typos rn. Actually it's not REALLY a lot but it's more than what usually happens.

OKAY!!! FUCK. I need to chill 😭😭😭😭

I was literally. So fucking hyper this....last morning because my sister redesigned my old ass Sonic ocs (YES, Sonic ocs 😒😒😒 i'm an embarrassment I know) and she drew them literally so fucking cute and I was riding off of brainrot energy until like 10:30 am

I wanna draw and talk about them so bad bUT THERE'S ALREADY SO MUCH I WANNA DRAW AND TALK ABOUT WTF!!!! So it's going on the back burner for now and I'll pull it out when the idea is crispy enough 😎😎😎

This analogy literally makes no sense wow i'm so quirky omg 😜😜😜

Anyway!!! Okay so this happened last week actually we were drawing sonething in AP Psych and I literally drew a head and my tablemate was like "omg that's so good!!"

It was literally a head. Just a head with some guide marks on it. I don't get it????? But I mean compliment ig ahajsjsnsmkl

Oh and also in Psych!!! Like. Last week Friday we were doing surveys and a question I asked ppl was "what's the prettiest eye color?"

At least 4 (out of 10) people said hazel!!! Which i wont argue against bc hazel eyes are literally so pretty wink wink nudge nudge but I wasn't expecting it!!

And then a few people said blue, 2 ppl said green, one said brown and one said gray!!! So that was interesting :0

Also a question someone was surveying ppl on was "do you like drinking water?". His hypothesis was that 100% of ppl would say yes but HE WAS WRONG. Some people out here don't like drinking water apparently ✋✋

And and and. Last section abt this topic someone else's question was "do you prefer Apple or Android" and their hypothesis was that 100% would say Apple bUT SHE WAS ALSO WRONG. Only 90% said Apple.

I was that 10% who didn't ahahahaha 😎😎😎😎

One more thing before I actually move on. So I've literally never done clubs before in high school and so for some god foresaken reason I've decided to join 3 this year!!!!

Except I have no idea when the first meeting for one of the clubs is and the other two meet on the same day of the week 🙄🙄🙄 Environmental Club is every other week though so I think I can make it work.

There was also a Psychology club but I literally need to restrain myself lmao. If I spread myself too thin I will literally die.

So the other club is actually a Creative Writing club!!! Hosted by my AP Lang teacher. So that'll be fun hopefully :D

WAIT I JUST REALIZED ALL THREE OF THESE CLUBS ARE HOSTED BY TEACHERS I HAVE. THE PSYCHOLOGY CLUB IS ALSO HOSTED BY A TEACHER I HAVE. HEL.

Cool coincidence lmao

Anyway that's Wednesday this week so uh. Hopefully I'll find out more about how the club works and how we "write". There's a chance I can just use that time to write oneshots. Or maybe hand write oneshots and use humanized names for objects lmao. Bsmdjaj we shall see!!!

ANYWAY!!!! COMIC TIME!!!!!!! Fun Fact this comic is based off the comic Jonky made based off my oneshot sO?????? AFNSJSKAKSKB.

So literally go read Wattpad User Ink1Chara's artbook for context; it's under 'eli water shallow lyrics + oreocup (edgy)' and while you're at it read the whole thing Jonky's art is Actually Immaculate. Literally so good 😍😍

You don't need to read my oneshot for context btw!!! But Jonky's comic is Very Important to read to understand what happened even though one panel is all you need 💔💔💔 you'll see when you see.

So. Comic based off a comic based off a oneshot. Fun.

OH btw I had to stop drawing the comic for a week in the middle part so if everything looks weird that's why

PLEASE I KEPT FALLING ASLEEP WHILE UPLOADING THE PICS I STG 💔💔💔💔 NOT YET.

This comic is also known as 'Kit Suffers Because of All The Fucking Hand Close Ups'

But tbh the hands weren't that bad 🤔🤔🤔 ig they were all from a side view so that made it easier.

Anyway. Considering this is post-Watermelon and considering how I hc his behavior that follows would be, ik it might be weird to see Oreo's logic kinda bounce from "oh god I just made a fool out of myself" to "take all the time you need I'll be right here 😚😚"

My thinking was that!! Okay if u don't know my ""headcanon"" I guess is that yknow Watermelon's manipulation of Oreo really fucked him up so he's terrified of doing/saying the wrong thing, and especially since in this context he and Pudding Cup are dating, so he's going to do everything in his power to make sure he doesn't do anything that'll make PC want to leave him.

So. Oreo says something Pudding Cup isn't ready to respond to. Thinking he fucked up, and Pudding Cup not being able to fUCKING COMMUNICATE PROPERLY, Oreo goes to leave, except Pudding Cup stops him.

I'm not sure exactly why the logic jump happens, considering his mindset, but my best explanation is that the gesture of literally telling him to stay put kinda. Kinda....reassures him? It was a forceful grab, like a non verbal "No. Stay here."

So I guess the difference if it were Watermelon is that she wouldn't stop him. I don't know if this makes sense? PC grabbing his hand just kinda made him go "oh. Maybe I shouldn't go?"

I mean. Regardless, he wasn't gonna pull away but....jdksknvdkzkf

Again!!! The logic jump is so stupid but looking at Pudding Cup using physical gestures bc she can't articulate words in this situation makes him realize "she wasn't ready for that, but she still wants me around".

So he just. Returns the gesture. Ig Pudding Cup sorta finds her words but she just trails off again. She was about to be honest and say something along the lines of "I'm not ready to say that" which is like. Hajdksns idk if that's problematic but ppl do struggle with saying 'I love you'.  So. Hdmskdmsb??????

So Oreo realizes this; that Pudding Cup is struggling with saying things, and is reassured he didn't completely fuck up. So he reassures her as well :)

And then in that last panel, I tried to convey that she like. Squeezes his hand. Holds it tighter. Idk if you caught that 🤔🤔

WHICH leads me into why the hell did I come up with this comic idea!!!! Part of it was to have a nice and wholesome alternate route to Jonky's comic, but the concept was based on this Tumblr post:

I spent so long looking for this post lol 😭😭😭

So ig another headcanon thing is that Pudding Cup has loads of difficulty expressing verbal affection, but mostly everything else is fine.

Her signal, in this case, is to squeeze Oreo's hand. Originally I was gonna draw a few lighthearted mini comics but image limit became a problem. But uh yeah I think that's it.

It's almost 2:30 and I've almost fallen asleep way too many times I NEED to go to sleep.

Byeeeee, love you <333