7/9/2021

So I've been thinking about Object Illusion lately....

I was searching for content earlier today but there is. None to speak of. At least, nothing new.

In fact I sped read like two fics from someone else and read MY OWN DAMN FICS I am that desperate I will read my own shit that is 2+ years old....I will read my own damn oneshots too. I will do it.

Only the really long one about roses bc the other one is....dumb....hdksjshsjs

Hi future Kit here I read the roses one just now it's SO DUMB AND CHEESY AND EDGY HAHAHAJSJSJDJSGF WHY IS IT LIKE THAT

Also most Object Illusion fics I have found is. Oreocup content. Not complaining bc I love Oreocup but wtf about literally all the other characters plz,,,

Wait give me one second as I check my drafts

AFJDKSMSB I HAVE 2 stories relating to OI BOTH of them center around Oreocup I WILL CRY,,,

Actually one of them is my own work that is kind of an AU but the details are a little blurry,,, I need to write these down I will forget...

Like the story is centered around Oreocup and Pudding Cup is the main character BUT ALSO Watermelon is the main character because of AU shenanigans.... thinking about it now idk if her motives make sense uhhhh need to rethink that...

Basically Pudding Cup is the protagonist and Watermelon is the antagonist but both of them are main characters. Yeah.

And the other one is an adopted fic someone discontinued and it's the generic high school AU please,,, 😭😭😭

But it does give me the opportunity to dump my OTHER scrapped high school AU Oreocup fic ideas into that one so....

I need to make an OI fic that isn't Oreocup. But what will it be about...

OH SHIT I forgot about that one zombie apocalypse one. Since everyone loves reading survivor-esque fics.

Why are those so popular anyway. Is it because of the sheer amount of angst and death and edge. Is it. Hell if I know man,,

Anyway that one I didn't plan to have Oreocup in it. And if I did, not anymore :)

I swear to god the only OI characters I write about are Oreo, Pudding Cup, and Police Hat....I can't help it they're my favorites....they have a really good dynamic Asaph PLEASE I want them to be real friends again....

Anyway OI fandom has been deaddddd but Asaph said it wasn't cancelled. So all I can do is wait for episode 11 :/

This wasn't how I thought this chapter would go whoops I derailed myself

Actually this is the first time in a while I've drawn objects so it's nice to see my skill is still intact :) muscle memory my g

Camera is a good character....or at least the character I made up in my head hshshshs

Honestly most of them are pretty good characters. There's like. 4 that I can't say anything good about lmao

Okay next drawing :) I drew a fair amount of stuff :)

Not enough to cover the 20 image limit but yknow....

Oh and uh mild blood warning

Pudding Cup!!! From the zombie apocalypse fic!!!! She is so cool....

I know the bat should probably be longer hnshsjsj

Going from hetero to homo is having a crush on Police Hat and then years later having a crush on Pudding Cup,,,

Nah jk I don't I just think she's really cool :)

Oh actually speaking of the zombie fic I was thinking of rewriting that!! And then actually continuing it lmao

Of course that'll be after the oneshots which nEVER END

Bc I...actually like my old writing....cringe I know, liking the stuff you make???? What kinda creator are you if you literally don't hate yourself

I AM KIDDING. YOU ARE ALLOWED TO LIKE THE THINGS YOU MAKE AND YOU ARE ALLOWED TO LIKE YOURSELF. PLEASE LIKE YOURSELF YOU ARE SO COOL....

Insensitive joke is insensitive I am sorry,,, still gonna leave it there bc some people might think it's funny and relatable but it is a joke....

Anyway I do like most of my old writing which is weird to me :/ Like was I good before or have I just not changed...I'm sure I've talked about this before though so I will put a lid on this topic

Why is Oreo driving. I'm 90% sure Police Hat is the only one out of the 3 of them that has a license.

Anyway that was a vine...idk if any of you have seen that particular vine. I don't know its name but I can point you to a video if you want to see it :)

Actually you know what I find it funny that Police Hat is probably the only one who can drive. Imagine Pudding Cup and Oreo asking/begging him to drive them to certain places...assigned driver friend trope...

Did you know I made some digital drawings too???? :D I am cool like that

Behold! My inability to draw a single straight line

It's all color coded!! :D

Okay so the thing with Pudding Cup, Oreo, and Police Hat's heights...it's really inconsistent in the show; sometimes Oreo is the tallest, sometimes Police Hat is the tallest... I've noticed that especially in episodes 9 and 10 Pudding Cup is shorter then both of them but she will always be the tallest out of the 3 of them in my eyes...

It's just really funny to me. PC is just taller. And ESPECIALLY that Police Hat is the shortest; you'd expect the most adult(citation needed) of the bunch is the tallest but nope. Shorty. It's only by a little bit but still. Every inch matters.

Also may I mention again how much I love the dynamic between the 3 of them. Honestly though Pudding Cup and Police Hat's dynamic is UNDERRATED. Idk I just really like the 'I don't like you but I have to work with you' thing they have and through that they become friends again :)

Of course I loved it when they were actually friends not bent on destroying their ex-friend but this dynamic is good too :)

ONE MORE THING.

I feel like I've never seen anyone mention or talk about Oreo's (perceived) self esteem issues. My man literally said he needs someone to make him feel better about himself and that's why he's so desperate to get a girlfriend

It doesn't look like they're apparent now because in episodes 9 and 10 he is actually. Quite full of himself. Claiming Pudding Cup is jealous and...lowkey being a jerk to his best friends 😭😭😭 virgin episodes 4-8 Oreo vs chad episodes 9-10 Oreo

BUT ALSO in episode 9 he's still desperate to keep Watermelon's love with his "please still love me" thing so??? Like when he gets that validation he can be confident and stuff but if there's a risk of losing it he goes back to "wait no I need you to love me please"

At least that's how I see it,, don't know if it's correct or not but that's what I'm going with

And so then the whole thing with Watermelon pressuring and manipulating him into doing things her way by threatening to break up with him when he defies her is going to make it worse. This kind of shit can take YEARS to fix and even so those behavioral habits will come up every now and then...

Don't mean to get edgy or anything but he might just. he'll be so focused on pleasing other people for that validation he won't stop to think if it's even worth it.

Because in previous episodes he was aware that Conditioner and Shampoo aren't the kind of people he should get validation from, but with Watermelon he's just. Stuck. Wanting validation from her so much that he'll do anything to get it.

Idk it sounds like I'm blowing it out of proportion and making it more dramatic than it probably is...but maybe not :/

Anyway Oreo's a really good character :)

Have some edge :)

The lineart is a little messy,, I have not done proper lineart in forever whoops. I do not know how to use drawing programs correctly.

Uhhhhhhhh rip Oreo :)

So this song in context is actually about a bad girlfriend who regrets the way she treated her boyfriend but I took this lyric out of context to make this so uh...hopefully not problematic??

Okay I think that's all I have so byeeeeeeee love u <333