8/7/2025

I haven't drawn or written anything in nearly a week and it's PISSING ME OFF 😭😭😭 Fuckass readjustment period or. Whatever the fuck. It's because I've been watching things on YT that I missed which includes vids that are hours long AND that I can't draw and listen to bc I want to Actively watch them. And doing that kills my momentum to do anything else 😭😭😭

HOWEVER I like to think I'm good at recognizing whenever this happens so I just Make myself pick up a pencil or write. And that helps 9/10 times 😎😎😎😎

I'm kinda sad that my writing motivation is lwk sleeping though 😞😞 I think that if I made myself write again it'd come back bc I still Want to keep writing Dragon AU and it's not like I'm out of ideas. However 1) writing hard LMAO and 2) momentum issue 😭😭😭 I've wanted to see if I can adopt an alternating system between writing and drawing but I fear that if I enforce that structure on myself I'll 1) not adhere to it 2) feel oppressed by said structure.

Like for example (and I've probs mentioned this before) I like to structure art chapters so that they focus on one or two concepts (OCs, an AU, AU crossovers, etc) but this results in me sometimes not always drawing what I feel like drawing 😭😭 especially true for comics bc I'll get tired halfway or smthn. And that kills my momentum sometimes even before I start but I THUG IT OUT ANYWAY. This bitch CANNOT feel consistent about structures goddamn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

TLDR I'm struggling a little but I'll get through it AKA I picked up my damn pencil today to get in the mindset of Doing Something.

Actually I've caught up with most things now 😊😊😊 the ones that are left are things I can just listen to so we're ballin

.....I lwk feel bad that I always start off with some kind of tangent but this is also functionally a journal. Of which is public and online LMAOOOO but it's so ingrained atp it'd be strange to stop talking about general life things or whatever that spiel was. Anyway MOVING ON

Yaoi day pt 2

I need to get better at using references but I HATE HAVING TO LOOK UP THE THING I NEED FOR A SPECIFIC POSE 😭😭😭😭 I used myself as a reference for PC in panels 4 and 5 WHICH tbf worked well enough but just like. In general. Also I'm noticing a lot of errors in proportions + angles but whatever <- said like I can't just erase and redraw

Highkey this is a reference to Ink's Oreocup comic made years ago LMAOOOO it uses the same joke but the punchline is different 💔💔💔

Battle throuple 😭😭😭😭😭

Deltarune Chapters 3+4 was on my watching list......it was fucking AWESOMEEEEEE I don't have the proper words for it but like. The evolving dynamics. The character development. THE STORY. THE ART. THERE WERE SO MANY COOL SCENES. And Chapter 5 in 2026 is crazy. Shit's gonna go down so bad bro

Anyway I drew this bc fucking Roulxs Kaard in Chapter 3 mistook the gang for a throuple and I instantly went "how can I make this about och" I need to be killed or smthn.

0 reason for this one other than I found the imagery funny LMAO

8/11/2025

Grins

Thinking abt NC and Dragon AU like this is very funny. ....Not much else to comment on other than I just wanted to draw it LMFAO

GRINS. Okay so this fit is from Nyahalloshop. I see ads from them on YT soooo often but never rlly paid attention bc. They're ads lol. And generally I treat ads with a lot of skepticism 😭😭😭😭 But recently I've been like "wait these designs kinda slap lwk". And I found this one which I thought was very PC core 🤩🤩🤩 maybe kind of extra for regular PC (shoutout to the useless belts and cropped turtleneck) BUT it is generally in line with Dragon PC's fashion sense. Which is basically anything that makes her look like she can kick your ass.

The jacket itself I think is too poofy for her taste 🤔🤔 with the lantern sleeves and hoodie (not a hoodie girlie idt). Also the actual jackets don't come with a fire pattern I just made that to fit her aesthetic more LOL

Cross interaction LOLLLL Dragon Ph not being used to Any kind of friendly contact from his PC vs regular PC who's generally chill w/ it. Possibly wondering how the hell this Ph is even More high-strung than hers (does not know the horrors) 😭😭

And the reverse 😁😁😁😁 Dragon Ph always just accepts it whenever Dragon PC is giving him shit so regular Ph shutting her down is new 💔💔 Also she's poking him bc that's the side her Ph always covers so she's like. What are you hiding.

Also I've been having so much fun drawing Dragon PC this chap 😁😁😁 idk what exactly it is BUT part of it is definitely her antenna things. I finally figured out how to make them look good 😁😁

Also x2 idk how but I completely forgot to draw in a shirtline for PC 💔💔💔 probably bc a lot of that area is covered up but still. Anyway that was just smthn funny lol

Erm. Grins okay so idk what happened here this is supposed to be a redesign for Dragon Oreo AU. Like the AU in which he's the dragon. It still works don't get me wrong but Wowie look how androgynous that guy is LMAO

I figured if he were a dragon (and even raised by humans) his style would be Different than if he were human. ....I also got inspo from. Hector from Date Everything LOL not a complete 1:1 I just looked at the bangs specifically and was like. I wanna draw Oreo with looser hair.

I had the idea to incorporate lion elements into his design bc Why The Hell Not so that's why his hair is more poofy. I wanted to get a lion's mane look but idt I got it that well LOL. I wasn't fw any of the references I found so I just rawdogged it.......I'll probs revisit this someday BUT I do like the idea of his hair being different.

It's like. Regular Oreo's hair is the way it is bc of. I forget the words uhhhh acceptably male hairstyle. And Dragon Oreo AU Oreo has similar themes of wanting to fit in, but it's less abt being masc and more abt looking human. So he cares less abt gender norms unless it's something he wants to imitate/something he was told to imitate. And therefore his appearance and behaviors are different.

Although I do feel like there's an interpretation of this AU where he presents like regular Oreo would anyway bc of. Again, societal norms. So there's an extra layer of identity suppression there. But this version is more fun for me <3

Idt I'll change Ph's human disguise for his version of the AU though.....doesn't rlly make sense to 🤔🤔 also fuuuuck I wanna draw out their full dragon forms but FUUUUUCK DRAWING DRAGONS. Okay Ph isn't traditionally draconic At All and Oreo is more half and half BUT STILL.

Based off an ANIMATION MEME I've been seeing going around recently 😊😊😊😊😊😊 if I had the patience I could make a full version of it with all 3 of Dragon och but alas. Maybe one day.

The drawings themselves didn't come out like I wanted them to ALAS but I had fun with the lettering ^_^ fun fact I initially misspelled terrier (as terier) so I had to go back and fix it LOL

Another Deltarune inspired drawing LOL from that Chapter 3 scene. I actually nearly forgot that his bangs cover this side of his face so I was like. Wait a minute.

Ph bow scarf.....SO CUTE I was giggling to myself while drawing this LOLLLL

Surprise Watermelon appearance. Concept/practice for the comic I've been meaning to make 💔💔💔 Left is kinda similar to how I drew her last time and right is me trying out all curly hair but I did it at a weird angle fsr. I think I mentioned this last time but while I like the idea of Watermelon having hair like the one on the left, it just doesn't feel very Watermelony.....hence the right drawing.

Better attempt at curly hair. Definitely closer to smthn I like but also not quite there yet 🤨🤨🤨🤨 maybe I just need to stick with it a while and see if it grows on me.

Surprise Orange appearance bc I remembered he's in that comic too. Early season designs 😁😁😁 lots of inspo from Jonkulous.......

My old Orange design had smoother hair for the good boy aesthetic but the fluffy hair is really good..... 💔💔 and for Watermelon bc she's more good girl coded in the beginning she just looks like less of a baddie LOL

I think she starts changing her appearance in ep 8 or post-breakup??? Like whenever her voice got deeper ig which is probs episode 9. Post-breakup Orange might be in the comic too but we'll see......gotta lock in.......

Okay that's it. Lots of general misc drawings this time ig lol. Okay bye ^_^