10/18/2025

Guy who has 70 mental illnesses and is banned in most states

Originally I was gonna draw all the och dragons for day 13 (human/animal hybrid) but I just. Didn't 😭😭😭 anyway it's just come to my attention that DragonPh AU Ph is really just a Creature. Like. Yeah this is peak cringe character design LMFAOOOO broken appendege check. Wings (black) check. Emo hair that covers scars check. Trauma check. What was bro cooking

I'm actually. Considering giving him another set of wings LMFAO inspired byyyy how this particular image looks similar to some player art in Slay the Princess. And that guy has multiple sets of wings. Idk I'll experiment!!

Siggghhhhhhh I miss my AUs bro. I was going through old stuff the other day and was actually tweaking bc I remembered all the NC AU stuff I still wanna do 😭😭😭😭 and just AU stuff in General. Actually just art in general. I'm gonna get there one day.

Also I did do day 12 (scythe wielding) but for that one I just drew a canon Sonic character bc she wields a scythe ^_^ I did skip day 14 tho bc that one was rainbows and I just didn't wanna pull out the digital art 😭😭 so here's 15!!!!

Self-insert ^_^

Dogmansona and Sonicsona.......idk why I drew her tail curled bc fox tails don't do that. Anyway hashtag Spiderman pointing meme except I wanted both their faces to be visible so that's why it's like that. Both of you are FURRIES MOVE ALONG

This is a smidgen out of order chronologically but this is a self-insert for an Undertale/Deltarune AU my friends made ^_^ Bc there's a family of reindeers in Deltarune called the Holidays and they're Christmas themed. And my birthday is on Christmas. So this is Kitmas Holiday; she's a cousin to the family in Deltarune ^_^ Lore bc I'm crazy: her original name was Kit but bc she was born on Christmas her parents named her Kitmas. She is apathetic to this. Christmas is just another day to her tbh.

Bc she's a self insert and also bc I'm boring she's just based on how I look. If I ever come back to her design I might change a few things tho 🤔🤔Also that is lazy eye in the left pic LMFAO. All my sonas have lazy eye probably I just forget to draw them with it. Also it's not strictly lazy eye it's antimetropia bc that's a thing I think I have. I say I think bc I don't remember what my exact condition is 😭😭😭 but my symptoms are the same.

Right pic is bc I've been wearing my hair up a lot for work and also bc it's Hot and dark hair that covers your neck will Kill you in hot weather. So I drew it on her to see how it'd look ^_^ anyway Kitmas is more for sillyfun than anything I'm not particularly drawn to using her for anything. Maybe she can be part of my fandom isekai adventure...????? Idk it doesn't work that well bc Kitmas has ties to canon characters but also Who Cares. 😋😋😋😋 Make-believe land can be whatever I want it to be.

Day 16 mascot horror. Dear god...........she's vertical...........

Have you ever been so cringe ur creator relocated you to a different universe

Day 17 Old OC ^_^ I consider Penni to be my first- actually no some of the object OCs predate her by a few years. But like Penni is a special OC case of sorts in that I moved her main story from Sonic to D&D specifically bc I Did Not Like her role as a Sonic OC. My object OCs on the other hand has always stayed in their own universe and have stayed pretty consistent in terms of design. Bc they're objects 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 so for the sake of this format she works the best.

I based this off of the creator vs OC trend bc I've been wanting to do that for a while ^_^ 2019 isn't the first Penni iteration but that's the oldest ref of her I have on hand. I remember a little of what she looked like when she was made for the first time (my cousin vandalized a drawing I made of her. Core memory) but it's only the outfit that's different iirc. Hmmm I should draw her in that old outfit ^_^ just for funsies. Wish I had that old art I'm ngl 😭😭😭 lost media. I think the earliest instance of Penni on my profile is the 2019 version.

Also I did skip on the 2022(?) redesign bc I was NAWT gonna draw 3 instances. Also idrr what I looked like back then......????? I think that was short hair era maybe. I've never gone out of my way to change how I look other than cutting my hair when it gets too long :/ insert autism joke here. Anyway that's why the 2019/2025 mes have nearly the same expression too LMFAO. 2019 me didn't like Penni that much bc she was frustrated that she couldn't make a story for her that worked. So hunched shoulders, furrowed eyebrows, kinda judgemental expression. Ever since I moved her to D&D verse in 2022 though she's been making more sense ^_^ so 2025 me is more relaxed but still :/ bc that's just. How I am. ???? But if I could animate there'd be a slight change of expression at the end. To signify a change in relationship.

There has been. A thing I've been meaning to draw with Penni bc she has new lore LMFAO but TDLR she dies. SHE GETS RESSURECTED DW essentially I got inspo from an Adventure Time audio + the Tumblr post that goes "what if it was came back afraid". Basically Penni's whole deal is that she looks up to heroes/adventurers a lot and wants to be like them but she's ultimately inexperienced so she doesn't always make the best calls. Even in her Sonic era she had an insecurity arc after she realizes she's not cut out for hero life so it's always been a part of her! Originally Penni dying on her adventure was an AU I messed with a little but I think I made it officially canon after I saw that Tumblr post. What better way to realize you're in over your head than dying for it 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

Also bright colors ahead fair warning

Day 18 Sparkledog 😊😊😊😊😊 had fun with this one! I don't have a sparkledog myself so I did consider skipping this one until I remembered. I can just draw furry Oreo. Of course. His shirt colors are very intentional #mypolycule but I did have the unfortunate realization that with the pink arm warmer those colors do evoke Sans Undertale a little. Just ignore it 😊😊😊😊

Theoretically his fur should be darker but it was hard to see his eyes so I lightened the fur a bit....chocolate boy....

10/23/2025

Wsg

Bean mouth for day 19. I was like okay who's the character this would look the most cursed on and the answer was a Bird. The other contender was Fuuxandith 😁😁😁😁 but I couldn't bring myself to do that to him. I haven't drawn a bean mouth to this degree I don't think so it was just fun to do lol

Day 20 insane expression. I love making shitposts for drawing prompts 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 There were a few contenders for this like I could've drawn my Sonicsona (tired of being isekaied) or Arivine or Vairx or Uieke (various stages of crashing out) but ultimately this was too funny. I think this is what I look like when I think abt och too much like I KNOW my ass is smiling abt them in public 😭😭😭

Grimaces. Okay old art redraw is next. For ease of comparison I will put the old art in this chapter it's gonna be the next image YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED 😭😭😭😭😭

^ 2017

^ 2025 ^_^ !!!!!!!!!!! Good lord has it really been 8 years. This timing is really funny actually bc according to the chapter the 2017 piece comes from, it was drawn Oct 25th. 2025 piece was drawn on the 21st. Happy 8 year anniversary....????!?!!

In the spirit of the redraw I probs should've committed to doing a full body like the original but I didn't wannaaaaaaa 😭😭😭 my enjoyment comes FIRST!!!!!!!

Anyway the 2017 art sure is. Something. I've looked at it enough to be desensitized but I was GIGGLING while redrawing 😭😭😭 like this shit...is so ass... The 2017 haircuts are sending me fsr idk why they're the worst offenders for me. Can 12 yr old me DO BETTER jesus christ I was 12? Ykw that does put things into perspective a little nvm.

I could make a dissertation on how I improved but no one has time for allaaaaat........ literally EVERYTHING is different dawg I'm just gonna say good job me and move on. Very cool seeing the improvement though ^_^ idk I feel like it's boring to just say nothing abt 8 years worth of progress but I don't have any thoughts rn 😭😭😭😭 I don't remember what my process was when I was 12 (if I even had one) but interestingly enough I think I can see a faint guideline on PC's face. So that's something.

Side note I think it's easier for me to look at art as old as That bc ik basically a kid drew that. And said kid didn't rlly know what she was doing but she was having fun ^_^ but it's harder to look at art from 2021-early 2025 bc it's like. Dawg you are a late teenager/young adult and ur telling me you still draw like that. Maybe that's not a fair judgement either LOL my point is the more I learn abt how to actually draw the more critical of myself I can be. Bc theoretically I know what I'm doing. Just food for thought ^_^

Can you guys GET A ROOM like GODDAMN okay anyway day 22 Pinterest/DA base ^_^ I was looking for smthn to use for this prompt and saw That base and went FUUUCCCCCKKKK THAT'S SO OCH so here we are. For space I won't be posting the original bases here but they're on my Tumblr ^_^ yes that is plural bc I drew multiple pieces for this prompt bc I am Crazy.

The timing is also funny here bc I've been in the OI trenches since Oct 9th last year. And my first drawing was smthn that was similar to this (same concept; similar composition). So this is also kind of a redraw except I used a base so maybe not....????? In any case happy anniversary to this shitass fixation 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sylnala ^_^ just thought this pose would be fun to draw and it was! Sketching is so much easier when I'm working off a base/reference 😭😭😭 since Sylnala is a circus girl I've been wanting to do acrobatic/contortionist drawings with her for a while so this is a good start ^_^ also I should do a neutral pose for her performance outfit at some point....I gave her an elven cape ^_^

Hashtag Crime AU.........been thinking abt it a little!!! Sometimes I feel like hm I have a lot of fuckin AUs but like. NC, Dragon, Crime, Oreocup Swap, ig if you want to count Heartbreaker that's there? And Dragon AU has 4 sub AUs within it I GUESS but if you're only counting main ones that's just 4-5. ???? I feel like I'm forgetting something. Genderbend doesn't rlly count.......Furry och is stretching it I think. LMFAO. Oh ykw it probably feels like a lot bc of the fandom size. The number of OI AUs I have is like 3 off from the number of Total OI AUs that I am aware of. Whereas I have like 2-3 Dogman AUs compared to the boatload of Total Dogman AUs. Maybe not a fair comparison bc I have more OI AUs anyway but that's probably also a factor tbh. I have Never made more AUs for a fandom than I have OI. BOTO comes close though I think ^_^ haven't rlly revisited those AUs in a long time. The brain is so weeeeiiiirrrrrd why did I fixate on THIS show out of all things bro.

Oh also the coverup on the left is just the Sylnala pic. I actually had to erase part of the circle bc this pic cuts into it 😭😭😭😭😭

Anyway 😊😊😊 still no solid story I'm just rotating them. Pokemon Legends ZA gave me a liiiiittle inspo bc there's a group that's kinda like a yakuza 😭😭😭 it's kinda funny lwk they look and act like they're evil but they're also like. They help people. And that makes them kinda silly to me LOL. This is related bc the syndicate in Crime AU has always been like a yakuza type deal to me but I don't rlly want to put a hard label on it yk. I do still kinda need to figure out what their deal is but I'm getting there.

I do say it's more yakuza than mafia bc 1) mafia is way too sensationalized and saturated in media and I am Not about that 2) it just makes more sense to me. Again tho I'm just gonna curate it in a way that fits the story and any resembalance to yakuza/mafia is probs coincidental 😊😊😊

I did cheat a little for this one bc it's from Tumblr but it was sooooo cuuuuuteeeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭 this drawing took up half a sketchbook page btw like good Lord. Some of these drawings are Really Big (I avg abt 6 drawings per page and they're all relatively the same size). I have learned that drawing bigger is usually better bc it gives you more room for detailwork and error so I'm not mad abt it but I'm just used to drawing smaller than That yk 😭😭 Drawing big actually used to be hard for me bc I didn't know how to scale my anatomy. Progress!

The prompt WAS Pinterest/DA so I wanted to use a DA base too but all the ones I found sucked or didn't interest me 😭😭😭 ig in the spirit of Cringetober I Should've picked one that sucked...my friend who I'm doing Cringetober with did smthn like that for the prompt and it was Very funny.

Day 23 Crackship except I don't Have a crackship so I drew my chud OC x Canon ship instead 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm actually kinda surprised OC x Canon isn't part of this list. It's like peak cringe. I did consider Yogurt x Pickaxe but that's one-sided anyway. And actually originally I was gonna go crazy and do a comic with Ceral and Pete who Aren't even a crackship; I just think their relationship is funny. But it would be too long to fit in this part so I'll save it for another time.

Fire Axe dripped out btw bc THAT'S MY GUYYYYYYYUH 😭😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️literally no other reason. I kinda imagined Chew Toy as shorter but I think this drawing puts her in the upper 5'. She's more mid 5' kinda. Idk their ship name btw but I've been floating Toy Axe 🥺🥺🥺 I was WIGGLING while drawing this they're cute.......lwk..............

I've also been thinking abt them for NC stuff so chances are eventually I'll make drawings for how they met and whatnot 😭😭😭😭😭😭 chudass strangers to friends to lovers romance subplot in my NC AU. GROSS!!!!!!! Can I hit them with my aspec orbital laser PLEASE.

10/28/2025

Okay so technically I could've posted this 2 days ago but I am so busy this week. Girl tell me why I have 3 midterms and also 3 other things due this week + 4ish hours of online course stuff to do 😭😭😭 ig it's my fault for procrastinating over the weekend. I was lit debating saving this for the weekend but I need a break man. Loled. Never kms never kms never kms I chant.

Okay vaguely related but I really try to refrain from making kms jokes bc ever since I heard it was bad for ur mental health I was like. Hm. Perhaps. I def understand the purpose of it esp if it's in the context of like a hyperfix LMFAO but ultimately it's like a way of expressing frustration I think. However I Also understand why I Shouldn't do it bc it normalizes that kind of thinking which is Generally not good. Maybe there's some more psychological nuance I'm not picking up there but that's kind of my understanding. Do Not get me wrong I too feel the urge to simply kms over minor inconveniences but I feel like perhaps that isn't the best way to express myself LMAO.

Anyway all this to say I will simply thug it out this week. Lock in I never flop fuck it we ball etc etc this is the last set of midterms before finals I can do it I can do it I will survive

ANYWAY X2 I skipped day 24 bc it was frutiger aero and it didn't rlly interest me. Also bc I was doing smthn bigger for day 25 which is OBJECT SHOW 😁😁😁😁😁

Hashtag my object OCs 2025 EDITION ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ The last time any of these mfs were colored was 2017 or 2018 but that version is lost media. Alas. I could've sworn I posted it on Wattpad somewhere bc Why Wouldn't I but I haven't been able to find it. Also I feel like I've talked abt this before but whtvr.

THIS TOOK ME 7 HOURS BTW bc I wanted it to be more "asset-like". So it took some time to figure out how to properly layer everything and also color picking in general.

Really like how they came out though 😁😁😁 in general I think PJ is the one with the most dramatic change. I think she originally was a completely different flower LMAO She was more saturated with a stronger yellow center. Her name was Blossom back them so. Shrug!! The stem I added when I drew this bc she didn't rlly look like a pink jasmine to me + she was too pale. I looked at the flowers for reference and they have these pink stems so I added it to her design and it looks better ^_^

Parasol I think I might revisit asp bc lace is. Difficult to do 😭😭😭😭 I made it as simple as possible and it def looks better than her og design but there are also things I could fix. Maybe D20 and Helmet also for color reasons. Also Parasol and PJ just look funny next to each other bc they're so Pink and also they're between two darker colored OCs. But in general I think the cast is pretty even in terms of color ^_^ maybe it could use more blue and orange but oh well. Like they all look fairly consistent next to each other which is important to me ^_^ also now that I have their "assets" I can make alignment charts if I wanted ^_^ low effort content of my OCs let's GO

And then my friend I've mentioned before isn't in the OSC so he DREW MINE 😁😁😁😁😁😁

SOOOOOO CUUUUTTTEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 posting with permission btw <3333 omfg Chew Toy fans rise up girl has been drawn 3 times for this chapter 😁😁😁😁😁 WIGGLING. Wizard Hat so whimiscal.....ily my silly boy with an impending identity crisis....I lwk had a feeling he'd draw WH bc of the :3 and the way I giggled when I was right.

Okay and then hard pivot to day 26

#EvilPowerup . Idk how canon this is if At All bc generally I refrain from giving my OCs evil forms bc of. Ironically, cringe. Also bc I usually don't have a reason to since the way I make stories + characters just doesn't have that as a plot device yk. But since Ceral canonically has what is basically the Antichrist inside her I guess she can have an evil form. ...Fuuuccck I may need to give her a god form too FUUUCCCCKKK the C in Ceral stands for cringe. Like hello.

Anyway ig the context for this evil form is just the bad guy like. The corruption takes full control except idk how that would happen bc the God's presence basically totally prevents that. Okay I lied there's a few ways this could happen regardless but again it doesn't Have to be canon. Idk we'll see what happens if/when I actually get the lore down LMFAO

The wing should be bigger btw I just didn't have space. This drawing is like 1/3 of the vertical space LOL

Okay that's image limit. I'll put the rest of my Cringetober stuff in the Other chapter I have sitting in drafts but that one won't publish until after the 31st bc again. I am in hell this week. Lit I have an exam and hw due and a lab due and work on Halloween. Sighed. At least I get to wear my cat ears ^_^ I should rlly get to work but omfgggggg I don't wannaaaaaa I must overcome the inertia. Hate it here <- irrational behavior

Okay BYE!!!!!!!!!