so theres just random songs that are super duper important to me. i'm gonna go through 2.

one, "lights" by ellie goulding (and others).

this has to do with my sister, hana. she's very interested in film, and so when she lived with us, she would use special effects makeup to make short films. i liked trying to help her with these and just hang around her in general. so she really liked listening to this song while she did the makeup, so i heard it a ton.

i just... i miss hana so much. i could never ask for a better sister. i can't wait for her to visit this year, i haven't seen her in forever.

another song that means a ton to me that has to with her is "birds and boats". i forgot the band right now.

but basically, she would sometimes sing this for me, and ever since i've loved it. it makes me remember all the good times with her and i like it.

another thing, she would read me this book called "harrow sparrow". we never actually finished it, and i dont remember the storyline at all, but i do remember her reading me it.

two, "buildings and mountains" by... i forget right now.

i did a rant on this a few weeks ago. this has to do with my father.

basically, sometimes me and my brother would go to his house and he always played this song in the car. so now, whenever i hear it i can only think about him. i.... really dont like it.

so yeah, that's that.