Are you dead
Sometimes I think I'm dead

I miss people who I shouldn't miss

But hey

I'm human

And that's as good as it gets

Fuck you for leaving me behind and trying to make me say sorry for something that was your fault

Fuck you for using me for happiness and that fulfilment of 'being able to say "im taken"'

Fuck you for being selfish and leaving me in the back wondering what I did wrong.

First one, you have some fucking nerve confessing shit then leaving. Making me feel like the bad guy as if I should apologise.

Second one, fuck you for using me and neglecting me when I needed you the most. When I felt like I finally found someone who gave two shits about me. Just to find out you were parading off with the dipshits in your class. I may have been young but atleast I was fucking loyal.

Third one, fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Fuck you for coming into my life. Fuck you for making promises you knew dead well you couldn't keep. Fuck you for cheating on maxx. Fuck you for leaving me behind. Fuck you for coming back three months later just to say I was being fucking crazy. Fuck you for making me comfortable enough to let my guard down just to build it back up higher.

There is so much shit and I have no one

I have no one

No one

No one

No one

If there's by any chance some person reads this,, im sorry you had to see this shit

Also if there is and you're thinking "BuT I'm hErE" how am I supposed to know that

I don't want to let my guard down again

I'm not close enough to anyone to say this shit to.

But hey, none of you fuckers know me personally so whatever right?

I know that there are people I have left though

And that shit eats me on the inside

If by any chance of those people read this

I'm so sorry

An apology can't take away the time you wasted on me and I understand what I did was stupid

Wow look at me being a hypocrite, huh?
Ahahahahah.

God.

Life is so fun.

I can't wait to live the rest of it.