i really haven't been on much. school, sports, and my tiny social life is sucking me dry and now i feel like i have to come on here. it feels like a big drag all of a sudden.
it's weird.

my only recent activities have been occasionally posting new stuff for "meet me in the middle" and voting & commenting on some of your guys' lovely art books because i still enjoy art.
i just haven't been drawing very much lately and it feels like a big lump in my throat. i keep putting it off and when i do draw it's nothing i'm comfortable to post here it's just little doodles i do when i'm on the phone with my friends.

but the thing is, i enjoy posting art on here and i love the feedback and all the nice comments. i just haven't been drawing lately and the whole no internet thing makes it even harder to post digital stuff often. i'm not improving, i'm stuck.

i don't know what to do.

but i think i just need to take a break from this book. it's stressing me out that i'm not posting often and i'm not being so active anymore. I don't know if i could just leave.

when i do come back, i want to be regularly drawing and experimenting with new stuff. don't worry, i won't be gone for too long. i just have to find the time back.

i hope you guys understand.

i appreciate all the support 💕