Okay honestly like fuck my mind. Because the mush of nerves decides to be a bitch and tell me shit like, " You're an annoying little bitch that everyone hates and no one would give a shit if you died." Meanwhile, I'm just sitting there with Bastard contemplating on whether or not this shit is true.
And when I bring my creditable sources, aka my friends, my brain literally just says, " yeah but they secretly hate you"

God for once can I just have a day that doesn't have me contemplating my self worth, like holY FUCK.

Stupid fucking lump of meat doing stupid shit,, >:((((((((((

EDIT- this didn't last night dhskahhsha