OKAY IM DOING THIS QUICK AND EASY GO GO GO-

Another drawing of maggot that I managed to finish :') 

Isn't he just nice to the public-

Maggot became your therapist ._.

 he flips a glass table, throws glass cups at you, screams and yells and tells you that word (I'm not gonna say it but don't do that kids-) Yanks your money and runs off ._.

Also getting on top of you and screaming the absolute crap on your ears and dying inside

And also youre therapist this time, He would also scream and yell and cry and throw everything he sees- ._. LISTEN ITS ALL THE LORE YOULL UNDERSTAND-

I love his beautiful luscious beautiful long ass beautiful luscious beautiful gorgeous lovely beautiful hair okay :3 

He is beautiful

A beautiful cannibalistic man who was experimented before and was horribly traumatized by it and a walking corpse that had maggots inside his body and dead corpses :3

But no his beautiful luscious gorgeous beautiful gorgeous hair just throws away the crimes he committed, anyways 

Petrona with h a i r :0 and alos having some paper I don't know what that is- :') NephaliMations

Bs members (massive joke :') ) SquishyWritesStories TheAddieDragon Endera276 :DDDD

Lucian if he specifically became a waitor and specifically witnessed a break up in front of his eyes and specifically watched a women break down crying heavily and stuff  and specifically doesn't understand what to do ._. 

You know I feel like I'm a bit off character on this drawing but uhhhh- I tried :')

I never had friends, friends to talk to or friends to even hang out with, until I moved into a new school- before that I was isolated and no one liked me :'), I relied on internet stuff :3 

3-11 year old me was just no friends experience, no idea what to act to people and is basically have no control on myself ._. Anyways- listen I tried to make friends because I was really hyperactive and stuff but still, no one didn't like my hyperactivity or something-

I made Endera press on a red remote on Roblox pressure and made her gain an imaginary friend, listen I've done this too before and it was hell- So why not just make her also go through hell too :DDD

Me, Neph, squishy, Endera, and greenie (yes we all suffered through 5 players-) we hold hands ._. (Squishy couldn't even fucking hold my hands and that was emotional damage for me ;0; /jk ) and we have suffered through Mr loope, and stuff, yayyyyyyyy-

Oh yeah, Endera got a rare room, no big deal...WAIT WHAT- HUH?????

Turns out this room is extremely rare and it's...0.04%...

And she got a genshin impact Easter egg, gone through big rooms, and suffered through gardens-

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa totally not panicking inside because this is totally not the day I'd expect to see this in person about my online friend finding a big fucking egg in front of the window and looking too cool-

NephaliMations

AaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

This is funnnnnnnnnn :') 

This is funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn emotional anxiety dying inside

Huh? Nah, I don't have adhd what are you on about? 

It's not like...I feel, so heavily unmotivated whenever I wake up and can't get myself up out of my own bed whenever I feel so dead and my head is so heavy and empty and tired- it's not like I feel like I forget things a lot and stuff- not like I hyperfixiate a bit- not like I have a civil war of my two brain cells fighting each other to write and draw on my canvas or draw- knowing it'll take me easy to draw something- :') 

It feels like, physical torture. Like actual physical torture whenever I'm alone, no on hypering me on, sitting down or laying down, pulling my tablet, pressing my pencil and drawing a single strike, it feels like 50% of my motivation just been YEEEEEted away- if not for the life of me I would just flop out of my chair and fall onto the ground and sleep- and when I'm into drawing...

if I'm on my tablet knowing I have a lot of assignments or stuff I need to do or studying I need to focus, You're going to have to like grab me, pull me onto my chair, grab my laptop and just try to make me do the assignments because genuinely if I don't find anything that fits my interest I will friggin groan loudly and feel irritated and punch a wall- :') 

I need to get myself diagnosed because literally a light switched in my head just turned off when I'm so happy and so excited for school and assignments I need to do and always doing them whenever I need to but now I'm just, I can't- doing assignments I don't like or I don't wanna focus on right now just feels like someone is throwing me several knifes down my throat and I feel like I'm going to pass out- :'|

Now my head is heavily burnt and now I don't wanna focus on this, for god so help me- my headaches are kicking in- 

I don't wanna get something like "no. You don't have adhd. Try harder and stop being so lazy-"

https://youtu.be/A7zFY-Wqpt8

Take an animation- hhhh I don't know what else to send and I don't think I don't wanna send anything else, doing this feels like a civil war is going through my head and I'm about to pass out- ._. 

Now I wanna animate knowing my head is so heavily damaged- ;w;

I can not process anything right now my head hurts so much- :p

Anyways goododdddd nightttt