Ok... So in the roleplay

DEERWISHES MENTOR KILLED HIMSELF.

and I cried

So I decided to draw that moment

cinderblaze_02 WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME.

but also...

Thank you...

Because I wouldn't have drawn this if you hadn't

Killed off Opaltail...

I'm still sad

But

Loook

At

This

How. The. Heck. Did. I. Draw. This.

This is Deerwish before Opaltail died. She's crying

"you have Dazzlesight, you have me, you have so much to live for!"

"tell Flaresight I love him and that I'll be watching over Dazzlesight. I'll be watching over you too" then he jumped...

And I became too emotional drawing this so

I

Did

This

Just say I'm crazy with grief or something

Ok. Ok, here's the actual picture

"One of the perks of being a medicine cat, is that you have to let go..."