I was looking at the comments with the chapter about Mimi, and I realized a lot of you thought she died or something along that line??

To clearify, that's not what I meant to convey, Mimi is gone as in : Off the Internet / no longer speaking to me or anyone.

If she was dead, I would have no way of knowing haha

Her family didn't exactly like her being on the Internet and talking with strangers heh

Ahhhh jeez

God there's a new level of anxiety I don't want but I now have lmao

She's been gone for almost half a year at this point (I think?? Maybe more) and I've been slowly adjusting to life without being able to talk with my best friend on the daily. I message her account sometimes, she used to read the things I sent her when she was on a break, but now I am not sure if she does anymore, let alone even bother with me haha

Ehhhh

Yeah the whole thing about that situation is that since I have separation anxiety and issues, plus the fact she was my best best friend made it one billion times worse for me mentally and emotionally anyway

She was the first real best friend I had since my Grandmother that I'm willing to talk about, and if you read that whole vent you know how that went for me mentally haha

Ahhh

Yeahhhhh

So yknow to have her gone and out of my life so suddenly is heart breaking for me and sent me down a loop.

But if you don't remember/never knew, I don't remember if I disclosed it here, But

The reason She left, to my knowledge and to what she was willing to say, was because someone close to her tried to commit suicide. I personally believe it was her Sister? I don't know for sure, however. Believe me, I wish I knew everything too. But I respect her privacy.

The only thing I really wish for? If she can't come back, at least, clearification that's she's doing okay. I don't mind being left now, I'm used to people leaving me/just dumping me but still every now and Again I see how their doing. With her I'm just entirely in the dark

Which, needless to say, fuckin sucks ass

Bleh but anyway, just wanted to clear that up

She ain't dead
Well

As far as I know, anyway

Blehhh