Alright first off I want to thank everyone who said get well to me in the last chapter, I appreciate it,

Really, I do 💙

But as Time passes I am slowly getting worse and worse

My stomach feels even worse now, and the feeling of needing to throw up is at all time high

But I can't physically throw up, because my body has trained itself not to because when I was little, I would throw up a LOT

So my body trained itself to just keep it down

Which is not helping

I feel like Heat will make it better but Hidey Hoe we doing have any heat packs

So yep fuck me

And I think I might still go to school tomorrow, despite ya know

This

Stomach bug or whatever

I don't know what it is exactly, but my stomach is worse and the bed I sleep on doesn't help. At all.

So yeah that's fun

But hey whatever lol

Ugh

The thing I hate the most is that I can feel it in my throats and stomach (puke) and I can't... let it out.

At all

And I'm shaking again

Honestly I can barely stand or walk anymore so I'm fucked on that bc in gym we do laps around the entire damn thing

And it hurts to even bend down to lay down

So like

I'm in constant pain and I don't know whyyyy