I'm to lazy to retype it so here
Screenshots with Momma Gween about my real mom

And I leave the house this morning and you know what text I get from my mom?

Here is what is said:

"I said i was sorry for dismissing you. That does not give you the right to disrespect me over and over. You are everything to us and wishing you were not born is not ok. You might need to talk to someone. I will see if talking to someone at school helps but if you continue to feel that way you might need to talk with someone outside of shool. It is not a bad thing. I did it before and it helped me. The boys do it still. If it helps why not. See you later. Ill ask dad if he is picking you up. Love you"

And you know How I reply?

Here is what I replied with

"But my problem is I know you don't mean it. Because you do it EVERY DAY!
And what pisses me the most is that you treat me like I'm fucking FIVE. So when you treat me that way I'm going to fucking act like it. You and Dad always call me names and treat me like that so much that I wish that. You fucking FORCE me to do things I don't want to do! And the people I feel like I can talk to you HATE because they are my Online friends. You know It's messed up when your child has to turn to people online for help instead of their parents. You always yell at me for having an attitude but where do you think I get it from? NOT THIN AIR.

And if you think that somebody is going to help like a therapist you can think twice. You force me into enough shit already I'm not doing it. And by the way thanks for making me break down on my bus stop and on my bus. And everything that I just texted isn't even the beginning. I just don't have the time to write it all. So do whatever the fuck you want I don't care because I know I have no say in anything in whatever my "Life" has become so do whatever Puppet-master. Bye"

I seriously need a hug damnit all

I hate her so much

And I know I'm going to break down crying during class AGAIN

And have to go the the school "Therapist"

Sigh