Let me say,

I'm ok, really, I am. So guys don't worry, and please don't bother Alyssa about it either. The decision to break up was originally my idea but it ended up as a mutual thing. And we're still going to be friends! Like we were before we got together. I'm not upset over this at all.

What I'm upset about only a few of you know, and it's personal and I really don't want to talk about it. So... Yeah. I might be on/off for a while..
Yeah...