hello 

i'm rush and welcome to I Am Having A Weird Fucking Day Right Now 

excuse me from any normal behavior 

I don't know what I was trying to do here

yeah that's Marilan

But with a sensible bun instead of her usual mess of curls

The head is too thin :T

*inhale*

whycanInevernoticethisshitwhileI'mdrawing

*ahem* moving on

my half of an art trade for someone on DeviantArt

I got a tad lazy with the shading oops

Oh and here have even more of my sad gays

"I just...I can't believe I did that. How can I call myself human when I've-"

"Shh, Aiden, stop. You know I love you, but the self-hate has gotta end. That was years ago. You've repented, several times over. I think we've both wasted enough tears on the whole mess." 

"But...but it happened. Anything I do now will never be good enough, because it can't fix what I've already done..."

the thing is,,,

i see Lukden as either being REALLY FLUFFY or REALLY ANGSTY

there's just

there's no in-between

And I am suddenly reminded of why I rarely draw them both in their jackets

It's just

There's too much black

I don't like dealing with dark colours >:v

*salty Rush*

Oh and here do you want some gore because oh ho ho I have gore

I mostly like to give my gory drawings darker-coloured backgrounds, but I actually really like what I did with this one, even if it does look a lil strange

I'm

Not sure why I decided to draw her without her overalls?? It does help with the warm-colours scheme though ¯\_ツ_/¯

oh and look at this:

while I was doing the words, I accidentally inverted the rest of the picture And LOOK AT HOW FREAKY THIS LOOKS

*manic cackling*

And I also accidentally tried a new style

feat. more gore

because i can't draw normal things

?!!???

I kinda really like it? but?? what the quiznak did I even do???

and wHAT I DREW AIDEN WITH SHORT HAIR AGAIN WHAT HAPPENED

*coughs* it was actually originally gonna be Lance but then i changed my mind and was too tired to fix the hair 

please kill me

And I was kinda bored so I made a little comic, feat. Greenninja13horse

especially fandoms

I can't get over fandoms

I can't  """get over'''''  like pretty much anything

*sad huff*

And lastly, have another angst-ish drawing based on the INSANELY CATCHY song at top

Don't look too closely at the feet :T

Anyway

I draw too much

-Rush💙