First we got a could of redraws

I actually quite like this one

I think I turned out cute

Idk what I was doin with the eagle thing so I didn't put it in the redraw

And now here we got a couple of wyrms 

And now for the vent

I don't ever post vents here bc, well, I know people irl. I'm posting one now and if i know you please don't bring it up in person. I'm probably gonna regret posting this two second's after I've don't it but whatever-

Recently I've been feeling left out. Like my existence is like, irelivant or something. Like I don't really mean anything to people, and if i was gone, sure, people would be sad, but they would truly be hurt. 

Sometimes, my brian likes to tell me that they're better off without me, and they're only hanging out with me simply because they have no one better to hang out with at the moment. So I clam up, I stop talking mid sentence, I don't show my true self. This leaves me feeling broken, and untrue to myself, and my friends probably think I'm a bit strange. 

Honestly, I think I would be better off with no one to spend my time with. I can be very bad at getting exited over things. I may be very truely touched by something your showing me, but unless it's a cute animal, I'm gonna be terrible at showing you how I feel, then I start to wonder if my friends think that I don't care about their stuff, and I feel like a terrible person, but as much as i try and try to be happy for you I just can't show it, and then I'm stuck in this never ending spiral of self hatred and doubt and I start to distance myself from you, I'm not a good enough friend, I'm not there when you need me to be and I don't love the things you do or at least that's what my brain tells me and I HATE IT but it just won't stop. This is better long. I'mma stop now, although everyone probably stopped reading at this point.