Anxiety boi feels held down and trapped, he's based off my anxiety what did you expect

But here's without the chains for a more wholesome feel

TW for... idk mentioning stuff barely?

Okay so what I did do, is this

What I didn't do, was go to school, and tell an adult about the harassment, if you don't know what I'm talking about just stalk my announcements and watch me descend into a panic

I woke up today and had to go to the restroom to throw up, I never got to the throwing up part but I did dry heave for a good while, and I didn't go to school and missed a few tests today, unfortunately.

But I hope I can tell someone of authority in this matter about this so they can do the talking bc now I can say anything about it without stuttering.

Um... I'm not going to tell anyone else irl this week because I don't want to be left out of the wedding and gender reveal for my aunt and new sibling which is all happening this weekend, keep in mind this has been going on for years and everyone is going to be sad when they realize they didn't see it, I mean my grandma said something about him grooming me years ago and I denied it which I think I regret now because it is that serious.

But yeah, I'm going to wait for a little while so I can get what I need to do done first before I eventually have to talk about it