I said that I was going to watch Kuzu no Honkai (Scum's Wish) during my spring break, but then procrastinated for no good reason.

So, I decided to watch the first episode today. I heard some stuff about it firsthand, so I knew what was generally going to happen. Since the problems in this anime represent a lot of romance problems in my stories, I figured I would give it a go.

I told myself, jokingly, that I would totally cry during the sex scenes.

And what do you know, I started crying 16 minutes and 25 seconds in the anime, during one of the sex scenes.

Nah, crying wouldn't describe it. I was sobbing. There was a lady sitting at a table next to me, but haha I don't even care about my dignity anymore.

I mean, I usually don't cry about stories/songs in general unless they relate to me. The last time I cried about media was during the summer of last year, when I read about this book.

But hoooooooly crap I'm not even through the first episode and there are tears running down my cheeks right now.

I'm just so depressed after watching this. I'm not sure if I can binge watch this in a day like I do most anime.

This anime is going to mess with my feelings so bad? There's already one character in this that represents like 3 of my own characters.