Hey,
So I know I said I was done but, I just wanted to update my life n stuff, I'm not going back to normally wanting to update, I guess I'll just update when I wanna

This mostly came from when I just felt curious and went to look through my book again and I felt happiness, sadness, nostalgia, but most likely of all
C R I N G E
And so I just wanted to say hi again after rereading comments, looking at old art, and just seeing what I used to post

I'm still in Highschool, only 4 most days of Freshmen year till Summer Vacation where I miraculously don't have to go to summer school cause GEOMETRY SUCKS ASS like everything else was decent EXCEPT GEOMETRY, and it Honors too so we went by fast and it has hard af 🥲
Everything else is OK tho, I mainly post art on Instagram, my user is @Fizzycookieisland
And yes I still drawing, it's the one thing I'm good at afterall
Here's the one I did for my 15th Birthday

Sorta Persona character thing, I just like Orange Soda Pop don't judge me-

I'm now single, it didn't work out with my friend but we're still best friends but I don't feel that bad about it anymore because I broke it off anyways, it was just straining on myself and I tried 2 times before it just didn't work but it did

It's also a sad that I'm not longer friends with memesoul, she just changed and started sorta acting like a dick to me and some others, all obviously being jokes but they mostly weren't funny
It just hurts remembering how great friends we were when back then we always talked and drew each other's characters sometimes interacting and I haven't deleted any of them
I know she can possibly see this but I don't care anymore, it's 2:46 AM and I know I'll regret this in the morning but Fuck it

Weirdly enough I didn't cringe at my normal art, since I just was not good as I am now at the time but I still kinda like my old art, maybe if I felt like it I could redraw some but the most cringiest part for me was looking at my old OC Art-
Like everytime they'd show up on screen I would turn off my tablet, walk around and come back regretful
Thankfully it isn't as bad now, I won't show an example since I only think of them and don't draw them cause it's easier but I can assure you it isn't as cringeworthy anymore

I miss when Friday Night Funkin was at its major high, like Whitty started the damn mod community, banger after banger kept coming like Carol, Hex, Tabi, Agoti, Sarvente, Garcello, Ayana, Corruption, all the Sides mods, yep it was truly a spectacle at the time and I still wish the community was alive as it once was but hopefully with Week 8 coming out soon with Hank and something with Pico too it'll bring back some fans, especially after Sky basically starting list of controversies which would lead to people thinking it's Majorly Toxic

I play a few new games now, I've played a bunch of the Stanley Parable and Cookie Run Kingdom, they're both very great games, and Nomnomnami was a visual novel maker and I seriously can't get the Bad End Theater sound out of my head, but she's a super underrated Game maker, same with Josh Hano with Nefarious, but like seriously the Fandom has like 10 people in it

I guess all I'm trying to say is that 2021 was one of the best years in a long time, especially after 2020, nothing can beat 2014 tho, the world started in 2014
And I just miss it and though I doubt people are gonna read this I just wanted to talk here again

So here's where it ends for now, if I feel confident enough maybe I could muster up the energy to actually write a fanfiction over the summer but its huge I F

But yea so closing this out at 3:05AM, I'll most likely go to bed,
Goodbye for now and see you in the Future
:)