A big art dump
Hello there! I am officially back to post more art and whatnot.
I've missed out on a lot, but I'm sure to catch up.
I'll do an update after all the art, so enjoy!
A drawing of Salex for a contest on Amino!
Request by @thedemonicartist , sorry this took a while to get out. I hope you like it!
Stress interrogation, another request from Amino!
Edgy boy Grian, I came up with a who edgy story with this boy
Nobody gets this yet, but to me it's really funny. Paired with the edgy wing boi
An animation I made! Pretty sloppy and whatnot, but I just did it quickly
Mumbo the Mermaid
Stress the Mermaid
Taking a small stroll, or swim. Whatever.
Gremlin Grian
100% accurate hermit heights.
Stress! As a human this time
Xxxxxxxxiiiisssssuuuuuuuuuuma
Starbucks Grian from Hermit Cafe
Z.I.T! First time drawing Zed and Impulse actually
Hermits playing "Banana Man" by tally Hall. Go give it a listen! They're my favorite band.
Also, i thought this would be a pretty funny story idea, so here are the pairings to each band member. Each band member has a tie with the color that matches to them. don't ask me what instruments they play, because I have no clue
Yellow-Ren
Red- Grian
Green- Iskall
Blue-Doc
Gray-Mumbo
Speak no evil. Not related to edgy boi, I just drew this
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Now, it's update time!
I started watching red vs blue and I love it. Also, agent Wyoming looks like Mumbo.
Other than that, not much stuff happened. So I'll tell you about my mental life!
After watching Red vs Blue season 16, I question time and reality itself. A few days ago, I had a realization when a friend of mine left me to find another person she wanted to talk to. Everyone wants to talk with someone else,we leave less interesting people to find more interesting people to have a good conversation. Most of the time someone you find cool. But you feel nervous and anxious and start doubting yourself, thinking I'm not good enough to talk to this person. And the loop keeps continuing.
I've also felt, more alone. Like in 6th grade, where I sat alone everyday during lunch, and cry almost everyday after school. 6th grade was my worst year. I felt alone, isolated, and depressed. But I've found friends to talk to, people who I know care. But I've began to doubt myself, saying I was too annoying, weird, and creepy. I didn't want to become a Gerald. So I tried controlling myself more.
I saved this for last, one day I was walking down the hall when I see two of my friends. These friends are generally nice people, but I can't deal with them after all the crap they've thrown all year. As I passed them, I suddenly felt really angry, and upset. I don't know why. It felt as well if I wanted to kill someone right then and there. And I had another realization: I don't have friends. Well, I do, but most people I consider are my friends, aren't. I now have a term for those people: People Im nice to. I can't bear to hurt peoples feelings, I feel really bad if I do. And don't worry Friend, I know you might read this so I just want to let you know you aren't one of those people.
So have I collected myself? Eh, not really. Ive only found more questions, hate, and loneliness.
Sorry for the long update, just had a lot I wanted to get of my chest.
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