This is my how my friend see's her perspective of her life, she fakes a smile and says she's fine. She has two versions of herself like my last chapter "Vent sorry". One of her versions ate that she stays away from everyone and pretends to be okay like "Yeah I'm fine I'm just sleepy and tired!", the other part of her is that she is planning to do selfharm but she always says in her mind not to do it.
Of course she has friends like me but she is really lonely these days.
Sorry if I explain it like this , this might the cliche thing or it might be really cheesy.