So I have an Artist Senpai at school. She likes anime like I do, and she also draws really good. People say that I can draw a bit better than her, BUT I DON'T CARE SHE'S MY ARTIST SENPAI.

I share 1st period with her, and omg she sits right next to me.

Well, behind me. With her friend.

My reaction:

I know. Creepy.

So almost nobody in my 1st period knows that I draw, except for this really annoying yet adorable kid and a few others.
The class addresses Artist Senpai as "class drawer", "artist", or simply "Josephine".

You can make her Josephine the horse and I'll still see her as an artist senpai.

Okay, so because I will throw whoever touches my sketchbook's phone down the stairs, I don't really get any recognition. Except for the teacher, but she still like Josephine better. ;-;

I'm known as that one awkward multi-persona teacher's pet who makes good grades but has horrible self confidence, but also has really good self confidence.

You can say that I have multiple personalities.

So one day, Artist Senpai hands back the class' drawings of medieval ranks.
The drawing I drew was the absolute WORST thing I drew in 6 months.

WORST.

So I tell her to discard my drawing.

She's like, "uh okay."

AND THEN SHE FOUND MY DRAWING AND FOR 5 SECONDS I PANICKED LIKE CLICHÉ DATING SIM HEROINES.

She asked me if I really wanted to throw it away.

I snapped a "yeah" at her, then mentally kneeled to her feet and begged her for forgiveness a second later.

WhyamIsoawkward.