Dec. 10
(Quick plug: JOIN MY MAP PLEASE)

So uhm...

I have I like someone

NOW PLEASE DONT THROW YOUR POTATO PEELS AT ME. I KNOW, I KNOW. I FALL FOR GUYS TOO QUICKLY.
BUT C'MON CHRISTIAN WAS A JERK, IT WAS GOOD I MOVED ON FROM HIM.

So uhm... let's call this guy..........................Jay.

JAY IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE READING THIS WHICH I HOPE NOT PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE ASK ME TO DANCE WITH YOU ON PROM. THANK U (next) (haha)

It all started around last month...

I went to church on a Sunday night.... nothing special.

I went to school as usual on Monday.

Now Jay approached me and told me he saw me in church. (we're classmates)

"Jesus Christ, you got a crush on a guy just because he saw you in church"

Uhm... sort of yes? But I've been a little attracted to him way before. (Just never admitted it to anyone) I mean, he is cute...

THEN EVER SINCE THEN I STARTED NOTICING HIM A BIT MORE

AND HE SINGS WELL.
MALE SINGERS ALWAYS GETS ON ME.

And now I look forward to every Sunday mass :V
Help me my lord.

Well last time I went to church on a Saturday so i didn't get to see him :C

BUT LAST FRIDAY

OH GOD!

LAST FRIDAY.

We had our First Friday mass (because our school is a catholic school) AND HOLY FREAKIN-!

I. Was. Seated. Next. To. Him.

He was eating uncooked spicy noodles, which was hot (literally... I mean it's spicy noodles... and the mass was held in the gym and it was hot af) (this was before the mass tho...while we were all waiting)

And then we talked along with my two other friends (they were a couple) (we were third wheels)

AND BECAUSE I WAS HELLA SMOOTH I MANAGED TO FIND OUT HE WAS SINGLE BUT HE HAS A PARTNER TO PROM BUT THEY ARE ONLY FRIENDS.

And then my friend suddenly said: "Tori wants her crush to be her partner to prom" (because she knows)

And I said "it's no big deal. It's just an attraction"

And then Jay got curious and started asking me who this guy I'm attracted to is.

And I got really nervous because it was him.

Jay: "why won't you tell me? Maybe I can help you out with him? You know, be your wingman or somethin"

Me: "uhm no... and he probably already has a partner to prom"

Jay: "hmm? Well it's better if you ask him yourself. You should talk to him, you might have a chance"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wanted the lord to take me at that moment

But ohhhhh that's not all.

Remember that in one part of the mass, when you sing "Our Father", ya'll have to hold hands. (Or idk if that works for all countries, but that's what we do)

Yeah, you know what happened.

My hands were shaking. Like obviously shaking.

He must've noticed and now he knows who I like lol.

Weekend came and I couldn't stop thinking bout him..

Send some bloody help.