In less than two weeks, I'll be going back to school.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I REALLY DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL YET.

I'm

IM NOT READY

I actually don't mind learning and lessons and stuff like that. And I really miss my friends but...

...But I hate assignments! Projects! And tests!

Also, We went to the mall a while ago, and the place was full of people. And I'm panicking so much. I think the amount of people shocked me because I got used to being only with my family for 2 months.

What more if I go to school? I think I'll just start freaking out. I really am not used to interacting with too much people... Argh.

I also don't want to go to my carpool van anymore. I'm not close to anyone in there... I wanna be in my best friend's carpool. I'm closer to more people there.

Gosh I so so so wish I'm classmates with one of my close friends. I don't know how I'll handle things if I'm alone in class again like last year.

I know I sound like I'm being dramatic and exaggerating right now. But I can't help it... I really really dislike my school. I will surely miss all the free time that I used to have during summer...

I need something or someone to calm me down when I'm in school... gosh..

Can I be homeschooled instead?

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I don't know anymore

Arghh school hasnt even started yet and I'm already looking forward to the next summer vacation.