"Turning into the Empty" (Dream)
Copied over from Amino because I don't wanna write it again XD
At the time of writing this it's about ten minutes since I woke up from a dream that I'm... fairly confused about
I started out hiking with my dad and sister in a Firewatch-style setup where I could grab items and hold a certain number, meaning I could only take two from the car. I managed to take three by carrying two in one hand, and started singing to myself a little as we prepared to climb. Water was important and I remember saying "drink your water kids!" (similar to something I watched last night from bloopers of the YouTube animated series called Twelve). We had a model of the place we were hiking that I for some reason was filling with water, and from the water level my dad showed me how far up we went last time we hiked there (I went hiking with my dad a little while back).
He reminded me that we stopped when my sister didn't want to go any further, and I remembered that earlier on in the dream I had experienced this (though by now I don't remember it well enough to include). We started climbing again, and we were covering these giant rocks when my perspective was switched to being at a cat fundraising event (and no longer "playing" like Firewatch) where the Avengers and other groups of characters from that universe were hosting the event to get cats adopted.
I was with the Hulk in his human form (I'm sorry I actually don't know the characters that well XD) and he had a machine that I could control to fly/get around. Two more machines showed up (flown by Spiderman and Hawkeye) and we tried to outdo each other, increasing in size/power to be better than the other.
Eventually the two ships were taken into Tony Stark's bigger ship, which we didn't have for Hulk's machine/ship, so I took us back to a cat tree up on a rooftop where there were two rich ladies with hourglass bodies trying to get the cats down (flying back I turned into Jimin from BTS) and the Hulk wasn't happy with me leaving since he wanted to stick with the Avengers or something. I landed Hulk's ship and went over to the cat tree, climbing it to help get the cats down (some were stuck).
Eventually I decided that the best thing to do was move the top of the cat tree since it was so tall and there were too many cats into Hulk's house near HIS cat tree (his house was actually accessible by a panel in the sky that the cat trees lead right to so I climbed in and the top was magically brought through with the cats possibly through lowering the house and the cats had more room.
This next part gets sad and involves guns and death of an animal
You've been warned
The Hulk enters the room with three of his cats and a gun, and he plans on shooting two of them because he has too many and he believes it's better for them than going to the event or just straight up the shelter. Part of me is screaming telling him not to shoot while the other (the active one in the dream) is simply turning calmly and collectively toward him and hearing a gunshot. I fast-walk into the office human Hulk went into after the two cats ran from hearing the first shot, and while I'm still apparently silently screaming I quickly tell him I'll take one of the other cats.
He sighs and says "of course you will" before pointing out the cats which are now hiding behind whatever cluttering items are on his desk. I ask him if it matters which one I take and he said it didn't, so I carefully reach for the grey and white one (I'll include pictures at the end). I returned to the other room to try to move the cats, realizing it's now a nearly impossible task as I can carry down maybe three maximum at a time and the rest are running around his apartment. I turn back and he's there again sighing.
"You always hated guns," he tells me, before I woke up and the song Tourner Dans Le Vide(French for "turn into the empty" if I've read the lyrics right), a song I've been listening to a lot lately.
Afterthoughts
I'm not sure why there were two versions of myself there at the end and why they acted so differently. The part of me that screamed tells me that if I had acted faster then I could've maybe saved the third cat as well, but I'm not upset with how I actually responded because it was the more appropriate response for a situation like that. By keeping calm I could more easily diffuse the situation and save one cat's life, even if I so wanted to save both. The song I had in my head when I woke up could have been for the cat that died, as I watch a MAP that has one of the focal points of the end of the song be a character's death.
And if you're wondering I very much dislike guns. Especially for personal use, but also in general, though I can respect people's rights to want to own guns so long as they're not specifically made or enhanced to kill a large number of people. But this is more about my dream and less about my opinion so I'll leave that as it is.
Otherwise that's it. Thank you to everyone taking the time to get through this! If you have any input or ideas about other meanings for items in the dream it'd be nice to hear, but you're certainly not obligated!
This was posted a whole hour after it was written ^^;
NO WONDER IT'S NEARLY 1000 WORDS WOW
-Cavy
(1/6/19)
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