Oh look at 750 votes that's a nice number thanks everyone <3

Anyway, spent an extra five/six hours at school to get my service hours started so I can, y'know, graduate and all that, so I'm exhausted and feeling more introverted than ever because hooo boy there's nothing like being surrounded by stereotypically outgoing teens your age to make you realize a lot. For example, I pretty much just caved in on myself and went mute for most of the time and when there was someone I even remotely knew I was relieved enough to chat with them (literally a popular girl who I've had maybe five casual chats with over the years? And I felt that much better hhhhh). Also I was asked to see if two people were kissing under the bleachers and I mentally was like 'wAIT THEY'RE A THING?!?!' had no idea, hadn't bothered to even think about relationships, she's pretty tho I'd get her being in a relationship.
Find out later she's got ex's and stuff too as I stood there with my nacho/hotdog gloves on contemplating my life.

AND AS IF THAT WASN'T ENOUGH INTERNAL STRUGGLE THERE'S SHANE'S JAKE PAUL SERIES EPISODE TWO

In short I'm questioning myself a lot again and I can't even figure uGh HeLp
I hope everyone else had a less confusing day and dude imma try to figure myself out but I just wanna go off or something I don't even know ;w;
-Cavy
(9/27/18)