I hate drawing. I hate it. I'm so fucking bad at drawing and I keep going trying to make my drawing what I pictured and at least make it half decent and it gets to a point where I break down into tears because I can't make something the way I want, I never want to draw again and it hurts physically and emotionally to draw. It's the only outlet I have left and its another thing I loved but now have a harsh disgust towards. I won't draw for awhile so don't expect this to update, I keep breaking down while trying to draw one fucking thing and I can't do it anymore.