i'll fix the braids later bc they honestly look like intestines right now :')

So, toward the end of the year my dance team goes through a 'spring show season'.
which is basically us performing at different areas throughout May

Well it's stressful as heck
we only have one month to learn 8 different dances, plus other dances for certain people with rank.
i happen to be one of those people

Spring show really bothers me bc i'm practically always in a fearful/frazzled state.
I have to remember dance choreography, i have to buy a bunch of $40 outfits that i'm probably never gonna wear again, and i have to make sure i'm never late or unprepared for any show.

We have 6 shows this month
5 at the high school and one at our middle school

and the other schools in our district only have to perform ONCE at the high school

dance is just really pissing me off right now
and a bunch of my teammates

the younger girls don't even try.
i see a bunch of them sitting out during practice bc of a headache.
Like boi
one of my damn organs doesn't function properly and i have to keep a small, $4000 pump attached to my body and you don't see me complaining