She closed her ears not able to hear about anything anymore. She is confused to conclude whether he is guilty or not, and afraid to accept that he is guilty,she needs someone to help her and that someone is someone on whom she can't trust anymore.

Next Morning

Kushi is staring at the busy road, standing in the balcony of the hospital room. It has been 20 years, and everything changed in the city. Raizada's went to shantivan after staying with her, last night. Arnav and Payal stayed with her, looking after her.

She couldn't able to sleep properly, the words she heard from payal kept ringing in her ears, she couldn't forget that. She kept remembering about him, her love. She didn't want to yet she can't refrain herself from doing it.

She is not alone in the web of pain, confusion and love. Arnav was in the same situation , he couldn't forget how she told him to leave her forever. He can't help but remember how much he hurt her. He can't help but to remember how much hurt he was whenever he hurt her, infinite times more than the hurt he gave her.

Intentionally hurting the one you love, even though you didn't want to but it was your weakness to hurt to her will hurt you more than anything. He was hurt whenever she was hurt. His heart twisted in pain whenever she was in pain. But, his fault lies in his trust, his impulsiveness, especially when it's related to his love, which is a totally unimaginable thing happened to him.

If only he was able to trust her enough, he wouldn't have acted impulsively. It's his fault to act impulsively and yeah, he is regretting. But, does it have any means if it's not acknowledged by the one whom he hurt?

But, he didn't want to gain her back just because he is regretting, he want her back in his life only after she will believe him that he loves her, loved her and will trust her, the trust which lacked between them, precisely in him.

He spent a sleepless night as well, accompanying kushi.

" Excuse me ", he called out for a man who is sitting in his cabin busy in counting his income,it's a juice point after all.

" I want one grape juice ", he asked the man and the man looked up at him.

" Sure. ", the man said as he started wearing his gloves, ready to make a grape juice. As soon as he started to pick up the grape, Arnav shouted.

" Wait. ", as the man heard Arnav shout, he looked up at Arnav.

" I want your juice point for few minutes. ", he said and took a bunch of notes in his hands and gave it to him. The man stood there shocked looking at the bundle of money in his hands.

Arnav went inside the juice point, took out a fresh gloves, started wearing it , grabbed a bunch of grape, took a juice jar standing at the side, cleaned it thoroughly, threw a bunch of grape and sugar along with milk in the jar, didn't put an ice cube in it, after all cold juice is not healthy, switched the mixer, and made a juice. A healthy grape juice made by him specifically for his wife. He took the juice with him in a bottle, and went outside after throwing away the gloves.

The man stood there shocked, what the hell?, he thought as he stood staring at the back of Arnav.

She heard a creak opening sound of the door, even before she could turn and look at the visitor, she knew who it is, thanks to the goosebumps she will get whenever he's near her, staring at her.

" Kushi ", She heard him call out for her. She close her eyes as her heart beats started increasing , even after 20 years, her heart is still same, synchronizing with his heart beats.

She turned towards him, and looked at him.

She just stood there without opening her mouth.

" Your juice time ", Arnav said as he started pouring some of the juice in the glass on the table beside her bed.

He held the glass, and went towards her.

" Kushi, drink this. ", as she heard him say, she looked at the glass in his hands.

She want to hurt him, as much as he hurt her. But couldn't do that, what's the difference between him and her if she does that? For God sake, she loved him, may be still Loves him. She thought to take the glass as she started forwarding her hand.

You are the biggest mistake in my life.

She heard this again at the back of her mind, she couldn't help but withdraw her hand back, and turn away her face.

Arnav is hurt, once again looking at her doing that.

" Put it there on the table, I'll drink it. ", she said sternly and Arnav nodded his head, gulping down the lump formed in his throat. 

She looked at his back as he went to a corner away from her, it hurt her to hurt him. She didn't want to but she can't help. The words kept ringing in her mind.

Payal, who went to home early morning, returned back and looked at the scenario.

Kushi took the glass, and started drinking it.

Payal came inside, along with Anjali and devyani.

Arnav looked at them, and smiled a little. They returned back the same.

" How are you feeling, kushi? ", asked payal and kushi smiled at her.

" More than Better. ", as kushi said it, Anjali started saying.

" Kushi ji, today you are going to get discharged and you will be out of this hospital. ", as she said this, payal picked up it from there.

" And you will be in shantivan. ", Said payal and Kushi's eyes dimmed.

You are the biggest mistake of my life.

She heard it again, she is hurt. Pain is visible in her eyes. Arnav noticed it, and looked at her face. He can read her as an open book which he failed to do when he misunderstood her.

" No Jiji, I'll not be staying there. ", as Kushi simply stated that, payal started protesting.

" Payal stop it. ", Payal heard Arnav say as turned to look at him.

" Let her stay in GH, it's her comfort which should be priority. Let us go to the place where she wants to stay. We can take care of her. ", Said Arnav and looked at Kushi who is also looking at him, dumbfounded as she didn't expect he would understand her. Infact, he understood her without her saying, She thought he would order her, or will blackmail her, in his ASR way.

But what she didn't know was, along with her, ASR too went into coma, while she is out of it, ASR isn't and will not ever be. Just because of ASR, she is hurt. Arnav will not let ASR come out of coma. It's his promise.Even if it does, his love and trust would overpower it.

Understanding, this is the first step in every relationship. It happened between them. May be, very soon, she can trust him as well, as she understood him now.

She has seen something in his eyes, as she looked at him keenly, his eyes filled with fear, care, pain, guilt and love.

Fear, which will not let ASR come out.

Love, which will not let Arnav dissapear.

Care, which will not let her out of his priority list.

Pain, which indicates that how much she affects him.

guilt, which will make him ashamed of himself. He can't do that again, for maximum.

You are the biggest mistake in my life, as the pitch of this words decreased, she wondered how's this possible? May be that's the power of love.

only love, guilt and pain was visible, as the pitch of the words started increasing, she slowly started accepting it.

May be this is the beginning, someday she will forget everything.

Love doesn't need any age, even if it takes years for her to accept, a single second filled with pure love is enough for both of them, and may be it's going to happen very soon.

The End

SHE - last part is updated on inkitt, few days before. Check it out & later few minutesI'll update that here.

With the SHE - last part, this drabble book will be completed.