Without You..#8:

"Mams" Swara squealed happily opening the door... Sanskar pecked her head smiling little back to her...

"Mams you know today I went shopping with Gayu akka(didi)... come will show you what all I bought" she literally drags him inside taking his bag...

"This one is for Uttu, and this for pari akka (didi)... You know I bought same to same saree for amma and athai (sasu ma)" She showed him all her shopping items chirping... her tones was filled with all excitement, why not after some months of marriage, first time she is going chennai for her sister Ragini engagement...her birth place, where she lived and grown-up...

"Mams, I'm so excited to see Our room where you spent most of the times from ur childhood... Is it neat and clean..? (She narrowed her eyes) It should be because youre not staying there(she chuckles)... God first time I'm going my sasural...I'm really scared... did they all like me..? Or they will have any complaints with me... if suppose they have any complaints, you have to support me only okay" she blabbered randomly showing him all her reaction from excitement to nervousness making him adore her like anything...

"Sshhhh... easy... you're not going any war okay" he calmed her holding her shoulder... "everyone will like no, no love you morethan I do" he said all smiling without realising his words...

"Did he said  love..?" She blushed all red...

"But.." he let out a heavy sighs..
"But" she got tensed...

"My leave doesn't sanctioned, you know right this project is very important" her face fell hearing him...
"It means we are"

"No worries... say my wishes to Ragini... I do tell aadarsh Anna (bhaiya) next week to pick-you-up in airport" he interupted her...

"But how could"

"Thank God, I'll be happy for few days without you, like before marriage how I spend my time " he  joked, without hearing her... 

her eyes welled-up with tears thinking "he will be happy without her"

"Mams don't do that don't do this...mams..Mams.. atleast somedays I will be in peace without hearing those nonstop blabbers" he chuckled...

"She is just disturbance to him" she swallowed her words... "You don't need to say anyone to pick- me-up... when I can go alone from kolkatta to chennai then I can manage, where I knew routes better than kolkatta... you be happy alone here without me" she left room snapping at him... his face fell hearing her as he thought she won't go without him but she is ready to go, leaving him alone...

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Two nights passed, swara was literally irritated and get upset with every little things... she used to get angry without any reasons... even in the night she slept showing her back to him... like every night she doesn't sleep hugging him even after he took her in his embrace ... if at all sanskar asked anything to her she just snapped at him or mock him... he too left thinking that was just her moodswing which she usually got... but the fact is she was upset with his words...

As a daily routine, Swara packed sanskar lunch box... leaving a kiss in her forehead he was about to leave...

"Enanga (suniye)" Sanskar turns hearing her...
"Don't knock door at evening expecting me to open like everyday" she said looking at everywhere except him..

"Why..? Are you going anywhere..?" He narrowed his brow...

"Yeah... Chennai"  she said nodding her head... "What..???but your flight is on next week .." he was shocked by listening her...

"No... yesterday I booked koramandel express to chennai " she answered him...
"You're supposed to leave chennai next week right"

"Yeah, but however I'm going alone... not only you even I'll be happy without you... so only I booked earlier" she replied him... he is hurt to hearing her... still he tried every possible way to stop her indirectly but she simply snapped at him...

"Okay when is your train"
"2:50  pm"

"Gosh, I'm having meeting at 3" he rubbed his forehead thinking...
"I know your  office is important... you don't worry... I can manage" she mocked...

"Not like that panda" he was about to explain...

" It's okay, I can understand.. and  yeah be happy without me " she smiled sadly stretching those words...

"Actually swara"
"Mams, I can.. don't worry"  she shuts him... 
"Take care" he pats her cheek and left a kiss in her forehead with heavy sigh... nodding her head she sents him off...both were hurt as she wants him to stop her and he wants her to stay with him... but both doesn't ready to say anything...

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From morning sanskar work doesnt go well in office... already he couldnt digest the fact she is going chennai alone without him now she is ready to leave before a week... the thought being without her for few days make him mad... Reality knocks his brain why she changed her plan week before... the way she mocked and stretched those word run into his mind... cursing himself Sanskar took his mobile and dailed her number to stop but in anger she doesn't pick his call... so he immediately left from office to railway station, handling his work to his colleague... for his surprise swara was sitting  in station platform chair all weeping...Standing in front of Swara, Sanskar hold his knees breathing heavily...

"Doesn't go..?" he smiled in between his breath...
"Will go in next train...  it's 3'o clock, you have an meeting...why do you came here" she turned her face...

"Oh really, you don't worry about meeting... I just came to inform if at all you go by train, it take 2 days to reach  chennai... so why don't you go by next flight" he teased her  as time is already 3 and she had left her train...
"I know, you don't need to tell" she gritted her teeth... she just left her train to be with him but he... she makes face...

"Do you really want to go without me" he narrowed his eyebrow...
"Hann" she behaves like being stubborn...

"Okay Do tell me onething what should you do without me"  she doesn't answer his question...

"Who will give ur bed coffee... with whom you gossip about your favourite serial... with whom you do fight... who will make u sleep in bed... can you sleep without hugging me..? Atleast without my lullaby(his snoring sound)..?" He asked swara like  her puppy...

" You dont worry about all these... My amma is there to make my bed coffee... my appa will make me sleep properly... I do gossip with my friends and will fought with sister... and yeah I'm having very big teddy, will sleep hugging it and I don't need your lullaby anymore" she said with all teary eyes making faces like a kid ...

"Is it same as I do..?" His voice softened than ever...

"Noooooo.... not at all... May be she have everyone who do's same as he doing for her but it will be same like he did for her... did her amma know that no more she like tea and her preference has changed to coffee from tea... did She will get his wet lips against her forehead, every night after she slept... she can gossip with her friends but did she can see his irritating face and humming sounds...  after every fight, did she ever get a sorry from her sister even mistake was hers... she may hugs her teddy but did she will get his breath against her ears...? Is her teddy will take her in its embrace like he do..." her eyes get teary thinking all this, she bows her head as she deosnt want to show him her as cry baby...

"May be you can live without me but I can't" he cupped her cheeks with his palms...

"Did u ever think about me what should I do without you" he asked looking into her eyes...

"Haan you will be so happy without me like before marriage.." tear drop fell from her eyes...

"May be before marriage I lived happily without you but now my life is beautiful with you,  I'm living every moment cherishing with you... I want you to be with me only and always... you doesn't know who I'm without you...  I'm nothing at all... I will be lost without you...my soul feel empty without you in my arms and my eyes " he heaves closing his eyes... she looks him all blankly...

"Hey loosu pondati(mental wify), cant you understand these simple thing...  I Love you... " finally he said those three with his extra sugar coated voice melting her morethan anything... tears are uncontrollable in her eyes hearing him...

"You are only mental" she hits him hard in chest... holding her hand, he wipes her tears all smiling... her lips slowly clured into smile...

"do you know how much I Love You, I wokeup early morning only to prepare your bed coffee... even after returning from office fully exhausted I can go shop without any shame only to buy ur napkin" as soon he spelled those words, again she hits him slightly rolling her eyes...

"Huh..you knw instead of hititng, you can hug me also" he frowns extending his arms... she hugged him tight whispering "even you too"... he Smiled and wrapped his arms around her tight...

"You really doesn't have any idea how much I Love You my pondati (wify) " he left a kiss on her temple, keeping her hair strands behind her ear...

"Oh then let me know" she tighten her grip...
"Then be with me" he cups her cheek...

"Only now" she raised her eye brow...
"Forever" he poked her nose..

"Take me with you... I'm all yours"
"Umm.. only now" he raised his eyebrow...

"Nope... everyday... every hours... every minutes...every seconds... forever I'm yours.. only yours" Listening her, immediately he lifts her in bridal style and starts to move...

"Bags" she shouts...
"Dont worry railway porters are here" 
"Bhaiya where should I keep this bag" as soon one porter asked sanskar lifting their bag... 
"Follow me bro" he said and winked at swara... she nods her head all smiling at her unbelievable husband... swasan moves from the station to their journey of love... Porter followed them with swara bag😜

They doesn't know their day of love... when..? how..? why..? but they both fell love in love with each other all their heart in their arranged marriage journey....

End...😊

Expected..? Even i doesnt😂 anyways It was suppose to be 3 shots but I just dragged to 8 shots by my extraordinary writing skills😜 Im so sorry if you guys ever felt bored by reading this and  Thank you so much to each and everyone whoever read voted commented and supported me throughout  this arranged marriage... though I'm irregular you all are supported me till the end... that was really so much mean to me... once again Thank you😘😘

#Nive..💞💞