\ 12 / She in her stubborn era
Mishti :)
Last night I slept on the sofa only, I looked at the time , it was 7:30 am.. I woke up hurriedly and went to the washroom.. Everything was perfectly arranged in my wardrobe, I wore a very simple plain lavender color sharara set. My love for bangles never ends, so I wore a set of lavender color bangles, matching it with my outfit. After wearing a pair of small jhumka, I arranged the room and cleaned the mess..
I turned on the phone, my phone was filled with calls and messages from Abir.. I plugged the charger into it, I didn't want to remember what happened last night. It's so beautiful that I will start missing him and it's so painful that it will make me miss him only. And at this point I don't want to miss him.. I opened the door, the house was too large for such a small family.
I went down stairs, first I went to the puja room and prayed to God for papa and Abir and other family members. Someone has already done the puja , I love how they have decorated the puja room. It's giving more like a temple vibe. Even after coming to foreign city, they didn't forget their roots. They just don't follow all those stereotypes.. I went to the kitchen, my stomach was empty..
I was maa making something , I was glad that bua was not there. We both wished each other a good morning, I feel homely around her. Her presence always comforts me.. An earphone was plugged into her ear, maybe she was listening to any song.. "Did you talk with Abir? " She asked me, I shook my head negatively. She's making paratha, and there's a tiffin near the gas chula.. "You want to talk with him? " She asked me, I again denied.
"See, your wife is upset.. I can't help here! " She said, I realized she's talking with Abir. Did they patch up? She put the phone on speaker and forwarded it to me.. But I didn't take it.. "I love you, don't be upset! " He said in a baby voice, how can someone ignore such a cute little being, but I did.. I ignored him, he should put some effort into pacifying me.. Maa kept the phone near me and served breakfast for me..
"It will take me five to seven days here, so won't you talk with me till then? " He asked me, my eyes widened. A week without him? Now it's not something I was expecting and it worsened my mood. I took my breakfast from maa and left for the dinn. I saw dad taking his breakfast, he smiled at me and gestured for me to take a seat beside him.. I sat near him.
"I have already talked about you in college, I will complete the admission process today. And also you must have forgotten everything, so I have also talked with an Institute. Abir is not here, so from tomorrow you will go and do the classes. And, your final exam is after two months, so prepare yourself. I will buy books and notes for you today! " He informed me, my mind went blank.. I wanted to study, but this early? Lmao my lazy ass..
I thanked him, he was talking just like my papa. "What about the admission fees and all? " I asked him out of curiosity, "Did you hear Ishani what she's talking about? Now we are not family anymore! " He complained to maa, she came from the kitchen with the tiffin box and smiled at me.. "You have only two jobs, one is Abir and the other one is studying.. We will manage other things! " She said and put one piece of paratha in my mouth.. I nodded..
Dad left for the office, maa sat beside me.. "I know he should have met you once, but you should talk to him.. You know how stressed he is about you, " she was trying to build a bridge between us, but I shook my head negatively. I wanted to talk to him in person, that's it. It's his punishment. Maa took my silence as an answer, she didn't force me further..
"Okay, today a few of my friends will visit our house because they want to see you.. They will arrive here in two hours.. No one is here, your bua left for the office as well.. So we both can have fun with my friends.. Or do you want to do something else? " She asked me, I have no problem with it.. I wanted to explore the city, but without Abir I didn't feel like to. So I agreed with her..
After two hours her friends came to our house, we both welcomed them. I asked her about my clothing, I thought about wearing a saree. But she denied saying the sarara was looking good. There were only six ladies and none of them belonged to India. I served juice and snacks, and sat beside maa.. "I always wanted my daughter to marry your son. But his choice is just so beautiful, so I forgive you! " One of her friends said and chuckled.
How many girls wanted to marry him? He literally rejected everyone to marry me? Now it's something to flex about. My eyes got filled with pride.. They asked me about everything, they all were chill and fun loving. I didn't feel awkward. Maa and her choice of friends were totally superb..
"You must have any boyfriends before.. Because no one stayed single this longer, " one of them asked me, my face dropped suddenly. I haven't told anyone about it, only Abir knows. And he has clearly told me not to tell it to anyone. "Don't be shy, we just want to know.. It's okay, everyone has their past, " she said, I looked at maa. "Even your mom-in-law wants to know! " Someone commented, I licked my lips.
"Yeah! I had one and we broke up a year ago.. " I said, I could have lied, but I didn't. Because I didn't want it to hide, it's not something I am ashamed of.. They didn't ask me about my ex and we talked about other things. After doing lunch they left for their respective house.. I was with maa, we decided to watch a movie.. "So why did you break up? Was he very toxic? " She asked me, she's behaving like my friend..
"Aren't you unhappy about it? " I asked her, she furrowed her eyebrows..
"No! Abir knows it, so I don't have any problem! " She said, my eyebrows went up.. "Abir has told you about Vivaan? " I asked her and she nodded and grinned.. "He had told me that you had a boyfriend and you broke up.. That's it. But he didn't tell me any more things .. I am a woman lol , so I have curiosity about all these things, so tell me, " she tried to convince me and maybe got succeeded.. I found her really genuine and someone I wanted to share my past with, knowing she won't judge me..
"You can tell me, when I call you my daughter, it means I will treat you like my daughter.. Tell me without any hesitation, " she said, I gulped. I was scared because what if the truth will change our dynamics. She's the only one after Abir with whom I'm comfortable. And I didn't want my past to ruin such a beautiful bond.. But she requested me and I couldn't deny it. So I decided to share it with her. .
"Why did you both break up? "
I let out a deep breath, "It's toxic and mostly all the efforts were put in by me. I was never his priority. But our break up happened because, one day I informed him that I was pregnant. The test was false, I was not actually pregnant. I was not sure about abortion and he didn't want the baby. I did not like the way he dealt with the situation, but what was worse was that he sent someone to kill me. I was on my way home after visiting the hospital, a truck hit me. It's sent by him, he left me to die just because he didn't want the baby! " I explained, even after a year this event still makes my blood boil and my heart shivers..
I looked at her, she froze.. Her lips parted away, she couldn't process what I just said.. "Just because.. Oh my God! " I was shocked because she has no problem after knowing that Vivaan and I had a physical relationship. "Thank God you came out of that shit relationship. Because he is not even a human.. Who does such things? I will never do it for my enemy even.. Seriously! " And then I saw a reflection of Abir in her eyes. They both had an equal reaction, her eyes were filled with tears..
She shifted towards me and hugged me.. "My baby! " She kissed my hair, I hugged her back.. Now the word 'baby' reminded me of Abir.. "You don't have any problem with it? I mean I am not a virgin... " I whispered, she broke our hug.. "No! I won't judge you on that basis.. And when my son has no problem then why will I have any problem with it, " she said, I just stared at her.
What did I deserve to get such a beautiful family. I hugged her again, she patted my back.. "You can share everything with me.. " She assured me, I smiled and wiped her tears..
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Abir:)
I stayed in Italy for a week, and Mishti didn't pick up my one call. But I did not stop calling her or messaging her. There's an official gathering in our family, papa has invited his business friends because he couldn't invite them to our wedding. It was fixed during our marriage time, I was supposed to reach here in the morning. But I could not, because I was stuck at work..
And mishti would have gotten more angry. Now I would go directly to the venue. I went home first, Adyansh got ready quickly. As usual I got late, because I wanted to look better after all I am the chief guest. Mishti has worn a burgundy color saree, it's what mom told me. So I wore a black formal wear and a burgundy color blazer over it.. Papa was angry with me as well, because he told me to leave Adyansh in Italy and come here one day ago. Even Adyansh told me to leave, but I don't leave the work halfway.
(Add burgundy color in your imagination)
"Bhai, I hope you don't want to get beaten by mama and mami! " Adyansh said , I quickly spread the perfume and got out of the room.. We both got into the car, the venue was half an hour away from my house.. Mom has already scolded me in the call. Chacha got discharged from the hospital three days ago, his family was there, but I couldn't just leave everything. Adyansh is not familiar with that locality and people, so I couldn't leave him alone. And here my family won't understand my pressure and no way I will make them understand anything.
I will just hear their scolding and ignore it.. Huh!
Adyansh went to park the car, I made my way inside.. I saw papa near the main entrance, I didn't want to sweat so I stopped running and walked at a normal pace.. He gave me a deadly glare as soon as he saw me, I didn't go to meet him and directly entered inside through the other door and bumped with bua. I sighed, "You are so late, it's been an hour.. " She hugged me, I roamed my eyes around the hall and found Mishti standing with mom. They were talking with a few women..
I couldn't see her properly because of the crowd, but after seeing her facial expressions I knew she was nervous and anxious. "We will talk later bua, " I broke our hug and made my way towards her.. While going , my eyes scanned her from top to toe. My heart skipped a beat. She in saree, it just does something to me.. The saree was beautifully wrapped around her, perfectly covering her curves, through the little gap of the pallu I could see her belly.
As I came closer, her eyes fell on me.. I could not miss the sparkle in her eyes as soon as she saw me, but she's very good at hiding her emotions.. "Excuse me! " Damn she just left when I reached her. Mom excused herself from the group and dragged me out of the crowd.. My eyes followed mishti, she went to the washroom.. "What did we tell you? You were supposed to come in the morning. You know how upset she was? Now go and say sorry! " She scolded me..
"Mom, Adyansh is not habitual of that locality. Chacha's family were worried for him, there's some important official work. I couldn't just leave everything on Adyansh and came here.. So I became late! " I explained to her, I saw mishti coming out of the washroom.. "Now deal with her anger! It's been a week, and you both are just married. I was telling you to send your dad, but no! You have to do everything on your own! " She scolded me..
I sighed and moved towards mishti. Dad has high blood pressure, I couldn't take that risk. When she saw me, she again tried to leave, but I held her hand.. She looked at the other side, "I am sorry, " I mumbled, like sorry would do anything to her anger.. I missed her a lot these days, I wanted to hug her, but she wouldn't reciprocate. But still I pulled her into my embrace, burying my face in the crook of her neck I hugged her..
I tightened my grip around her and nuzzled my face into her neck, "Please talk to me, don't be angry.. " I whispered, I pulled her closer and buried my face deeper into her skin. She's just like an addiction and I was addicted in every way possible. Her fragrance made my mind crazy.. "From now on, all my time is yours and I am totally yours.. Sorry na! " I whispered and kissed her neck, we were standing between the guests, but I didn't care..
Someone patted my shoulder, I groaned in frustration and broke our hug with a heavy heart. She was just standing there like a statue, it was Ryle who disturbed my peace this time.. I glared at him, "There's a thing called a bedroom where you can do all this.. " He mocked me, "If you are done, then let me have some time with my wife? " I taunted him back.. "The whole family is waiting for you, so that uncle can introduce you both to everyone! "
I looked in the direction where he was pointing at, and saw my family staring at me. I gave them a tight lipped smile, people on earth won't let me live in peace.. Mishti didn't wait for me and walked towards them, I followed her silently. It's not even a place to have a conversation with her, so I decided to talk with her before going to bed. Dad took the mic and drew everyone's attention.
He introduced us to all the guests, shared his emotions and also told how lucky he is to get a daughter in law like mishti. He also praised me, I thought he would skip me in his speech due to his anger, but he didn't. I smiled at everyone, they all congratulated us. We cut the cake together, thankfully mishti fed the cake to me, but when I did she just took a little bite.
Now I was literally scared of her anger.. Damn it!
A few business clients came to me, mishti was standing by my side.. We shared laughter together and talked about business and market, while mishti was just standing there with a small smile. We did our dinner together, I didn't force any conversation because I knew she would just ignore me here. As everyone left, now it's only me and my family..
"You all can scold me tomorrow, now I am tired and I want to sleep! " I declared before they could jump on me.. "I am not angry. You already have a lot of stress on your plate now, deal with that! " Dad said with an evil smile after pointing at Mishti, everyone was enjoying my situation like there's any movie going on here. Huh!
We all went towards the parking lot, I held Mishti's hand when we reached my car.. "You are going with me! " I told her, she stopped and everyone stared at us.. "I came with dad and I will go with him only! " She said in a stern voice, dad raised his eyebrows and tried to suppress his laugh. I rolled my eyes, "Dad, tell her to go with me, " I pleaded him, she's trying to free her hand from my hold.. "Beta! Please go with him, otherwise he will start crying here, " Mom told her, everyone was here to make fun of me..
She opened the door and got inside, before I could go and shut it, she pulled it harshly. My heart came to my throat, my poor car.. "Now if I would have done it, then till now I would have reached Yamlok! " Ryle commented, I ignored him and went to the other side.. "Finally he is scared of someone now, " Dad commented, my time will come as well.. I got inside the car and moved it out of the parking lot .. Her eyes were on the road, I held her palm and placed it on the gear..
"Your silence is killing me, " I said, she didn't react to anything.. I remained quiet throughout the ride.. As soon as we reached home, she went inside. I parked the car and went behind her.. I have never seen her angry, but it's my fault so I should deal with it.. I locked the room from inside, she's in the washroom.. The room was totally clean..
I changed my outfit and wore pants only.. When she came out of the washroom, I went and cleaned myself. I was just thinking about how to talk to her, what to talk, but I don't think she will forgive me this easily. When I came out, I saw her moving towards the bed. I stood between her and the bed. She tried to move, but I blocked her way.. "First listen to me, " I said, she decided to leave, but I pulled her to my embrace and caged her..
"You are not going anywhere! I already felt lonely in this week, don't give me more punishment! " I pleaded her, she's struggling to get rid of my hold, but we both ended up falling on the bed.. She's about to get up, but I flipped our position and now she's under me.. Our eyes met, my heart melted instantly. I removed the hair strand from her face, it reminded me of our first night day.
The way we just got lost in each other's touch, I still remember the sweetness of her lips. I moved my eyes to her lips and then at her.. I leaned down and kissed her cheek and her ear lobe.. "It's not easy for me as well, " I whispered and brushed my beard on her cheek.. She placed her palm on my chest, I smiled a little. I moved my eyes to her, she's looking at me with her innocent eyes..
I pushed my fingers to her hair and decreased the distance between our lips. But she tilted her head and my lips got pressed against her cheek. I opened my eyes and gazed at her, tears started dropping from her eyes and she's not even looking at me. I hurt her very badly, I held her chin and made her look at me.. Her tears were flowing like a stream, she started sobbing.. "I can't see you crying, I am sorry, please don't cry! " I whispered and kissed her cheek again..
I shifted to a side and pulled her to my embrace. She buried her face on my chest, her head was placed over my bicep, I hugged her completely. She's so tiny that she fits in my embrace like a small baby. This time she didn't push me, because she's crying.. I brushed her back and placed my lips on her forehead.. "Sorry won's fix anything, but what can I do? I couldn't meet you, because I could not have left after seeing your face, I could have never. It's not easy for me as well, it's more difficult.. " I whispered, my fingers were brushing on her hair..
When I couldn't hear her sob anymore, I looked at her. Her eyes were closed, I wiped her tears, her face had become red. This is not what I expected her life to be, I moved down a little and looked at her face. My lips formed into a small smile, I traced my thumb on her cheek. The moon light was falling straight on her face. I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes..
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Mishti :)
My sleep got disturbed, Abir was sleeping beside me. There's no pillow between, I remembered about last night, I slept while crying. I looked down, his face was buried in my neck, his one hand was wrapped around me and he had placed a leg above me. He has some serious level of obsession for my neck and I love it when he nuzzles deep into my neck, I love how his beard brush against my neck bone, I love to hear his breathing sound, it just relaxes me.. And when he kisses my neck, I lose everything, I just melt into his touch..
He was shirtless, there's literally no space between us. But I was still angry, first he left me without even saying a bye and then he didn't come back at the right time. My social anxiety was at its peak last night. I won't forgive him this easily. If it would have Vivaan, then I would not have gotten angry in the first place, because he would not care. He would have taken my emotions for granted and told me that I was just being childish.. He wouldn't even say sorry to me, instead he would have been more angry on me..
But here Abir was trying to pacify my anger, he was trying to talk to me, he was trying to put in some effort, he cared for me so much. I was in a relationship before, but not for once I have experienced such things. I was never this much stubborn like Abir has made me. But I am still angry. I tried to get up because from today I will join my institutions .. Dad has managed everything.. I was supposed to join it last week, but I got my periods and decided to join from today..
My body movement disturbed his sleep, he pulled me closer and made some sound. "Don't go baby! " He whispered, it's such a baby sound. But I didn't let it melt me.. "Abir leave me, " I said, his arms were so strong that I couldn't move it even an inch.. "I didn't marry you to leave, " he placed a feathery kiss on my neck.. Goosebumps erected on my body.. I again melted under his touch..
"I know you are angry, I know you don't want to talk to me, but don't just stop talking to me! You know how much I love you, how much I love your voice, and you don't know how much I missed you, you don't know how much I missed this cuddle even though I have never cuddled you before, you don't know how much I missed you!! You were running in my heart and mind all the time, but I was helpless! " He said, my heart skipped so many beats.
He placed a kiss on my throat, I forgot how to breathe. I realized his hand was placed under my top, he wrapped it more, even though I didn't want to react, I ended up reacting. My body loves his touch, he moved up and now our faces were an inche away from each other.. I roamed my finger from his forehead to cheek, he smiled thinking I came back to normal, so he loosened his grip around me.. I took it as a chance and rolled myself to the other side of the bed..
"Mishti...! " He called me, I didn't listen to him.. "It's just 6:00 in the morning, I don't wake up this early, " he cried, I didn't listen to him and went to the washroom.. I was brushing my teeth, I saw his reflection and again his perfectly built toned abs came to my vision. His chest is my biggest distraction, I focused on doing my things. He took his own brush and started brushing his teeth.. I cleaned my mouth and arranged a casual dress for me in the closet which I would wear after taking a bath..
I waited in the washroom for him to finish brushing, he looked at me.. I gestured for him to go, but instead of leaving the bathroom he picked me in bridal style.. "Abir leave me, " I started throwing my hands and legs, but he's more stubborn than me.. He turned on the shower, the water was dropping from the shower in the center. "Abir, No! " I warned him, but he stood under the shower and twirled himself along with me.. I wrapped my arm around his neck and pressed my face on his shoulder, because the water was falling directly on my face..
He kept twirling me, I was screaming for him to stop while he was laughing.. Finally he stopped and turned off the shower. We both were completely drenched, he looked at me with a big broad smile. And then he kissed my cheek, my jawline and my neck, I was still in his arms.. "Just because I gave you consent once, that doesn't mean you can kiss me any time you want! " I complained, because his kiss was melting my anger. And I didn't want to forgive him, just because he kissed me. No!
He placed me on the ground, I was about to move, but he held my elbow and pushed me towards the wall slowly, our eyes were on each other.. He turned on another shower which was near the wall. I looked down and realized I was wearing a white shirt and black pants. And now the shirt was of no use and my black bra was totally on his view. I became conscious and looked at him, his intense eyes were already on me..
I licked my lips, "I won't kiss you, if you will stop me now and I promise it! " He whispered, my heart skipped a few beats again . I was already facing the difficulties in breathing due to the shower water and now his words made it more difficult for me.. He came forward and now I was pressed between him and the wall. Water was not falling on me , but I was breathing heavily.. His hands moved up from my elbow to my neck, my toes curled down..
He opened the first button of my shirt, I let him do it. He opened the next button and again I let him do it. He placed his one hand on my side and slowly put it under my top, I took a deep breath, "What are you doing? " I whispered helplessly, "I want you to stop me! " He demanded, how am I supposed to do it because my body was loving his touch. His palm on my bare waist was making my hormones go wild..
He put his left hand on my jawline and slowly moved it towards my hair. Clutching my hair in his fist he made me look at him, water droplets were dripping from his hair, making their way down to his throat and ending up on the waistline of his pants. I gasped, he leaned down and brushed his lips from my cheek to jawline, I wrapped my arms around his neck, he placed a soft kiss on my neck.. My one hand moved down to his chest, I was breathing heavily.. He nibbled the skin of my collarbone, I took a deep breath..
I felt him kissing my throat and his lips sensually moved up to my chin, my nails dug into his skin. It's hard to resist and almost difficult to say No.. He stopped and moved a little back, our lips were a centimeter away from each other.. I looked at him, his eyes were filled with love and desire to claim me. He pulled his arm out of the top and cupped my cheek, his thumb brushing over my lips. He was intimidating me in the worst way possible and I felt like giving up..
Then he moved forward and claimed my lower lip, electric current ran down my spine.. I felt goosebumps all over my skin, I felt something in my stomach.. He sucked my lower lip sensually, I placed both my palms on his chest and pushed him back gently. His eyes got opened, we both stared at each other. "See! I stopped you, " I whispered, "You are doing it because I broke our kiss last time like this? " He asked me, the situation was bad, so I would not blame him..
But whatever it is! I don't know!
I moved from there, "I will get you back soon and I won't kiss you until you initiate it, it's my promise! " He said from my back, I left the washroom with a smiling face. I love his dedication. Relationships are not fun without trouble..
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I loved how a few of you put some comments in the last chapter, so I thought to give an update..
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