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I have to stop feeling awkward and just man up. This is getting ridiculous. As I ran from my room and headed down stares to meet Zen and the gang. They had now entered and was all hanging around the common room. so I join.

"Hey guys" I said as I headed down the stares. Everyone turned and smiled. Zen came up to me and hugged me.

"Its been a long time." he said letting me go.

"To long" I smiled back. as I did I could feel someone staring. but not like just looking over like a shiver down my spine smile. I looked over at Raji to see him staring at me. he had a slight blush on his face and there was a sparkle in his eyes. a sparkle I've never seen before.

I got suddenly hot and looked back at Zen who was trying to get my attention. "sorry what?" I said putting my hand up to my cheek.

"I was asking how things were. are you okay? you're all flush" He said with concern.

"oh yeah no I'm..... totally fine.... its all good" I awkwardly laughed. I looked back at Raji to see him no longer staring. he had started talking to Sakaki, Kiki and  Mitsuhide. Shirayuki join Zen and i.

"Hey y/n" Shirayuki said with a huge smile. I gave her a hugged and said hey back "So how are thing here?" she asked

"Its okay" I again said awkwardly. Zen gave me a look as well as Shirayuki. I notice their look and felt even more awkward. "what?" Zen smirked and gave me his hand. "lets take a walk" he said.

We headed outside to the garden for a walk. It was only Zen, Shirayuki and I. The others followed at a distance since they were having their own conversation.

My hand was holding onto Zen's arm, while Shirayuki was walking on his other side. I could feel a love tension between the two which made me really happy. Every so often he would look over at her and smile. It warmed my heart. I really hope Raji and I can get like that at some point. it would be me so happy. But me being me right now I feel just so weird around him. why did I have to walked out on him like that.

"Okay spill" Zen said stoping us and looking at me. "and don't tell me everything is fine because I've never seen you act like this before and its getting me worried. also I may have lost circulation in my arm." he laughed

I let go of Zen's arm and realized that I had been holding on really tight and didn't realize. "sorry I didn't mean to" I held my own hand and massaged my fingers. I got some strength I didn't know about. I looked up at Zen and I could see he was waiting for me to say something. I then looked at Shirayuki and she gave me a reassuring smile.

"okay okay ill tell you" I gave in. I glanced over my shoulder to see where Raji and the other were and they had stopped a few feet back. Zen looked at me and then looked at where I was looking.

"Mitsuhide, Kiki, Hang back we are just gonna be in the garden for a bit" Zen screamed to them. They both nodded and then Zen, Shirayuki and I walking down a path into the garden. we found a near by picnic table and all sat down. Zen and Shirayuki sat on one side while I sat on the other.

"so?" Zen asked impatiently. "if he did something to you, you have to tell me. ill make sure he doesn't do it again I swear-"

"I kissed him" I cut Zen off mid sentence. I didn't look up at them. I only stared at my hands on my lap. It was quiet for a bit. I could feel my face getting hot again. I was sweating. why a I sweating?

"that's it?" Zen asked confused. I looked up at him then he bursted into laughter. Now I was even more embarrassed.

"Stop laughing" I shouted. "its not funny I feel so awkward and I don't know what to do" I covered my face with my hand and faced down on the table.

"oh y/n its okay, your first kiss is always going to be awkward" Shirayuki said

"yeah Shirayuki's right. it got awkward between the both of us when I first kissed her" Zen said

I lifted my head and moved my hand down. Zen face had instant regret and he went white. Shirayuki went pink. this was the first I heard of them kissing. last I saw them, it was puppy love and awkward interaction between the two but now them having cute love tension makes sense.

"oh really." I sat back and crossed my arms "so when did this happen" they both were quiet. so I started laughing. "now do you understand why I'm feeling this way"

The rest of the afternoon we sat there catching up. telling him stories of how thing were here. him telling me what's been going on in Clarines and as well as an update on my hometown.

It was good chatting and laughing like we once did before a long time ago, and this time we could share all those times with Shirayuki.

I can defiantly see them together for a long time.

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I don't think I've ever use the word awkward that's much.

Lol sorry!

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