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Ohhh I soo badly wanted to update today. It's Dusshera guys. ! So a very happy and prosperous Dusshera to all of you. May this Dusshera takes away all the negetivity and bless us with everything💗🥰

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Ahana's pov

Randhir was kissing me madly as if I would disappear after sometime but I wasn't complaining. Only I know how much I craved for this. His warm embrace, soothing caress and addictive yet loving kisses. God knows when was the last time we kissed each other. Hell,he wasn't even looking at me properly so kissing was out of question. Randhir tightened his hold on me, pulling me incredibly close while I clutched his shirt tightly.
I moaned as he thrusted his tongue in my mouth exploring every corner which was only his right to do. Though he was rough having his way,buy once he felt it was getting very difficult for me to breathe,he broke apart. I gasped loudly and dropped my head on his chest breathing heavily while he roamed his fingers in my hair calming us down from our high.

"You okay?"
I heard his soft voice which only made me nod still being in his arms. He didn't said anything after that keeping me close and that was only what I needed. Suddenly a shriek left my mouth as I felt Randhir picking me up bridal style and on cue,my hold around his neck tightened.

"Randhir...kya kar rahe hai aap! Put me down please someone might see us!"
I requested as he started going somewhere which accelerated my heart beats. I frowned as he kept silent not replying to me and from the back way,took us to our room. Nobody from our family saw us but the hotel staff who did were enough to make me go red and hide in Randhir's chest.

"Open the door!"
Randhir ordered since he was carrying me so I quietly opened the door of our room which made him come inside with me and he closed it back with his leg. Again without a word he dropped me on the bed gently and pouring some water in a glass, passed it to me. I gulped it without a delay as I was actually thirsty with all the shouting and crying. Randhir sat in front of me eyeing me intensely which left me nervous and shy. We are close in every freaking manner yet his one gaze is enough to churn my stomach and make me a blushing mess.

"Ran... Randhir!"
I called out shuttering like an idiot which brought him out of his trance while I continued

"Aap... mujhe yaha kyu leke aaye hai? I mean...sab hume dhund rahe honge...aur mujhe bhi maa papa aur baaki logo se milna hai!"
He sighed looking down once making me think what is bothering him now but his next words cleared my doupt.

"After coming back from the airport, while I was looking for you,I asked Ruhi about your whereabouts thinking she might know as you were nowhere in sight but I ended up getting scolded by her about how I am not talking to you which is reflecting in yourself or how I'll loose something precious in my anger and ego if I don't sort out everything in time. Wondering how she got to know that we are having problems and by whom she got to know?"
I frowned in confusion trying to process his words and once everything seeped in me my eyes widened as I asked slowly

"You...you think I... told her about...!"
I didn't complete the sentence as I saw Randhir looking down which only gave me my answer. I gulped harshly as my eyes teared up and I said

"It's not that difficult to guess for others Randhir with your not so subtle game of ignoring me and roaming grumpy, throwing daggers and shouting at every other person. Ruhi guessed it way before and asked me to sort out everything as it was just drifting us apart. Though I don't appreciate her blasting on you for something which is between us,but I thought you knew me better than that, that I would never go cribbing and rambling over our personal matter to someone else!"
I immediately stood up wanting to leave from here but just as I took a step, Randhir held my elbow pulling me back such that I directly landed on his lap.

"Okay I am sorry. I know I shouldn't have assumed everything on my own but that time it was all I could think of. I know I did wrong and I am sorry. Please don't be mad at me!"
Randhir pleaded in guilt wiping my tears away constantly as I didn't made any efforts to stop them. My eyes are hurting right now and head is about to blast any minute with the throbbing pain. I felt my stomach churned and heart melted seeing the glimpse of my old Randhir who had this warmth in his eyes while talking to me and a small smile looking at me, not the dangerous cold one who wouldn't even glance my way. I chuckled sadly looking into his eyes with all the pain for him to see and whispered

"Who am I to forgive you Randhir? Mein toh khud pagalo ki tarah apke aas paas ghum rahi hu for your forgiveness but you didn't give a damn and why would you? I did such a grave mistake to blurt something in my foolishness which I didn't even meant at all but still I am enduring the repercussions only to get your cold behaviour in return!
He looked down with a sigh while I gulped a lump in my throat continuing

"Meine sach mein sab bigaad diya Randhir?"
He looked up lovingly cupping my face and shaked his head but I didn't stopped

"I am aware of my mistake jaan, trust me I am but you're being very cruel right now in your stubbornness!"
I sniffed taking hold of his coller tightly as by body started shaking. He clenched his jaw as if controlling his emotions but I could see he is too effected right now and in the same pain. Wiping the traces of my tears with his thumb pad,he joined our foreheads whispering

"Your tears are the last thing I want to see Ahana! Please just stop crying! Please!"
I cried more throwing my arms around his neck tightly which took him off guard but his hand went behind my back securely, keeping me close.

"Randhir please! Maaf kar dijiye na apki Ahana ko! Please! I promise...I promise I won't... ever say anything stupid... mujhe nhi pata how I uttered those words but I swear...I swear I didn't mean any of it... just this last time... please! Haven't I suffered enough? Haven't we both suffered enough...by being away from each other? This anger,ego... this stubbornness won't take us anywhere. We might still have fights in future,we might disagree on things but... being distant isn't any solution. I don't want a stupid argument to rule our relationship and our future. Is our love this weak Randhir that we'll let ourselves drift apart! Please jaan,I am begging you right now let's end this. It's soo damn hurting"
I begged him with tears flowing my eyes. They don't seem to stop at all right now. Randhir just kept looking at me with some emotions without uttering a word making me nervous and cry more. Closing my eyes,I took a deep sigh finally coming to a conclusion that he won't change his mind so forgiving me is out of question. I gulped down a painful lump and made a move to stand and just go away but what happened next stunned me for quite a time. Randhir pulled me back and pushed me on the bed harshly hovering over me. I gasped seeing his red eyes which looked very dangerous and anger was radiating from him. I dropped my eyes down taking my lower lip between my teeth as he pressed himself on me completely which was having different effect on me.

Ahana for god's sake, it's a critical moment and you can't even keep your hormones in check!

Well not my fault that I have a handsome hunk of a husband who's touch I am craving for desperately. I may sound like an idiot but it's true.

"Where were you trying to go huhh? Were you planning to run away from me?"
I frowned at his accusation but this time I showed equal anger and glaring right in his eyes replied

"Yes! I was! So what ha? You should be happy right that you won't have to see my face or bear my presence for the time being? Aur waise bhi kyu ruku mein? So that you can taunt me for my mistake and give me a cold shoulder as you please? Sorry but this time I won't be able to handle it!"
I ended up cracking lastly which soften his eyes. I looked away from his hypnotic orbs which always manages to melt me like butter.

"Actually you are right!"
He stated making me look back at him in shock while he nodded continuing

"I should be happy that you won't be around so that I can clear my head but what about this stupid heart? Even after everything this heart seeks for your and only your presence. It wants you around all the time. It craves for you like crazy and loves you beyond anyone's imagination!"
I visibly shivered at his words and my heart did a back flip looking at the love emitting from Randhir's eyes. I sobbed as he bent down and kissed my tears away while I closed my eyes wrapping my hand around him and keeping him close to me.

"I love you very much Ahana,so very much. And I can't loose you for anything!"
My happiness knew no bounds after hearing him and breaking apart from him,I looked in his eyes which had the same love and warmth it always had for me which made me emotional all over again.

"Does... this... does this mean you forgive me?"
I asked in a small shuttering voice to which he gave me a smile hitching my breath and removing a piece of hair away from my face replied

"Yes I forgive you and I apologise for being the jerk for not doing this before. I don't know agar tum aaj aise mujhpe blast nhi hoti toh shyd mere bekar ke gusse aur ego mein me humare bich kitne darar le aata!"
He looked down in guilt while I shaked my head cupping his face making him look at me again. He smiled at me blinking his eyes and continued

"But I am glad you never gave up on me,on us! I behaved so badly with you all these days without thinking about your feelings. Though you made a mistake but instead of talking it out and working on it,I stretched it too far right? You had to shed so much tears because of me!"
He asked softly caressing my cheek with his knuckle and I closed my eyes savouring the moment after so long.

"Nothing can be compared to the mistake I made Randhir! Meine jitna apko dukh pohchaya hai,uss galti ke liye I deserved this! So you did nothing wrong. The only person who is at mistake is me! And I am really sorry."
He glared at me hearing my words making me gulp and removed my hands which were cupping his face, pinning them above my head firmly yet gently.

"Now after blasting and crying like a mad women from past half an hour, complaining to me about how bad, selfish, egoistic and stubborn I am being,you don't get to act all modest by taking the blame on yourself,you get it?"
He deadpanned in a deep voice but his eyes widened the next second as I pushed him making him lie down straight on his back and came on top of him holding his coller in my fist.

"Yes you were being egoistic and stubborn and selfish and a complete moron but I was at fault too. So now drop this anger of your's as we both were at mistake! Understood Mr Malhotra?"
I asked raising my eyebrows in a challenging manner while he came out of his shock and looked at our position later smirking.

"I think by the passing time, you've become quite bold Mrs Malhotra! Mind showing some of your boldness in some other things too?"
The next moment,all the courage left my body making me a blushing mess. I lowered my eyes hiding my face in his chest which made him chuckle taking me in his arms. I was laid on him completely which made me snuggle in him more and I whispered

"I love you Randhir!"
I felt him kissing my head tightening his hold and replied

"I love you more Ahana!"
It actually felt that I am hearing this after years and my eyes watered again. I kissed his chest over his shirt hiding myself more in him.

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Whaaattt? Finally they cleared their differences and are back together! Ohh I am soo happy 🤧

Honestly I couldn't see them away from each other anymore ☹️

Now now ladies and gentlemen,brace yourselves for some good time, shaadi,masti, romance and much more 😉

But.... Randhir was supposed to go to Canada right?🤨

Do you think he'll cancel it and live with Ahana happily or leave her alone?😳

Ahana's reaction to this would be worth reading 🤦‍♀️

AND...AND there are still very much things left to come out! Don't you think?🤫

So please tell me how you liked this chapter. Please vote and comment dher sara guys. It just makes my day. Please please do itna sa for me 🥺

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