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Ahana's pov

"No Rehaan please see to it that online content and notification is provided and it reaches wider audience" I told to my manager and he noted down nodding his head.

"Anything else to take care of ma'am?" He asked me before leaving and I denied saying

"That would be it for now. You may go" he left my cabin nodding one last time and I sighed looking at the work in hand. Working here is going good apart from some craps I hear here and there gossiping about me being Randhir's wife using him for my benifit but I let it pass because who would waste their time in explaining people who always have mind of there own. Well it has been 2 Weeks I had joined office and actually how time slipped away was all a blur. With working and back at home managing everything which is not much of a hassle because honestly I am not even allowed to enter the kitchen strictly by maa ordering me to rest even though I don't even get tired as such. Perks of getting such lovely in-laws. Not complaining because I know I am very lucky to have them in form of my parents and a sister in law too who is more of a sister to me. And what can I say about Randhir!! He is as usual his hot and loving self taking care of me and my needs. Always there with me as we have made a habit to talk about our day before sleeping and that part is my fav of the whole day because I be in his arms with my head his chest hearing my recent favourite music which will also be my all time favourite that is his heart beats. And ohh... Please add numbers of kisses and pecks too which he always gets from me anyhow and every time leaves me breathless with warm blushing face and greedy for more 🙈. Apart from that I am even in touch with Ruhi and Adith and Sidharth too. In short life is going good as long as I have my husband by my side.

I came out of my thinking session at the knock on the door. Allowing the person the come in I noticed it to be the peon.

"Ma'am aapko Randhir saab lunch ke liye bula rahe hai" he informed me making me smile because we always have our lunch together everyday in his office room which too has become one of our thing.I told the peon to tell Randhir I'll be there in five minutes and he left nodding hearing me. I paused my work for the time being to have my much awaited and anticipated lunch with my husband. I reached his cabin and knocking opened the door still standing outside saying

"May I come in sir?" Hearing my voice he looked up from his laptop and shaking his head but still having a small smile replied

"How many times I have told you not to knock on my cabin and never call me sir?" I giggled hearing him entering in. I once called him that by mistake as I heard everyone calling him sir only so it slipped my tongue also but he gave me a long lecture being irritated and not liking it and after that I have oftenly started to address him like that just to annoy him and to see his cute grumpy face.

"I am just being respectful towards you because practically you are my boss so eventually I have to address you as sir Just like others" I replied walking to him and smirked seeing him shaking his head.

"Tumse nahi jeet sakta mein" he said and I smiled a big smile commenting back

"Acha hua aapko jaldi samajh aa gaya" and giggled again while he too smiled.

Anyways taking the tiffin and settling on the bed after arranging the single plate we had our lunch in single plate and I feeded both of us by my hand. Randhir never eats his lunch with his own hands in office saying if I can feed him than why to worry. He likes to have his food from my hand and I like to feed him with my hand too so there is no denying. If it was in Randhir's hand then he would make me feed him every meal of his day but offcourse that's not possible.

"Okay than I'll get going. You also continue your work" I told him once we finished our lunch but Mr Malhotra seems to be in a different mood because he cribbed saying

"Yaar do pal shanti se apne husband ke sath baith jaogi toh kya ho jayega?" I looked at him mischievously and said

"Says the one jo hamesha apne kaam mein busy rehte Hain" he pouted cutely making me giggle and go all 'aww' at him.

"Aur waise bhi this is our work place so we have to behave professionally" I added further but he wasn't in the mood to listen because he took hold of my hand and taking me to the bed made me sit with help of the headboard removing my heels and he to came from the other side and laid down on my lap hugging my waist after removing his coat and shoes.

Her attire 👇

His attire 👇

I smiled seeing his childishness and run my fingers in his hair.

"Why so moody today?" I asked him softly after sometime and in reply he removed his face from my tummy and taking my hand and playing with my chooda said

"I am bored of working continuously. It's been days I slept like this in your lap" and his reply made me blush

"So even the workoholics get bored of working?" I asked playfully and shrugging he replied

"Baakiyo ka toh pata nahi but when I have a gorgeous and pretty wife toh kaam mein mann waise hi nhi lagta hai" I became a blushing mess hearing him and turned my face away to hide my red face. He removed few strands of hair putting it behind my ears as it was obstructing his view and asked smirking

"Aren't you speaking to much these days?" I smiled biting my lips and looking back at him said

"So you are already getting irritated hearing me. Puri life kaise bitayenge?" I asked normally but I think he took it very serious and replied looking deep in my eyes

"I will never get irritated with anything related to you. Your talks, your laugh, your smile, your anger everything will be cherished by me for the lifetime and I'll make sure to never bring tears in you eyes and even if you cry it would be tears of happiness" I was touched by his words to such extent that I bend down and pecked his lips making us both close our eyes in bliss. I sucked his lower lip once and pulled away blushing. I was craving to say him how much I love him. It was on my lips almost slipping out but I controlled because I want to make him feel special and say my feelings.

Anyways after some more talks and cuddle we went back to our respective work. Time passed quickly and it was time to leave. I packed my work and taking my handbag made my way to Randhir's cabin. Knocking once I entered to see him still working .

"You haven't finished yet?" I asked standing in front of his desk and he replied

"I am almost done. Just a min" I nodded and after 2 minutes he wrapped up his work too and taking his coat from the back of his chair stood up and interwining our hand came out of his cabin. He instructed somethings to his secretary and after that we made way to the elevator. I took his coat from his hand and hanged it on my elbow to which he smiled and I returned it.

"How about a small ice-cream date?" Proposed Randhir once we were on the roads of Mumbai. And I blushed hearing a date and replied

"Aap khud icecream khila rahe hai aaj toh mein kaise mana kar skti hu" he chuckled and said

"Well can't miss a chance to spend some alone time with my wife"

"Now you are being too cheesy" I told blushing and he made a offended face retorting back

"Wifes apne pati ko kosti hai for not giving enough time to them but here my wife is complaining. Ghor kalyug hai bhai" and shaked his head at the end of his own overdramatic statement and I laughed. Well I'll never mind being with him anywhere as long as he is with me. We reached a nice icecream parlour and relished some delicious icecream while talking and Randhir's stupid jokes which made made me laugh like hell anyhow. After spending our time there we stood up and exited the parlour and as we were about to sit in the car Randhir spoke

"Baby I think I forgot my phone inside. You sit in the car I'll be right back" I nodded smiling and sat on the passenger seat while he went back to bring his phone. I was just sitting there passing my time scrolling through my insta feed. For an instance I looked up turning my head to the right and got shocked seeing that a small child was about to get hit by a car. I without thinking anything ran out of the car and crossing the road reached there and pushed the child away without hurting him but I didn't realised that the car still kept advancing towards me in speed and before I can think anything I got hit my it and rolled on the road making my body numb and blood oozed out of my head. Black dot started forming in front of my eyes and the last thing I remembered was taking Randhir's name in a whisper.

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Randhir's pov

I went back in the icecream parlour to take my phone and I saw it present there only. Taking it I turned without looking up and banged with someone and the icecream fell down from his hand

"I am very sorry I wasn't paying attention at all" I apologized to which the person in the front waved it off shaking his head and smiling said

"It's okay even I wasn't aware"

"If you don't mind I would like to pay for the icecream" I asked about the icecream which fell down. He denied even after many efforts and lastly I came out shaking my hand with him. As I came out I looked in car but to my surprise Ahana wasn't in there. I looked in the car properly but she wasn't there. Frantically I started searching for her. I looked up and saw a big amount of crowd gathered at the other side of the road. A sudden kind of fear engulfed me. With big steps I reached there pushing the people around and the scene in front of me made my heartbeat to stop beating for a good second. There my Ahana was lying down on road like a lifeless body blood flowing out of her head. My own blood went cold taking in her condition. Just a few moments back we were so happy and she was smiling with me then how....

"Arre koi isse hospital leke Chalo" I suddenly hear on of a man's voice and I finally came back to senses. I immediately crouch down her level patting her cheeks

"Ahana utho. What happened haa? Baby please get up" I was on the verge on crying but controlling myself I picked her up bridal style. I heard people murmuring that how in saving a child's life she herself got injured by a car. I ran to my car settling her in the back seat I drove fast yet carefully to the hospital mumbling and praying that nothing can happen to her. I will not let anything happen to her ever.

Reaching the hospital I stopped the car and taking her in my arms ran in shouting for the doctors. Seeing and recognising me and the state of Ahana in my hand the ward boy immediately brought a stretcher laying her on it and the doctors without any delay took her in OT. I stood outside looking at the red light without any emotions because I was scared. Scared of loosing. The thought only gave me bad chills. What she was doing outside the car and how she had to land in this situation? Didn't I told her to sit in the car until I come back? Didn't she for once thought about me? All the things gave me a throbbing pain in my head and I ran my hand on my face in fear.

"Sir you have to fill the formalities" I heard the voice to see the receptionist. I nodded and she handed me the papers. I filled the form without any knowledge of what I am writing and gave it back to her. I called my parents and with great difficulty told them about Ahana's accident. God it sounds so disturbing to even say like that. My parents told me to calm down and said they'll inform her parents too and come hear as soon possible. Thinking of Ahana's parents made scared that how am I going to face them? How am I going to tell them that I failed to protect their daughter?

"Bholu?" I heard my mom's voice after sometime and I looked at her standing with all family and in a blink of an eye I was in her arms hugging her with fear.

"Maa....maa Ahana..... Maa woh andar....woh khun.... Behosh....maa Ahana ko kuch nhi hoga na? I can't loose her maa" I was blabbering all this looking at her and she caressed my cheeks with tears in her eyes and shaking her head said

"No beta kuch nhi hoga usse. Waheguru ji hai na. Woh usse kuch nhi hone denge puttar" she said assuring me and I hugged her again seeking her warmth. Dad asked how this happened and I narrated everything that how we completed our work from office and were returning back and thought to have some icecream and I went back to take my phone and when returned I didn't found Ahana in the car and found her on the road with blood in the attempt of saving a child's life. As I completed saying that Ahana's mom broke into tears and Anshula was calming her down. I made my way to were she was seated and sitting on my knees bowing down said

"I am sorry ma I failed to protect her. I failed" she placed her hand on my shoulder saying

"It was never your fault Randhir. Jo hota hai woh koi rok nhi sakta. Tum khudko dosh Matt do"

Later Sidharth, Ruhi and Adith too came getting a call from dad. We all were just waiting for almost 4 hours now and it was 9 in the night but there was no report. I was standing my the support of the wall staring at the red light. Suddenly the light went off making us alert and doctor came out. I immediately went up to him and asked with bated breath

"Doctor my wife? Woh thik hai na?"

"Don't worry sir your wife is now absolutely out of danger" and I released my breath I was holding and i felt that again my heart started beating and I got my life back. Everyone heaved a sigh of relief and doctor further told

"Thank God that the injury wasn't that bad. She just got three stitches on her forehead and is now under effect of sedatives. We'll shift her in the patient room and you all can meet her" I thanked the doctor and smiling he went away. Later Ahana was shifted to normal room but was still not conscious. Everybody went to see her in but I didn't. I just couldn't gather myself to do so.

"Aap log sab ghar jaake rest kyu nhi kar lete?Raat bohot ho chuki hai aur waise bhi ab Ahana ki tabiyat theek hai aur mein bhi hu yahan. So you all go home rest and come back tomorrow tab tak usse hosh aa jayega" I told our parents after they came out seeing Ahana as they need rest and it had past dinner time too plus it was not much of a use to stay for now. After a lot of convincing both moms and dads left while choti,anshu, Adith and Sidharth with Ruhi stayed back for some more time. I was sitting on the seat looking at nothing in particular. Suddenly again the image of Ahana with blood popped up in front of my eyes and I started breathing rapidly and my eyes got wet with unshed tears. Seeing my condition Ruhi sat beside me taking my hand and spoke to calm me down

"It's okay Randhir. She is safe and sound here with us. Don't worry" and the tears I was holding slipped my eyes and I hugged her crying

"You don't.... don't know Ruhi....she...she was lying lifeless with blood all around.....I couldn't do..... anything to.... save her.....I...it was all my fault. I shouldn't have left her alone. Than this wouldn't have happened. It's my fault." Sidharth came and broke our hug wiping my tears and said making me look at himself

"Don't be stupid Randhir. None of this is your fault. So stop blaming yourself. You have to be strong, Ahana is still weak. You have to take care of her. " I nodded gathering myself while to my insistence after sometime they too left for home as they will stay in Malhotra mansion.

Gathering up my courage I entered Ahana's room and looked at her who was sleeping with IV attached to her hand and bandage on her head in a hospital gown. My eyes instantly watered again seeing her like this. Walking to her I sat on the stool and took her hand in my both hand slowly not wanting to hurt her in anyways. Even in this state she looked the most beautiful girl to me with her hair in a braid and her always red cheeks pale with dry lips. I roamed my fingers in her soft hair and I didn't know for how long I did that but I came out my trance as I felt movement in her hand. I looked at her to see her gaining consciousness and slowly opening her eyes. I stood on my legs and smiled that finally she is fine. She frowned fully opening her eyes and looking at the surrounding but seeing me she relaxed and again closed her eyes for a second.

"Pa...pani" she mummered with difficulty and I in instance filling a glass of water made her drink it slowly.

"You want more?" I asked once she finished the water to which she shaked her head in denial. Keeping the class back I sat down with her hand still in my grip and asked slowly

"You are fine now? Kahi dard hai?" She again shaked her head and said

"Nhi there is no pain but mujhe bhook lagi hai" and on que her stomach grumbled which made her blush making her cheeks red again. I nodded and said

"I'll just go and ask the nurse and bring something for you" I said and without waiting for her reply moved out and wiped the corner of my eyes.
She is safe Randhir don't worry.

After talking to the nurse on duty,she gave me soup with some medicine to feed Ahana and taking that I entered again and keeping the tray on the table made Ahana sit properly in a comfortable position with cushion behind her back. Removing some hair from her face I bought the soup and started feeding her with my own hand. She was all the time looking at me intently but I didn't made any eye contact with her. After two spoons of soup she made a yuckk face and said complaining

"Chii this is so ganda. Soup ke naam pe kadha de rahen hai mujhe aap?" She told me I simply replied saying

"I am not the doctor jo mein khud laya hun. You are a patient if you forgot toh tumhe chappan bhog toh milega nahi. Jo hai ussi mein adjust karo" she pouted making a cute face and I smiled inwardly. She finished her soup without any fuss afterwards and asked me

"You had your food?" I stopped for a second hearing her. How would she know that I was a like a corpse all the time in the fear of loosing her that eating was the last thing on my mind. Chuckling bitterly said wiping her lips with the napkin.

"Ofcourse I had. Why would you ask?" She looked down not meeting my eyes and said

"No I thought tha..."

"That I would be worried sick for you and in that Chaos I didn't have my food" I cut her in between not letting her complete and hearing my tone she looked at me wide eyes. I continued being in rage

"Well tumne aaj ek baat toh sikha di ki never make someone so much important to your heart because ho sakta hai ki saamne wala aapko utni ehmiyat deta hi nahi hai" she looked hurt hearing my words but today I was not the one speaking it was my hurt. My fear. My insecurity.

"Why are you saying like this Randhir?" She asked with tears already in her eyes.

"Why I am saying like this? You are asking me? Offcourse because how would you know what have you made me?what have you done to me. What is your importance in my life? You don't know right? Or you do know but than too you hurt me. Hurt me so bad." We both were having tears in our eyes and controlling her sobs she said

"Please Randhir don't talk to me like this. I cannot bear it"

"Kyu? tumhe itne mein hi bura lag gya? Great aur mera kya? Jo dard tumne mujhe diya uska kya? Tumhe khoon se latpat dekh mein jo lakho mouth(death) mara uska kya? Ek baar bhi tumne socha ki mera kya hota? Mein kaise jeeta tumhare bina? Nahi....tum kyu sochogi. Mein hu hi kon tumhare liye. I am a nobody to you isiliye tum bina mere bare yaa hamari family ke bare main soche chali gyi apni jaan khatre mein dalne. Mujhe toh ye samajh nhi aa raha hai ki tumhe aisa karne ke liye should I feel proud of you or feel sad ki tumhe khote khote bacha mein. Par mein tumhe kyu samjha raha hu? Tum toh mahan banne nikli thi. Ye bina soche ki koi hai jo tumhari muskurahat dekh ke jeeta hai. Tumhe khush hote dekh khush hota hai. Adhi raat bistar par tumhe sukoon se sote dekh aur tumhara shant chehra dekh uske chehre pe apne aap hassi aa jati hai ek aise hassi jo tumhare alawa koi nhi de sakta aur nahi woh kisi aur se chahta hai. Tumhare ankh mein ek aansu aa jaye toh duniya se lad sakta hai sirf.....sirf isiliye kyu ki woh tumse pyaar karta hai. Bina kisi shart(condition)bina kisi swaarth (selfishness) aur bas badle mein tumhara pyaar hi toh chahta hai but tumhe kadar hi nhi hai." She looked at me with wide eyes hearing me with silent tears flowing both our eyes.

"You...you love....me?" She asked unsure pointing to herself.

"Doesn't matters now. Clearly you don't feel the same" and out of nowhere I was awarded with a tight slap on my left cheek making my eyes turn as big as sauscer and holding my cheek which was stinging I looked at her and yanking me close to her from my caller she kissed hard making me shock to the core.

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Sorry to leave it here but had to put it that way since it became too long almost 4000 words.

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