"  The more you want to hide things , the more they will come out " ~MU

Drishti -

We went to his office and spend some alone time together. I realize that his presence have some magic which can made my day . By looking at his office few past memories came running to me, me sharing my dream of opening my own office and studio with my parents and their appreciation, their plans about my future and all .....  but his voice brought me back from those memories . They are good memories but now they only provide pain .. We went inside and I don't know how I became so comfortable with him, his teasing , his closeness and his everything. We ended up hugging each other, it was so safe, so secure , so loving just like my mother it coaxes me to sleep and I ended up sleeping in his arms. 

When I woke up I found myself cuddling with him and we are on the bed. I stay there for few times than moved out of his embrace. I went to the washroom and washed my face and came back and saw him sleeping peacefully just like a cute kid ,and I don't know what came on me and went to kiss his forehead.. God what I have done .. 

Shut up drishti he is your hubby, and he is also sleeping. so he will not get to know about it .. 

I don't know what came over me I kissed his forehead and beautiful smile appear on his face but I failed to notice presence of few other people around me who saw the little PDA of mine .. I moved my neck towards the door and saw there are few women and men looking shocked and staring me , and one of them glaring me .. OH poor she .. she thinks that she is making me afraid from her glares .. I was standing there not knowing what to do ... Suddenly the women who was glaring at me started shouting ..

" Who are you ? what are you doing with rakshit here? "

" Shh he is sleeping no need to shout let's talk outside ." I said to them and we made our way out of the room .

" Who are you ?" she asked me again ..

" I am drishti .. rakshit's- " I was about to reply ahead but the person standing in front of me assumed I don't know what and started shouting and saying what not .. I was silent as I was trying to control my anger , no one have rights to talk me like this . I have tolerated chachi because she have some relation with me who she thinks to talk with me like this .. I was about to reply when we heard rakshit voice but this girl still didn't understand and kept on saying , ended up making rakshit angry ..

And It will be lie if I will say I don't like his act of protecting me and taking stand for me I just love it .. He remind me of papa who never let anybody to say wrong about me.. he stand like a rock in front of me and today rakshit did the same ..

A MONTH LATER

A month passed like this I started my new job I tried to maintain distance from dancing and all but still few times when I came around the dancing hall , I went to my memory land which was clearly notice by rakshit few times but he choose not to ask anything about it .. to which I am glad he did , I am not ready to  tell him yet .. I know I have to tell him in future.. In past one month we made improvement in our relationship , now we both can freely talk to each other, we can share anything but still I never disclosed anything bout my past my be I am too ashamed to share anything like that. But now I can say rakshit can read me like an open book . 

He knows that I am hiding something from him but he still never force to me tell me everything about my past. I never opened about my past which was always suspicious in everyone's eyes. Especially lavanya who never left a chance to humilIate me but every single time she gets humiliated instead. She thinks me as some low class girl knew nothing about modern lifestyle , know nothing about dance, parties but little she know my parents made me capable of everything they taught how to respect everyone, how to behave with everyone according to their status but never forget to show people there place. I grew up as an pampered princess, Parties and Rich life was also a part of my life. I knew many foreign language not many but yeah  few I don't know why but from my childhood I was fascinated with two things one is dance and other is different languages. I can speak Hindi, English, German, Chinese and Korean and  other few Indian languages like Tamil and Telugu. and few more I am able to understand..

{A/n- I really want to learn all these languages. WHO IS INTERESTED IN LEARNING DIFFERENT LANGUAGES ?COMMENT.} 

On my 18 birthday Dad allowed me to taste different drinks yeah alcoholic ones as well as he knew that in our life we have to learn the method of the so called rich society otherwise they will bully you. Dad mom never liked alcoholic drinks but make sure that I have enough knowledge of them so that no one can't be able to take advantage of me, I was trained in taekwondo and self-defense. They always wanted best for me and my safety but what I did put their safety at sake just for my selfish reasons. 

My thoughts were broken when I felt two arms encircling  around me from my waste and it is not hard to guess in last one month we came  pretty closed to each other but haven't shared our first kissed yet. 

"What is my wifey doing standing alone in the balcony?" He said nuzzling his face in my neck. 

" nothing just enjoying the fresh air." I said leaning toward him . 

" you know sometimes I felt that you are with me but still not with me. Is there something you want to tell me." His question made me freeze for a second. I turned towards him and placed my head on his chest. 

" There is something which you should be knowing , but I don't have guts to disclose it please give me time, when I will be ready I will tell you." I said still hugging him , he made me look up and cupped my face cleaned the trace of tear which I don't know when left from my eyes. 

"shh its alright , you don't have to tell me everything right now okay . take your time but don't leave bed so early. I like to sleep having you in my arms." he said last line in teasing tone. 

"you" I tried to hit him but he took me into hug. and we both laughed together. 

Our days passed like this only me waking up before him, his sleeps breaking after finding me missing , spending some time together and than we both get ready spend our whole day in our office or with family at night we came into our room balcony spend sometime there having our favorite coffee talking with each other nothing specific than we slept hugging each other , which we don't know how we ended up in each others arms always.

"okay now let's go and get ready." I tried to push him but he tightened the hold .. 

" nope just stay like this for some time"

" rakshit please leave me"

"no"

"rakshit"

"drishti"

"Some times you behave like a kid rakshit "

"like you don't"

"Only with you"

We both stayed like that for some time and than we went to fresh and up and started our day , we both went to have break fast with family than we went to office and rakshit's studio. I also have joined mahima's office as an accountant , only few people know me there as rakshit's wife and other treat me as a normal employ.  

I am happy in my life. Everything is going perfectly except me hiding my original personality becoming something which I am from last 5 years but from last few days with rakshit I started becoming so free that sometimes I automatically started behaving like old drishti . 

Flashback

We both were sitting in balcony and enjoying the view. I was sitting and he was sitting behind me. It is not hard to guess how we both ended up in this position .I came here first than again he flowed me with the cup of our coffees and  sat behind me taking me in a sudden hug not that I am complaining. We ended up like this even after having coffee , today is a holiday was we love to spend time like this here.. Suddenly I felt that he is removing my hairs from my back and making me nervous.  We are pretty comfortable with each other but when he do something romantic my heart accelerates , making me difficult to breathe. 

" Rakshit what are you d-oing?" 

" Finding something"

"hn??"

He removed my hairs from my back and than traced my back than it clicked me he must have noticed my tatoo .. God I tried to move but he hugged me more tightly ..  and placed a small kiss on it .. 

This is what is written but the place is not this.

Place and  font is this one ... So I hope you can all imagine this tatoo with above letters.

" It must have hurt na.." he said in his sweet tone god how can this man be so sweet.. 

"Nahi todha sa"

"You must have loved your parents a lot na." he said still back hugging me and  placing his face on my shoulder.. 

"I love them and will always do in future." 

"You never talk about them why ?"

"It just - the sad memory overpower the happy one. You know I was their princess . They loved me moon and back .. I was their pride, their everything and here I am only one because of which they lost everything.."

"hn?" and than it strikes me that I have spoken my heart feeling in front of him without having a single thoughts about it ... my eyes went wide on the thought that I am ready to share everything with him, from my soul to my body, from my happiness to my pain , my secrets as well , and this thought started making me afraid .. 

"kya matlab hai tumhara" he again asked me but I kept mum .. after few second , I turned toward him and placed my head on his chest hearing to his heart which have me peace and within few minutes I slept again not knowing how to reply to him .. 

FLASHBACK OVER.. 

(A/n-  I really don't know why I have add this .???)

From that day I knew that I have feeling for him deep feelings .. 

Today I am going to studio with rakshit , I don't have much work just rakshit want me to be there , yeah It is difficult for me but I can endure it now.. Yeah dance triggered my past memories but I tried to be away as far as possible. 

We both walked in the hall , I saw few new people there 

"Who are they rakshit?" 

"They are our another team from Delhi, came here for a project. They all are really talented , common let me introduce you with all of them ."  I nodded and he took my hand and took me with him.. 

"Hey everyone , How are you all ?"

"We are good bhai what about you ? and  who is the pretty lady beside you ?" one boy asked rakshit. 

"So , she is Drishti Rakshit Shergill " 

"OH my god bhaiya you got married .. congratulations .. " all were shocked and happy with this announcement and started Congratulating us..  I gave them small smile and started talking to them with rakshit .. 

Suddenly I heard somebody called me with my pet name back in my school and  college. NO this is not happening who knew this name that to be here.

"DRI"

I was quite famous at my school or inn the college in Delhi and  most of the people knew me from my first 3 letters of my name , but now I have changed a lot which is hard for others to find that girl in me..  I was frozen at my place and  everyone as also got quite.. 

One girl came and hugged me , I took me few minutes to realize that she is Sweta one of my crime partner .. She is my great friend but after mom and dad I left my contact with everyone..  

" How can you do this ? you know everyone was going mad in finding you .. you know  bhaiya have interrogate us but he also never able to find out where are you .. I know that you lost your par-" and when I realize that she is blabbering about I broke the hug concealing my emotions, not wanting to anyone know who I am .. 

"I am sorry but I think you are mistaken me as someone as.. " not ready to meet her eyes yet.. 

"What are you saying dri?? " she said with a confused expression.. 

"I am not DRI .. I am Drishti shergill , I think you have mistook me as someone else ." I said looking at her she is looking so different so mature now .. 

" Yeah S she is drishti Rakshit's wife.. she cannot have connection with you even in dreams .. Come come we will meet everyone .. you know we all missed you ."lavanya said and  dragged her and I took a breathe of relieve.. But I don't think that rakshit didn't saw it .. 

god please help me I don't want my past to come front of me like this .. 

"Rakshit , I think I should be leaving for office now.. I have some work to complete there as well ." I said to rakshit, trying to not give any idea what's going inside me ..

" Yeah okay you can leave" he said coming to me sending me off and not before kissing my forehead.. it has become his habit now to kiss my forehead before leaving me .. 

" bye , I will meet you at home.. " I hugged him and took my leave.. rakshit has assigned me a driver and a car which is really good , when I am not travelling with him .. 

On the whole way back one thing was running into my mind ... 

TILL WHEN I WILL HIDE?????????? 

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I AM NOT GOING TO SAY ANYTHING  JUST I AM REALLY SORRY FOR THIS LATE UPDATE.. 

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