" I build walls around my heart but without any warning you broke them and seized all it's property  "                                                                                                                                          ~ MU   

 Drishti - 

Today we got married after marriage we did few rituals and for the first time saw rakshit getting naughty , god it was so embarrassing if anybody found that he was holding my hand that we will become the prime topic for teasing .. but at last he still didn't left me and took our hand together , making me hide somewhere due to shyness .. after everything I was told to get ready about my wedding night , even hearing the word gives me goosebumps . I don't know rakshit from long time but I know that he will not do anything against my wish but still I am afraid because of many reasons .. I still don't know how to do all the things of wife or daughter in law , I still don't know that they will accept me or not .. I don't know I will be able to handle my all responsibilities .. 

As soon he entered in the room my heart started beating so fast , I started rubbing my hands in nervousness .. my mind was already flogged with so much worries and now first time in my life I am going to share a room with a man whom I barely knew , I never had any kind of relationship nor crush yeah I was friend with boys but it was always friendship  , I Was so busy in my perfect family that I never need anyone  except my parents and brother .. yeah I have a brother too but  I never mention him .. how can I mention him when I was the reason that he lost everything again ... 

I don't have the guts to face him .. He was not my real brother , we adopted him , we went to orphanage when I was 7 years old and I was about to fall from a cliff which was near the orphanage and me being naughty went there .. there was he few years older than me and saved me didn't even thought of his own life that was first time I called him bhaiya and hugged him while crying he just console me and even scolded me just like mumma papa .. so I asked mumma papa to take him with us .. first they were hesitate , they thought I was not serious and later I will feel jealous of him and which leads to differences between us .. so they said to me to think about it and I Have to share their love with him if I want him to be my brother .. I agreed on everything .. and they also asked him that he wanted to come with us ..

I begged to him , to come with us become a part of our family first he was not ready , but later he agreed and we took him with us .. but I was the reason he lost everything .. his name was Aakash , Aakash Sharma .. his dreams were also big like aakash he was the another member who pamper me .. he was always there for me , but I still become the reason of his sadness again .. I become the reason he lost his family whom he love the most . He was unable to attend their last ceremony because he was in abroad and we can't able to connect with him , and he was unable to reach on time .. I had no guts to face him so I decided to leave everything ..

I was so into my thoughts didn't notice rakshit sitting in front of me ..my head was covered so he tried to break the silence which actually worked ..

"" you know if you don't remove this veil you will die because of suffocation ." he said and when he said I realize it's true .. It's suffocating ..

"God this is really suffocating ." I removed the veil ..he asked me to change and also helped me with it .. making me nervous so I chose to stay silent .. I think he knew there something going in my mind ..

"it's done . what happen to you from the moment I entered in this room you didn't said any word . what's going in your mind ?" that's why he asked this ..

"nothing" I don't want him to take any kind of tension ..

"you know You can trust me I am not that bad at hearing to other , and I can also tell them solution if they let me help them .." I can't help but to give him some hint ..

" don't think so highly of yourself , there are problems which have no solutions , there are somethings which can't be shared ."

"I am your soulmate , we are married to each other , if you are ready to share your soul with someone then there is nothing you can't share .. " his line made my eyes wide ..  our eyes locked for few minutes and I felt that he can see through me .. and diverted my eyes.  and move to other side and slept saying a small goodnight .. to which he also replied .. 

When I Woke up I found myself caged between to strong arms , I got up putting his hands away .. I am late today by one hour but yesterday was hectic so I think nobody would mind  .. It's 6 am I usually woke up at 4 am or 5 am .. I Don't know what I have to do here .. I still can't able to believe it that few weeks before I was praying to pass out with good marks and I will start looking for jobs but now I am married and don't know what to do ahead .. I don't know that will they let me do job ? 

Okay let's not think about the negative things .. and focus on my first day at my new home .. I went to washroom and pick up a saree for my first day .. I am thankful to divya for making me learn how to wear a saree .. remembering of divya I remind chachi .. she also told me how to behave on the first day and wear saree but not in a polite way but still effective ... So I took my clothes to washroom and started getting ready .. I Can't able to wear in the washroom without mirror so I came out in my skirt and top ... I started draping saree and than I started applying makeup and got ready like newly wedded bride .. I was admiring myself in mirror . when a voice from the back startled me ..

" you are looking beautiful "   

I dropped the comb which was in my hands ..

" From when you are awake and watching me ? "

" your sound of bangle woke me up ." he said still laying on the bed watching my every move ..

" oh I am sorry . now you are awake can you please tell me what you all like to have in breakfast and when everybody wake up .."

' I think mom must be awake by now and for others it's too early .. they must be having their beauty sleeps .. and I think nobody would mind for breakfast until it's healthy and light ..'

" that's good " I started making my way towards the door ..

" hey where are you going .. it's your first day here .. do you even know where everything is ?" his voiced stopped me from going , but it's true .. I really don't know anything about things here ..

" than what should I do ?" I asked him reentering in the room ..

" sit here and talk ." he said signing me to sit beside him on the bed and he also sat resting his back on the headset ..

" talk ? about what .." I asked him taking the seat .. I have nothing else to do ..

" about you .. tell me what were your dreams what do you want to do before getting married and what is in your mind .. you can tell me everything ?" his question shocked me why he wanted to know about me ..

" there is nothing especial about me ..." I want to dismiss this talk as there was actually nothing especial ..

" I am not talking about especial things I am talking about you normal you .. and everybody have something normal in them you know .." he said last line looking directly into my eyes ..

" I wanted to have a simple life , I was studying after that I want to find a job that's it ... but now I don't know anything I am going to do next .. just I Want I will be able to make everybody happy .." I can't stop myself from sharing my thoughts .. I don't know what power he has that's I Can't stop myself from telling what's going on .. just like my father .. I Can't able to keep any secret from him ..

" kaha kho gayi madam ." he asked me due to my lack of concentration ..

" kahi nahi ... now you also go and get ready , till than I will also call divya she must be awake by now ." I dismissed the topic and he also went towards the wash room ..

Soon we both went downstair saw mahima aunty was present there and sipping her coffee .. she saw us and big smile made a way towards her lips ..

" are tum dono itni jaldi kyu udh gayi .. todha aur rest ker lete , yesterday was very hectic for you both .." aunty said and rakshit went to hug her wished her good morning .. I Also wished her to which she reply patting my head with motherly love ..

Soon everybody joined us on breakfast table .. it was already prepared by maids and house helpers .. aunty said there is no need of cooking in early morning , I Can cook lunch for everyone ..

We all were sitting and having our food when suddenly rakshit spoke ..

"mom I was thinking to join back my work from next week .. and also want to drishti to work for me .. I Need a manager and PA as well to handle my schedule as well as my accounts . " he said making my eyes go wide on his statement ..

There was a single question in her mind .. How can he understand her so well ?

Hey everyone ,.. I know I am late and I am very sorry about that ..

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