" I never knew that single feathery touch of your lips on mine make me forget my world."                                                                 ~mu

Drishti's POV -

I knew that sweta will not believe me and try to find out about me .. She will not be able to get anything from Dri data and all, now she will try to dig my past.. from which school I studied and  all that.. I knew that sweta come from a high class background and it is really easy for her to hire someone to find out about my past.. but I already protected everything with the help of my friend who was a hacker back than.. 

later they invited us to a pub by hearing name I knew that it's a German pub.. she knew I know many languages.. the waiter came directly to me for orders.. I don't want to embarrass Rakshit so I talked in German . I was nervous, I can feel their gaze on me when I give the order.. and made sure that there is no alcohol in any of them... because I can't trust myself with anyone other than Rakshit.. and right now getting drunk and  exposing my identity will be last thing in my mind.. 

sweta was becoming more suspicious of me I knew, I tried my best to cover my nervousness.. Soon everyone started dancing... they dragged rakshit also who kept looking at me .. I smiled at him and ensure that I am good.. Divya gave me my fruit punch but when I took few sips I knew something I wrong.. I told divya that I am going to washroom .. I started feeling dizzy and I knew that I drunk something wrong.. Now I want to go home before this drink started taking toll over me..

"Drishti what happen to you?" I heard rakshit asking me.. 

"take me home;.. I am feeling dizzy.. " I leaned on to him .. he picked me in his arms and made his way towards our car after informing everyone.. 

"What did you drink? how come you are drunk?" he asked me after settling inside the car. I knew that this  question is  going  to come.. 

"I don't know.."  I said in a small voice.. now I just want to sleep..I wrapped my arms around his torso and leaned on his shoulder.. hide my face in his neck... Thank god we had driver with us .. so rakshit is sitting beside me taking me in his arms.. 

"but I like this sleepy and cute drishti more.. sleep for some time baby.. "  this I heard last and I drifted into deep slumber. 

I woke up shouting because of a nightmare.. me seeing dead body of my parents.. I was breathing hard, tears were following from my eyes.. I saw rakshit coming from the bathroom, may be due to my shout and took me into his arms.. 

"hey hey what happen.. how did you woke up?" 

I didn't said anything but kept on weeping .. 

"Drishti.. drishu .. baby.. " he tried to break the hug but I didn't let him ,,, my mind was not at peace.. I got this nightmare after a very long time... and all my memories of that horrible day started coming front of my eyes.. I don't want to see it .. I don't want to see them lying lifeless just because I can't wait to meet them.. just because of my lie.. just because I wanted to share my happiness.. 

"meri jaan kya hua.." he asked me in a very gentle tone.. 

" rakshit I saw them.. they were lying there .. not moving ,.. not talking with me .. not seeing me .. eyes closed .. not breathing .. rakshit they just left me .. in this world...I wanted them to come home soon .. but not like this .. rakshit not like that.. not like that.. not like that.." I broke into cries .. he cupped my face .. 

"shhh.. meri jaan.. itna nahi rote .. okay .. who are you talking about.. batao na jaan ... I will make everything alright.. meri jaan please stop crying .. I can't see you like this .." he said in the most gentle tone.. I made eye contact with him.. care, love, worry .. everything was there .. in his eyes, for me .. no no I don't deserve that , I don't ... I will do something to harm him as well no.. I can't harm him.. I will destroy his life to..

I pushed him with all my force.. 

"no no don't come near me .. I will harm you as well... because of me they lose their life.. because of  my foolishness. I will harm you as well.. " I moved backward not letting him touch me .. I wiped face harshly and started making my way toward bathroom.. but before I can move, he pulled me towards him with such a force that my chest touch his bare chest.. that when I realize that he is shirtless.. I didn't make any eye contact.. 

"look into my eyes.. never never.. push me again like this.. you didn't harm someone okay.. I know that.. you can't do that." he cupped my face make me look directly into his eyes.. 

" no you don't know rakshit.. I am a bad luck -

I was cut by a feathery touch of his lips on mine.. my eyes went wide and I forgot everything around me ... his lips started moving slowly against my lips and it didn't took me long to surrender myself .. his one hand were cupping my face and other one pulling me extremely closer to him .. my hands made its way into his hairs .. my lips started moving against  him..

It felt like in eternity we broke apart.. we both were breathing heavily .. his eyes didn't left my face... 

"our first kiss" he said looking directly into my eyes.. I just blushed and try to move away from him.. 

"Don't" and I was pulled against him with a force... 

"What happened just now drishti?" his voice was strict.. the gentle tone was gone..

"nothing I was just talking rubbish may be I am drunk" I tried to lie, didn't made eye contact.. 

"You and I both know drishti that neither you are drunk nor you were talking rubbish. I think I have waited enough drishti.. do you think I don't know about your nightmares about you waking up many times in night or trying to sleep.. Do you really think I didn't have any idea that you are hiding something from me,, or I say something about your past from me.. " 

his every word made me shock I never knew that he know about my nightmare and my sleepless night.. 

" I am not forcing you drishti but it's hurt to see you like this .. to see you facing everything alone, to see you fighting with your demons alone.. "

" Rakshit you will hate me after you know about me and my past."  he was holding me close to him , I was completely sitting on his lap and his one hand was around my waist and other was on my face.. 

"meri jaan I can never hate you .. and let me decide that I would hate you or not. now please baby.. what is this all about? who died? how did they died" he asked in a desperate tone but I don't want to it right now .. may be tomorrow but just not today ... I am already dead tried because of everything.. 

" Rakshit please not today... I promise tomorrow.. please not today.. I am really can't take anymore .. " 

" ok alright.. let's sleep .. do you want to change first?" he asked and I desperately nodded.. that's when I realize how close we are and my legs are completely bare.. I was sitting in front of him in the short black dress and my over coat is missing.. I blushed in a dark shade of red..  

"go and change" he laughed on my face and than said.. 

I made my way towards closet and changed into a pair of nighty  .. when I saw rakshit is laying on the bed .. when he saw me and open his hands .. sighing me to lay down in his arms ..

"come" I went laid in his arms he hugged me and kissed my forehead .. soon we both drifted into sleep...    

Sunlight make me awake from my deep slumber, I tried to hide my face in something hard.. something hard.. I shockingly looked up saw rakshit is looking me without blinking.. soon everything happened yesterday started coming into my mind... our party, my nightmare, my breakdown, him consoling me  and last our kiss and  my promise...  and I blushed.. 

I was so lost in my thought than I don't realize that I am staring back to him .. who is looking at every expression of mine .. within a second he was above me and I was under him.. 

"god .. do you even realize what your gaze doing to me" 

and his lips crashed to mine taking them in passionate kiss.. which I couldn't help but reciprocate .. our lips moving in sync ..  our second kiss.. we broke our kiss leaving me breathless.. but I don't think he got enough.. he started kissing my cheeks, jaw line going to my neck .. I couldn't help it but to encourage him more.. he stopped but stayed in same position.. 

"I hope you remember what promise you made yesterday." I nodded .. there is no need to hide it.. when I knew he will not leave me .. 

"first can we skip everything today just you and me.. please."

"sure.. "

We got ready and went downstair .. had breakfast with family with some cute moment... 

"mom we want to go out today ." Rakshit informed mom about our plan.. 

before mom can say anything.. 

"oh bhai bhabi ko date par le kar ja kare ho .. no problem jao jao.. yani faida toh hota hai mingle wone ka .. mere jaise single kisko le kar jaiyenge .. mom main toh keh rha hu mere bhi shadi karva do " shikhar's words made me red and  rakshit hit him.. mom shaked her head at his talks .. 

"ek kaan pad lagegi kichke aur tujh jaise namune ko kon apni beti dega.. rakshit toh chod iss pagal ko tum dono jao .. raat ke 12 baje se pehle aane ki jarurat nahi hai ..." mom said last line teasingly.. 

Soon we left.. I have no idea where we are going..   

"where are we going rakshit?"

"you will get to know.. somewhere where just you and me.."

"Rakshit ..." I winced at his suspense.. 

"ok no need to throw tantrums we will be there within few minutes.. "

I started looking out of the window saw we are going somewhere in hills .. soon our car stopped in front of cottage.. we got out of the car.. 

"rakshit whose cottage is this?"

"our"

"really.." I can't kept my excitement at bay.. I really loved living in these kind of places .. papa knew about this .. he also brought us a cottage and in each and every holiday , we used to go there spend our time in nature..  and our picnic was my and my brothers favorite .. we used to play with eachother mum and dad hugging eachother seeing their children playing with each other pulling each other ..  mom used to told  about one of her memory when I was just few years old .. if dad used to kiss mom on her forehead than I used to get so jealous that I will just go between them and motion them to kiss me as well .. and they have to  kiss me otherwise I will make a puffy face , not ready to talk to them.. mom used to make fun of me when I grew up .. by telling me about my jealously and possessiveness about my love ones..  and now I think I started growing possessive upon rakshit.. 

he is making me do such thing which I have stopped doing long time ago.. he is changing me again toward the old drishti.. and I don't know that it is good or bad.. 

"Drishti kaha kho gayi chalo.." I nodded and we made our way to the cottage.. as beautiful it look from outside , it was nothing compared to inside.. 

We both first thing was to get fresh and up and to my surprise rakshit brought clothes for us as well.. we both went to the couch which was kept middle of room and front was a large tv .. we sat there not thinking about what to do , we decided to watch a film .. the film was of 2 hours but we ended up finishing it in 1 hours only because of my continuous  skip which irritate rakshit a lot but he kept quite.. he was sitting on the couch his legs were on the table in front of us .. I was lying on the couch and half on him.. after movie we decided to sit there doing nothing .. just enjoying each others company until and unless one question which made me still.. 

"now drishti I think we need to talk about something important.. don't we drishti?"

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OMG THEY KISSED.. ...  NOT ONCE BUT TWICE... 

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