I always flinch when people raise their hand, no matter if they were trying to hurt me.

I get attached easily even when people only give me minor attention.

I immediately shut down when people yell or argue.

I only remember the bad things from my past.

I bottle up my emotions until I explode.

I have extreme trust issues.

I always feel like I don't belong.

I wish people would understand that I hurt too.

I always try to make others happy because I know how it feels to be worthless and NO ONE deserves it.

It hurts when people that made me feel wanted yesterday, make me feel so unwanted today.

Sometimes I think that it's better to stay alone because nobody can hurt me.

But I hate being alone, even for a few minutes.

I always tell myself that life goes on, but that's the sad part.

For me, the worst feeling isn't just being alone, it's being forgotten by somebody who I could never forget.

It's so damn painful to always love but never be loved...I have atelophobia and I'm the biggest hypocrite to myself when I say no one deserves pain and then turn around and tell them "Im fine".

When a good person suddenly cries, it's not usually over one thing, it's built up anger and emotions that they've been holding in for too long.

I always make other people priorities even though I am just an option for them.

Most of the time I take walks in the rain so no one can see me cry.

When I can't tell you why I'm sad, it's too hard to explain.

I'm always unhappy with myself.

I hate myself for being so miserable about myself.

No one has ever stayed with me for more than a week so I don't expect people to remember me after a day even though I'll remember them.

When I look happy all the time, people get uncomfortable around me when I'm unhappy.

I miss the days when my smile was real.

I'm sorry for wasting your time with another useless vent thing. I'm sorry for always being depressed. I'm sorry for being alive. I'm sorry for being a burden. I'm sorry for trying to make you happy.

I knew I wasn't worth it.