This is a small chapter for some people that don't really understand what Stik means when he says he's alone and so that you can understand him better with the flaws.

This is written in a form of a confession so it's first person letter form.

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CONTAINS VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS AND TRIGGERS SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

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I'm empty and broken so tell me what is
the point? Everything's dark in this world except this light from this joint. Lately people say they hate the way l cope with my stress. For me, it's hang from the clouds or hang from a rope. I've done some things for which I can't atone...I've grabbed the blade and cut down past the bone. I know the truth's ugly. Sometimes I'll hide away and push everyone from me. In my mind I face resistance because I wanna be alone but I hate the distance from people I care about so deeply. Honestly I don't know what to think now... I know I'm not the best to be around. I wanna die everyday, so put me in a coffin. Ima pop 20 pills and hope nobody stops it. If I die don't act like it's shocking because I've gave them all the signs so I'm done talking. Well I guess that I gotta go now... been feeling like a candle that's about to go out. I roll up the dope cuz I need to slow down.
My vision turns black when I fade to the background... When I die I know they won't miss me. Watch, give it a week and then they will forget me. I live for the present, not the future or past. I roll up that gram and I just wanna relax. Don't wanna be alone, but I know it's for the best. My heads like my room 'cause that shit is a mess... You'll probably catch me in the backyard sparking a blunt because I haven't felt like myself in months. Got too attached and now I feel stupid...
I need to have a talk with myself. I feel so goddamn foolish...

I'm alone again.

A/N: Sorry for this but remember he can't die. He can be harmed though. Please stay safe out there... Stik isn't feeling the best.