Those unfamiliar faces brought me to another universe .

Away from the pain .

And then it started
The urge to know the names
The urge to know a little more that soon turned into knowing them better.

Drowning into the love , warmth they shared through what people call just a music video . That video that made me change the way of my life .

I started to know how to love myself , how to be happy and specially how to life for yourself .

I made friends so what if i can't meet them atleast they are there to hear my cries my pain my happiness , my everything without judging me .

I realised how the girl who used to cry on her pillow now has someone to hear her cries has someone who is there for her .

Not only did they enter my life but they also brought so many people to become a part of my life .

They taught me to show love to show sadness without any fear . They taught me to smile through the pain and face it.

But is all of this wrong

Cause i still get hated why becayse i started finding my happiness in something that is not in my own nation . Cause i found my happiness in something they did not .

It is so wrong to care for someone who is so far from you .

Is it wrong to be a fangirl ..........

I once again started falling in the pit hearing their comments this time not only about me but also about the reason of my happiness .

But now i learnt to ignore , to let it go , to stand staight with chin up without caring about those who hate , because i have them behind and the hundrends of friend i got .

I learned to fight for myself for happiness and for something i want.

They fight with other to show us love and i learnt to fight to have the love .

Maybe the little girl grew up .