Harry Styles P. O. V.

      I put my suit on. I am so not ready for this. This day is a day that I will want to forget but will never be able to. Once I have my suit on I go to may bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. I am trying to stay strong but I don't know how long I can stay strong.

I walk out of my bathroom and walk down stairs. Everyone is waiting for me. They all look at me with that look. They have been looking at me with that look ever since it happened. They all don't understand what I feel. I will never get that image out of my mind.

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We all get to the graveyard. This is where I have to say good bye to him. My hero. I have to give the big speech. The one that everyone is waiting for.

Everyone sits down and I stand. I am so scared. I am not ready to say good bye. Once I give this speech I know it means it is all true. He is really gone.

"And know I would like to bring Harry Edwards Style, step son of Rob, to say the last words." The priest said.

I walked up to the podium and everything went silent. My heart stopped. I was frozen. I wasn't ready but I had no choice. It's as if time had stopped. As if I had just witnessed the same thing again. Everything re played through my head.

"Today we are all here not to say goodbye but to remember Rob or dad. To remember all the good he has done for us. Now I am not good at goodbyes so I am going to say see you later." I take a big gulp. "I am so thankful that I got him as a stepdad but he was more than that to me. He was my role model. He was my Dad that I never had. I only hope that one day I will be as good of a dad as he didn't have to be. One day o will find someone that I will love and care so much about like he did to my family. To all you. So dad I love you and thank you. I always know that no matter what I will be able to talk to you. From all of us to you goodbye." I take a big breath and walked of the podium to my mom and held her hand. And my sisters hand. We all said our goodbyes and went our separate ways.

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I was in my room on my bed laying and looking through Instagram on my phone. I saw a lot of people having fun.

AUTHORS P. O. V.

Thank you guys for reading. I hope you are liking it. I know it is a slow start. But I have a plan. Hope you are ready. I am sorry for taking a while on writing this chapter I had some writers block.