SHE WAS MADE FOR SO MANY THINGS. For the great and the bad.

But also to bring him maximum pleasure.

That's it. That's already decided.

Acceptance dawned on Jared. An acceptance that no matter how Lily pained him in the past, that no matter how many secrets she keeps, that no matter how fucked up she turns out to be, he would never be man enough to run away from her.

Never when they met again.

Never even after her deadly fellatio and outstanding hand jobs.

Never even if she already left his wanting cock, slick with her spit, hard and hung up from the feel of her lips and tongue and mouth.

Sinundan niya si Lily ng mga mata. May kinuha ito sa drawer. He watched her walk lithely in her black lingerie bodysuit. A tight corset-designed top emphasized her curves he fantasized so much. A bra cup made of lace that only covered the lower half of her full, round breasts.

Lacy panties so small that it left her butt cheeks exposed, hugged with nothing but leather straps.

She saw him staring, so she cockily waved the silver handcuff she was carrying in a circling motion.

"Remember when you cuffed me weeks before? Hindi pa ako nakaka-get over d'on, Jared," ngisi nito.

He felt his chest tighten. "Mapaghiganti."

"You can say that," sampa nito sa kama.

Pumuwesto ito sa kanyang likuran, mabilis na hinila sa kanyang likod ang mga kamay, pinagpatong ang mga pulsuhan. He heard the clicking of the cuffs as they snapped close.

As he relaxed his arms, he felt the restrainment caused by the cuffs.

Lily rubbed his shoulders and whispered with her lips behind his ear.

"You don't have to do anything, Jared. Just release all that pent up tension, baby."

"That depends on the performance."

"When have I failed you in bed, Jared?" mayabang nitong saad bago yumakap sa kanyang bewang.

Iyon ay para abutin ang kanyang ari.

Napatingala siya. Napalunok. Ekspertong kumilos na naman ang mga kamay ni Lily. Kabilaang tumaas-baba. Sabay na humawak at madulas na humagod paikot sa magkaibang direksyon. Nanlalambot sa sarap na napasandal siya sa dalaga, halos kapusin ng hininga kakapigil sa sariling mag-ingay.

With his hands cuffed on his back, he felt the gap between Lily's thighs. He snuck his fingers and reached for her lace-covered pussy.

"Shit," she hissed, turned on by the tips of his fingers that poked her slit.

She began devouring the side of his neck. Her hands grew restless jacking him off while the other ran roughly all over his chest, stomach and waist. She touched him so hotly, the pressures of her caresses made him feel her need for him. Her lips studded their kisses on the side of his neck and trailed their way down to his shoulder. Napapikit siya, inangkla ng balikat ni Lily ang kanyang ulo. Sinamantala ng babae ang posisyong iyon para malapatan ng halik ang kanyang nakalantad na leeg.

Doon na siya tukuyang nagpaubaya. He closed his eyes as her kisses massaged all his tensions away. It's so impossible to run away from her. If her kisses could already disarm him this way, what more when she begins owning him?

It eventually happened.

She reached on her back, pulled some ribbons.

"Pull this off with your teeth," she cruelly demanded, pertaining to her bodysuit's ties.

She sat on his lap, placed the tip of the ribbon between his teeth.

Sunud-sunuran siyang hinila iyon. Tumulong ang babae sa pamamagitan ng pagtayo, palayo nang palayo hanggang sa tuluyang natanggal ang tali.

The black ribbon hung from his mouth when Lily spun to face him. She took her hands away from her breasts, letting the top of her bodysuit drop, exposing her healthy breasts.

Nginitian siya nito bago tinanggal sa kanyang harapan ang leather straps para tuluyang makapaghubo sa kanyang harapan.

Beautiful.

She bent down, between his legs. Kainis at hindi niya maabot ang mga dibdib nito, ang makinis na puwitan.

Nananadya ang babae na takamin siya. Halata sa pinukol nitong ngiti sa kanya bago hinagod ang puwitan at pinaglaruan sa kanyang harapan ang dibdib nito.

She squeezed a breast when she placed a hand between her thighs. Nakatukod sa sahig ang mga tuhod ni Lily nang simulan nito ang pagdaliri sa sarili.

"Don't worry. You'll get this later," taas-noo nito bago napaawang ang mga labi.

He watched, his mind screaming. Hoping she wouldn't cum already just because she fingered herself.

His hands itched while cuffed on his back. They clenched, so jealous of Lily's fast fingers.

"A-Ahh, Jared..." nasasarapan na ito sa ginagawa. "Just looking at you makes this fingering more... more fucking heavenly!"

He swallowed hard. The glaze-like gleam lining on the lips of Lily's pussy did not escape his eyes. Her juice. He felt parched, a thirst for her juice...

"Jared!" tigil agad nito, basa at nanlalagkit ang mga daliri nang hilain pababa ang kanyang pantalon.

Isang hilahan lang nito at tuluyan na siyang nahubuan ng dalaga.

Hinila siya nito pahiga sa kama. Dinaganan.

She placed his tip against her slit. Tinukso. Kiniskis muna sa hiwa nito ng makailang ulit ang kanyang kahabaan.

The way they rubbed only made him itch more. Totoo nga na masamang kamutin kung saan ka nangangati. Hindi nakakatulong. Lalo ka lang mangangati.

He could not bear it anymore.

"Ipasok mo na!" galit niyang awat dito.

"Masarap, Jared..." her voice wavered while she continued grinding against his stone hard cock.

"Alam ko, pero baka 'di pa ako nakakapasok, pumutok na 'to."

"Eh, 'di sa susunod na round ka bumawi," nanghahamong titig ng lasing sa pagnanasang mga mata nito sa kanya, pinamumulahan na ng mukha.

Bumakat sa kanyang leeg ang sariling litid. "Kung i-stress-in mo lang ako nang ganito, wala nang susunod na round!"

"So impatient," mapang-asar na ang ngisi nito.

"Oo dahil kanina pa ako tirik na tirik dito!"

She chuckled. Damn, she chuckled. Lalo tuloy siyang tinigasan.

Tumuwad na ito, dahilan para mas lumapit ang mukha sa kanyang mukha.

She smiled at him, then eyed for his lips. Her kiss crushed against his. Nag-angat ng ulo si Jared para matugunan nang mas maigi ang mainit nitong halik. As their torrid kisses ensued, she felt her hand slip his cock inside her.

Lily moaned in between their kisses.

That very moment he reached her deepest, Jared tossed his head back and gloriously smiled while releasing a breathy groan full of relief.

"Oh... Ah... yes..."

"Mmm... Jared!" she, in turn, was breathy as she sighed.

Sinakyan siya ni Lily ng paulit-ulit. Nakaposas man siya o hindi, hindi siya tututol kundi uungol. Masakit na naiipit ng kanyang likuran ang nakaposas na mga kamay, pero hindi niya alintana iyon dahil sa sarap.

With his cuffed hands against the back of his hips, it elevated his lower body, helping his cock reach Lily deeper when she rides him.

So, fucking good.

Walang humpay na sarap ang hatid ng masiglang pagkabayo ng babae sa kanya. Her energy made the bed creak, she jumped on him like a bunny. That alone was already a glimpse of heaven. Napaawang na lang ang kanyang mga labi, natulala sa kawalan habang naninigas ang mga hita sa sobrang sarap.

"Jared..." she moaned, her delicate hands slipping and sliding over his arms... his chest...

It felt so good to be held by her...

"Lily..." he softly breathed, feeling his eyes about to roll back.

Until he made a wrong move.

To stop his eyes from rolling back, he lifted his head. Jared decided to watch her. He watched for minutes before having a realization. He burned, angry at her again.

After relaxing him with her touches, fellatio and kisses, here she goes-- nag-eenjoy sa pagsakay sa kanya. He felt her bounce on his lap, his cock stretching when she's pulling up her hips, then being squeezed by her pelvic muscles when she lowers down her hips to drive his length belly-deep inside her.

Jared panted, watching her smirk with thrill. Nasa pagkagat nito ng pang-ibabang labi ang gigil. Binilisan pa nito ang pagsakay sa kanya. She pressed her hands below his chest, nodded her head to flick back her swinging hair off her face.

Lily's skin shimmered with sweat against the low yellow lighting of the room. She looked like sunrise in the middle the sultry darkness. Her blonde hair bounced, full of life that matched the spark in her lust-hazed eyes.

Lily was having the time of her life, doing whatever she wants with his body.

While here he was, cuffed. Unable to touch her where he wanted to.

Her idea of destressing is so selfish. Just like way back in Belgium. She said that time that it will work out that way, because he needed sex to forget his life's disappointments. When in reality, each sex they had was to regain her self-confidence in the sex department, crushed by that ex named Oliver.

And now, the same thing repeated itself. She said this would take his stress away. When in truth, this sex is only for her own pleasure.

Kasi, nanggigigil na siya sa dalaga. Hind niya ito mahawakan man lang dahil sa posas.

Parang ikamamatay niya kapag hindi ito nahawakan.

"What's wrong, Jared?" hagod ng dalaga sa kanyang dibdib.

He would usually say nothing. Nasanay na siya sa ganoon mula nang maging psychologist. Kasi kapag Psychologist, akala niya, dapat laging rational. Dapat laging okay. Dapat laging mentally stable. Dapat walang pinagdadaanang issues na hindi kontrolado.

Dapat, laging okay lang.

But not tonight. Not when he suddenly remembered he's with Lily.

And with Lily, he's not a Psychologist.

He's Jared Guillermo.

"This is making me more stressed," he moaned.

She worried. "H-How..."

"You fuck so good, but... but I want to touch you."

She sat still, his cock still inside her. Unti-unti na siyang nanlalambot.

Soft panting slipped between Lily's lips while staring sadly at him.

"What is fucking for, if I can't touch you..." pikit niya, naghahabol ng hininga.

He winced. Fuck. Why did he say that? Baka isipin ni Lily hindi ito magaling. That's the reason why since they began having sex in Belgium, puro okay lang siya sa ginagawa nila. Dahil ayaw niyang isipin ni Lily na hindi na ito magaling sa kama...

Of course, she's great. But there are times when he wanted to try something else in bed too... To clarify, do something else, not someone else.

Dahil ayaw niyang iparamdam sa babae kung ano ang pinaramdam dito ng Oliver na 'yon.

"Dapat kanina mo pa sinabi."

Pigil niya ang hininga sa narinig.

Umalis si Lily sa ibabaw niya at pinatagilid siya.

She carefully removed his cuffs before straddling him again.

Jared noticed his cock. Napatingin tuloy doon si Lily.

"Lumambot na," aniya rito.

"So?" she sat on his cock and slowly grind on it with her slit scratching back and forth. "Madali ka lang namang patigasin."

Naningkit ang kanyang mga mata. "You're so full of yourself."

"Wanna touch me, right?" she grinned. "Go on. Touch me."

He seized the opportunity. He groped her all over. Nilamas, piniga at tinapik-tapik niya ang bilugan nitong mga dibdib. Dinama ang kurba ng katawan, hinagod at pinisil ang puwitan. His hands wandered and left no place untouched. Sinabayan iyon ng paghipo sa kanya ni Lily. Tumuwad ito para halik-halikan siya sa dibdib, sa gilid ng leeg, sa lalamunan. At nang magkrus ng landas ang kanilang mga labi, lalo silang nahayok. He grabbed her smooth ass and stroked them while they kept on kissing.

Lily's other hand snuck between their bodies, reached for his cock and gave it a circling strokes with a few tugging.

And she was right. Mabilis na nabuhayan siya.

Nanigas kaagad.

They rushed, heated and impatient. Lily grabbed a condom sachet, tore it open with her fingers. Inagaw niya ang condom, nagmamadaling sinuotan ang sarili. Lily straddled him, rode him and circled her hips. She rode him, then next thing, he was already fucking her from behind. Then sideways. Then with Lily on top of him.

Jared held Lily's cheek, caressed her with a thumb as she released a shaky, moan while cumming, soaking his cock wet while her hips kept moving, driving his cock in and out her hole.

"Gusto ko pa! Gusto ko pa!" maktol nito, maluha-luha sa sarap dahil ayaw pang matapos ang makamundong sarap.

Ayaw matapos pero nakaraos na ang katawan. Doon nagagalit ang dalaga.

Her body shook as she sunk her face at the crook of his neck. Niyakap niya ang babae ng isang braso. Humihingal na nilapatan niya ito ng halik sa tuktok ng ulo.

"Shhh..." he murmured to soothe her.

"Jared..." nanlalambot na protesta nito. "Ako ang masusunod..."

She was cut off by her own wistful sigh.

Kampante sa suot na condom kaya hapong napatingala si Jared. His eyes rolled back as he closed them while reaching for his cock to slowly pull it out. He throbbed while on his way out of Lily's hole. He smiled like an idiot as he fountained and filled his condom with cum to the brim. Then he heard his cock finally pop out, free from Lily's pelvic muscles.

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"MAY RESTO NAMAN SA THE ORG," hikab ni Lily, "bakit hindi tayo d'on magbreakfast?" She sighed. "Inaantok pa ako, eh."

Jared seated comfortably beside her in that restaurant's booth seats covered with white leather.

Nasa tabi ng dalaga ang glass wall. That wall showed a sight that overviewed the city-- streets already bustling with people and vehicles in a soft, sunlit Sunday dawn.

Baka makita pa tayo d'on nila Walter.

Nang lingunin si Lily, nahuli niya ang nag-aabang nitong tingin sa kanya.

She frowned. Sabay bagsak nito ng ulo pasandal sa kanyang balikat.

"Jared..." buntong-hininga nito.

"Don't you like it here? Mabango ang kape nila rito."

Her hand slyly found his thigh and gently stroked.

"Oo. Pero nananakit pa talaga ang katawan ko." She groaned. "Maaan, sobrang dami ba ng clients mo kahapon at ganoon karami ang stress na gusto mong matanggal? Apat na round?"

"Is that a complaint?" ngisi niya bago sumimsim ng kape. "You insisted to be the one in charge, right? Sunud-sunuran mo ako. Ginawa ko lahat ng posisyon na gusto mo."

At hindi lang apat na round ang aabutin mo sa akin kung 24-hours tayong naka-book sa The Org. Pasalamat ka, isang gabi lang tayo d'on.

"Yeah, but..." ang pilyang babae, sumiple ng dakma sa kanya sa ilalim ng mesa. Pinigilan ni Jared ang mapangiti. Her hand cupped his crotch before stroking up and down, following its curve. "Ginusto mo rin naman 'yon."

"Dapat lang na gustuhin ko. The goal is to destress me, right?"

"Napaka-utak mo. When will I ever outsmart you?"

Binaba niya ang cup ng kape. "You already outsmarted me twice."

Actually, thrice.

"Twice?" tingala nito sa kanya, nakasandal pa rin ang ulo sa kanyang balikat.

"One, when you didn't show up to me in Antwerp. Two, you made me agree to fucking you again."

Third, you made me want you.

Napatuwid ito ng upo. Hindi makapaniwalang tingin ang pinukol sa kanya.

"Parang pinapalabas mo pang napipilitan ka lang!" panlalaki ng mga mata nito.

Jared turned to her, admiring the way the soft rising sun's light accented her form. She wore a light, cotton long-sleeved shirt in white and a pink tennis skirt. As casual as his dark green fitting shirt and black jeans. Medyo nagulo ang bagsak nitong buhok dahil sa pagsandal sa kanya.

Ang mga mata? Namumungay. Magaganda at kulay beer sa ilalim ng mahahabang pilik. Her lips were sore and natural pink. She has that after-sex glow-- bare faced and beautiful.

"Nakakainis ka talaga," kurot nito sa braso niya na nagbalik sa kanya sa realidad.

Natatawang binalik ni Jared sa almusal na kape at sandwich ang tingin.

"I don't really know," he inhaled deeply. "Masakit pa rin na iniwan mo ako noon, pero..."

Natahimik ang babae. Lingid sa kanya ang paglungkot ng mukha nito.

"Pero sex lang naman ang mamamagitan sa atin, 'di ba? As long as it stays that way, I have nothing to worry about, right?" he turned to her.

Biglang pinasigla ng babae ang ngiti.

"What have I said in the first place? I just want to fuck you one last time, right?"

"Pero naulit."

"You need a stress relief."

But I know there's an ulterior motive to this, Jared thought. You don't just do something like this for a simple reason like that.

"Yes," sagot na lang ni Jared sa dalaga.

"I want sex. You want stress relief." Hinarap ni Lily ang in-order nitong kape at pancakes. "So don't worry about anything. Don't be suspicious!"

She picked up her fork and began eating her honey drizzled with butter melted on top pancake.

He watched her eat. It still looked cute. Lily, despite the fashionable clothing and socialite-like appearance could still be so simple. Simple in a refreshing way.

"Lily," he tilted, his upper body facing hee direction as he held his cup of coffee.

"Hm?" ngumunguya pa ito.

"Why do you care about Variant so much?"

Kita sa mukha nito ang pagtataka.

"I just wondered," paliwanag niya. "You're not in good terms with your family. So why care about a company where you are treated like you don't deserve a higher position?"

Nakalunok na ito ng kinakain. Uminom saglit ng kape bago pumalumbaba sa mesa nang nakaharap sa kanya.

"Why I care? Kasi, who knows? Baka sa akin mapunta ang kompanya."

Mataas talaga ang confidence ng babae. Bakit hindi?

"You think, your siblings will allow that to happen?"

"I don't think so, but one day, they'll be left with no choice." Mayabang ang ngiti nito. "Pasasaan at sa akin din mapupunta ang Variant."

"So, you always depend with getting something because others have no other choice but to give it to you?"

Makahulugan ang ngiti ng babae. "Alam mo, Jared... Minsan, hindi mo dapat ipilit ang isang bagay para makuha mo. If it's for you, no one can decide about it. No one has the choice to deprive you of what's really for you."

"But sometimes, you have to work for something in order to deserve it, right?"

Matagal itong nakipagtitigan sa kanya bago magaang sumagot.

"No. Diyan ka nagkakamali. Hindi por que pinaghirapan mo, pinag-effort-an mo o pinagbuhusan mo ng panahon at oras ay deserve mo na ang isang bagay... o isang tao." She gently sipped his coffee.

His, freaking , coffee!

Hindi na niya pinuna na mali ang nadampot nitong cup.

"That'd be like forcing to have them just because you worked hard to get them."

"Then what is the use of trying, if you can't get what you want?"

She put down his coffee cup. "What I am trying to say is, kung napipilitan ka lang namang gawin ang isang bagay dahil sa tingin mo deserve mo 'yong makukuha mo d'on, don't even bother trying. I don't recommend working hard for something to make you feel deserving of it."

Nakakalito.

But her final sentences cleared it up for him.

"Just... just express yourself. If you love Variant so much, stick around even if you're so bored with your job. If you love a person, stick around even if they don't want you anymore."

He could not breathe... metaphorically. Her words just hit differently.

"As long as you want a company, you'll stay there. As long you love a person, you'll keep making them feel that. Not because you deserve a raise in salary or a higher position. Not because you deserve to be loved back. But just because... that's what you want. That's what you feel."

Dadamputin na naman ni Lily ang cup ng kanyang kape. Uunahan niya dapat ang dalaga pero naunahan siya nito dahil napatanga siya sa mga sinabi nito.

He just watched her drink his coffee.

His heart felt... different.