"LILY!" habol ni Jade sa kanya sa gate.

Tumigil siya sa paglalakad at nilingon ang nanay ni Jared. Hinintay niyang makalapit ang ginang sa kanya. Inabutan siya nito ng pabaong pagkain. Nakalagay iyon sa transparent na tupperware kaya kita niya ang lamang magkakapatong na pita wraps.

"Nakwento mo during breakfast na mag-isa ka lang sa bahay," paalala nito. "So, have these when you get home."

Pumaling ang ngiti niya. "This is too much."

"Just take it," Jade shoved the tupperware between her hands. Napahawak doon si Lily para hindi mahulog. "Magiging tiring ang byahe mo pauwi. You'll be hungry and have no energy to cook for yourself. I am sure of that."

That's when her smile for Jared's mom grew warm. She stared at the tupperware for a while.

Her own mother's words echoed in her mind.

You need to be reliable. And you'll only be one if you can take care of yourself on your own.

Ang nanay niya na parang ibang-iba ang mindset kung ikukumpara kay Jade.

Nahihiya man, nag-angat siya ng tingin sa ginang para salubungin ang mga mata nito. Jade made her smile sweeter, making Lily widen her smile for her.

"Maraming salamat dito. Aalis na ho kami."

Naramdaman niya ang kamay ni Jared sa kanyang siko. Ginabayan siya ng binata sa pinto ng driver's seat ng kotse niya. Bukas na iyon dahil kanina pa hinanda ni Jared. Inabot niya ang tupperware sa binata at sumakay na. Binawi niya ulit ang tupperware bago isara ang pinto.

Kita ni Lily sa gilid ng kanyang mata ang pagkaway ni Jared sa ina nito. Nakatanaw lang ang babae sa kanila hanggang sa nasa tabi na niya sa kotse ang binata. Sakto namang lapag niya noon sa dashboard ng tupperware na bigay ng nanay nito.

Lily turned to Jade's direction, gave her a polite nod with a smile before she started her car.

Matagal-tagal na rin siyang nagmamaneho, nasa daan ang tingin nang basagin ang katahimikan sa pagitan nila ni Jared.

"Is she really like that?"

"Ang nanay ko?" sulyap nito bago napunta sa harap ang tingin. "Oo."

"No wonder you had a hard time hating her. Hindi ba, galit na galit ka noon sa kanya dahil hindi ka man lang niya pinagtanggol sa tatay mo? She just sat there and allowed your father to pressure you to a profession you're not passionate about?"

Hindi umimik si Jared. Nagpatuloy si Lily. She had to keep talking. Naniniwala siya na kapag nagsalita pa siya, mapipilit niyang mag-respond sa kanya ang binata. She just had to mention a word or two that would provoke him or something.

"What about your father? How did the two of you get into good terms?"

"Lily..." tila saway nito.

"I'm just confused, Jared. I can't believe how you could be in good terms with those people! You're still surrounding yourself with those people who hurt you!"

Walang sinagot doon ang binata. Huli na nang mapagtanto ni Lily kung ano ang kanyang inumpisahan.

Ang kapal ng mukha niyang manumbat sa mga desisyon sa buhay ni Jared; sa kung sino ang hahayaan nitong pumaligid dito. Eh, isa rin naman siya sa mga taong iyon.

Tulad ng pamilya nito, isa rin siya sa mga taong nakasakit sa damdamin ni Jared. And guess what? He still let her back in to his life.

That guilt only gave her one choice on how to compensate for the pain she caused him. This is the only way possible for her at the moment to show Jared that even if she caused him pain, unlike his family that she still couldn't understand, there is still a good reason for him to keep her in his life.

The sex. The way she relieves his stress through sex.

The way their BDSM helps him moderate his yes-man problems.

Even if those were her only purpose in her life now, Lily would take whatever it takes for Jared to keep her in his life. At siya na ang bahalang dumiskarte kung paano sila magkakatuluyan sa huli...

Sisimulan na niya.

"Sa The Org tayo didiretso," mahigpit niyang anunsyo.

"Will I be punished—"

"No. The case is, you haven't fucked me last night. Pinagbigyan kita. So, now, you have to return the favor, Subby." Humigpit ang kamay niya sa manibela. "Siguro naman, papayag ka dahil sa The Org na natin gagawin."

"I'm your Sub. So, I have to obey my Mistress."

She should smile at that. She won.

But she couldn't... for some reason, she felt pained.

Masakit lang ang dating sa kanya na pumapayag si Jared na mag-sex sila dahil iyon ang role nito. Ang maging submissive sa kanya. Ang sumunod lang sa mga gusto niya. Ang makinig lang sa mga sinasabi niya. Ang magpagamit sa kanya.

"But before going to The Org," anito sa magaang boses, "pwede bang mag-stop over muna tayo? Kainin muna natin itong pinabaon ni Mom habang mainit-init pa."

Pinagbigyan niya ito. "Sure, Subby."

.

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SUOT NA NILA ANG MGA ROBA nang marating ang napiling silid sa The Org.

Black peg boards hung on the walls on either side of the bed. Nakasabit sa mga iyon ang iba't ibang BDSM tools and sex toys. Ang kama naman na naghihintay sa kanila ay gawa sa itim na leather na diamond tufted.

Lily stopped close to the edge of the bed. She pivoted to face Jared who stopped on his tracks.

"Are you ready, Subby?"

"Yes, Ma'am," sigurado nitong sagot.

She narrowed her eyes on him. "Then, show it."

Hindi ito tumalima. Nakalimot yata ang binata sa mga tinuro niya kagabi.

"Do the pose, Jared baby," dismayado niyang iling dito.

He was alerted by that. Biglang nakaalala. Mabilis na tumindig ito ng tuwid, nasa likuran ang mga kamay habang malaki ang pagkakabuka ng mga hita at binti.

Dahan-dahan siyang humakbang, mukhang palapit dito. "I want to inspect you."

He knew now what to do. Tinaas nito sa likod ng ulo ang mga kamay at braso.

Hindi niya tinuloy ang paglapit sa lalaki. Lumiko siya at kinuha mula sa pagkakabitin sa peg board ang isang itim na BDSM crop. She checked the material by sampling a few hits on her palm. Lumagitik iyon sa lakas na intensyon niya bago hinimas ang flat na dulo niyon. Gawa ang dulo ng crop sa leather, makinis ang finish. She gently ran it across the skin of her other arm. Its texture sent her a thrill— perfect.

She pinched on that flat end and pulled it down gently. Sa prosesong iyon, nabaluktot niya ang katawan ng crop. She nodded in satisfaction. Flexible naman. Pagbitaw sa dulo ng crop, kumaway-kaway iyon bago muling tumuwid.

Lily checked her grip on the handle. Niluwagan at hinigpitan niya ng ilang beses ang pagkakahawak doon. Sinanay niya saglit ang sarili bago naging komportable sa paghawak niyon.

Nang harapin niya si Jared, nakapako pa rin ang binata sa posisyon nito.

She could not help wondering what was already running at the back of his mind. Habang naghihintay ang binata, ano kaya ang inaasahan nitong gagawin niya?

Mahina niyang tinapik ng dulo ng crop ang buhol sa roba nito.

"Tanggalin mo. Then, go back to your position."

Nakakapagtaka. Walang pagkataranta sa binata nang sundin ang inuutos niya. In fact, he did more than what she asked for. Tuluyan na nitong hinubad ang roba sa kanyang harap.

Bilang niyang apat ang pandesal nito. Hindi matambok pero may pahiwatig ng hati sa tiyan nito. Dahil sa pagkakataas ng mga braso, mayabang na nakaliyad ang matigas nitong mga dibdib.

His dark nipples. Would he moan maniacally when she lick them? Fuck. What was she thinking? Bakit hindi niya iyon nagawa noon pa?

She hid the gnashing of her teeth. Kailangan niyang magkontrol, magtimpi. She's Jared's Domme. Dommes are in control in the BSDM set-up, so they should act like one.

Lily languidly circled Jared. Mabagal ang lakad niya dahil mabusising sinisipat ng kanyang mga mata ang kabuuan nito. Too bad he was flawless. She only thirst for him the longer she looked at his naked splendor.

But just to make sure...

Pinalo niya ang likuran ng binti nito.

She heard his sharp gasp.

"Can still keep up, Jared baby?"

"Yes, Ma'am," maagap nitong sagot. There was a hiss in his voice, an obvious indication that he was trying to endure the shock and pain he received.

Tinabit ni Lily ng paa ang likod ng tuhod nito.

Alertong tinigasan ni Jared ang pagkakatayo.

"Impressive, Subby," she said lowly, already walking in front of him. She gave him a side glance. Doon niya nakita ang pagtigas ng anyo ng binata. "Mukhang makakatagal ka sa kama. Hindi malambot ang tuhod mo."

"I'm still biking," paliwanag nito na nagpaalala sa kanya na gawain nga pala iyon ni Jared sa Belgium.

Ang mag-bike.

"Well this time, ako naman ang magba-bike," marumi niyang ngisi dito bago kinaladkad ang dulo ng crop sa walang buhay nitong pagkalalaki. She stroked him and could not help lifting a corner of her lips when his cock jerked and lifted a bit. Tumigas na ito ng kaunti.

She met his eyes. "Be my bike, Jared baby."

He took in a deep breath. "Yes, Ma'am."

"Good. Now stand still, like bikes do," luhod niya sa harap nito.

Lily had no second thoughts. She placed his cock in her mouth and suckled gently. Nilaro-laro niya ito ng dila bago nilabas-masok sa kanyang bibig. She continued her blow job, her head motioning up when she pull him out and lowering when she take him in deeper. Nagpaulit-ulit iyon habang halos lumabas na ang ugat sa mga braso at binti ni Jared sa sobrang pagpipigil. Ilang ulit itong napalunok, pinanindigan ang manatiling bato sa posisyon nito kahit sobrang hirap.

"Ngh."

She stopped upon hearing that.

Jared released a heavy sigh. "Ma'am..."

"I'll stop again if you make a sound," tingala niya rito.

Lumunok ito. "Please..."

Lily resumed. She coated his length with her spit until he was completely slippery. Bumilis ang pagsubo niya rito. Sa matiyaga niyang pagsubo sa lalaki, dama niya ang pag-unat nito sa pagitan ng kumikilos niyang mga labi. Unti-unting umunat ang lalaki hanggang sa sumasapul na ang ulo nito sa bukana ng kanyang lalamunan.

She readied herself, took a deep breast before she shoved him in greedily.

Her gagging reflex began knocking, but experience taught Lily how to manage it. She kept Jared's tip on her throat, her pulsing muscles from mouth to throat clenching his cock like a vagina made him flinch.

His body stiffed, and would probably explode. Sobra-sobrang parusa na ang dulot ng pagpapatahimik niya rito. Buti at niluwa agad ni Lily ang ari nito. Doon ito nagpakawala ng makamundong paghinga.

But his relief doesn't start there. Because his pain was only about to begin.

Hinila niya ang binata. Walang anu-anong tinulak sa kama.

"Sumandal ka sa headboard," anas niya habang kinakalag ang pagkakatali ng kanyang roba.

Sumunod ito.

Lily gritted her teeth. Kainis. Namimintig na agad ang puson niya. Puno agad ang pantog na kumikiliti hanggang sa pagitan ng kanyang mga hita. Her wetness was starting to peek through her pussy's lips.

Mabilis niyang sinamahan doon ang lalaki, tinulak sa dibdib para mapasandal ng pirmi sa headboard. Agresibong binuka ni Lily ang mga hita nito. Their legs criss-crossed before she pulled his left thigh and swung it over her shoulder.

Jared flinched. "L-Lily—"

She lunged closer, lifting his thigh higher.

Nasaktan ito. Napadaing. Pero kailangang magtiis ng binata.

One of her hands pinned his arm against the headboard. The other held his slick cock.

Pinosisyon niya ang nakatirik nitong ari. She pressed his tip against her slit, rubbed it against her so roughly it felt like it will never end. No matter how hard he scratched her there, she only itched for him more.

"J-Jared baby," she hissed and finally put him inside.

He released a heated pant. Then, a long groan as Lily lowered her hips that made him slide, stop, sliiiide then poke deep inside her.

"Ah, shit," tingala niya, muntikan nang mapapikit nang maalala ang gusto niyang kalabasan nito.

Hinablot ni Lily ang malayang kamay ni Jared na napahawak na pala sa kanyang balakang. Pinako rin niya iyon sa headboard ng kama. Nakadipa na ang kinahinatnang posisyon ng mga braso ng lalaki, nakaunat na mistulang hawakan ng isang bisikleta.

"I'll start using you now, bike," she teased with a smirk. "Don't you ever cum until I say so."

Then, Lily began alternatively pushing her knees left and right.

Patagilid siyang aangat, patagilid ding babaon. Magkabilaan hanggang sa binilisan pa niya ng binilisan. And because of adding up that energy, sweat began filming on her skin, glazing her like thin honey.

Her eyes shifted from their sex to his eyes. From her working knees and thighs to Jared's flinches and sighs. Manginig-nginig sa pagpipigil na dumiin ang pagkakasandal ng likuran ng ulo nito sa malaking headboard ng kama. Napatingala kaya lumantad ang Adam's apple nito. He made a few hard swallows as he suppressed his moans and groans.

Lily took her ride to the extreme, she made sure to combine it with pelvic-muscle squeezes. She knew that would be explosive for Jared. Imagine his cock being squeezed and stroked at the same time— squeezed by her pelvic muscles, stroked by the friction that her riding causes.

Hindi niya masisisi kung tuluyan na itong napaungol nang malakas.

Siyang mabigat na bagsak niya paupo kaya sumagad ito sa kanya. His eyes opened wide as he groaned in utter pleasure. Sumabay doon ang ungol niya bago napayuko at humihingal na tinukod sa baba ng binata ang kanyang noo.

Nagsisimula pa lang sila. She left Jared's lap.

"Sa dulo ng kama," baba niya sa gilid ng higaan. "Bilisan mo."

Jared bounced off from leaning against the headboard. May dinaanan siyang peg board at tiyak na kinuha ang isa sa mga nakasabit doon. Gumapang si Jared sa kama at halos sabay sila nang marating ang paanan niyon. Pagkababa ni Jared ng mga paa, pumuwesto sa harapan nito si Lily.

Kinabig niya ang lalaki. He stepped forward as a result, giving Lily room to position behind him. Siyang hablot niya sa magkabilang pulsuhan nito at pinagpatong sa likuran ng lalaki. Nanatili iyon sa bandang balakang nito nang posasan ni Lily.

"Keep still, Subby," her tone was biting and exciting. Mapang-akit na humaplos ang kanyang mga daliri sa likuran ng balikat ni Jared. Medyo tumingkayad si Lily para mailapit ang mga labi sa likuran ng tainga nito. "And watch how it's done."

"I can't serve you if I am cuffed, Ma'am," higit ni Jared ang paghinga nang sabihin iyon.

Bumalik si Lily sa harapan nito.

"Nice try," she grinned, touching his cheek before giving it a soft pat. Lily fiercely stared into his deep, dark eyes. "You'll still be cuffed, Subby. Hanggang kailan? It depends. Be a good bike and I might uncuff you."

Hindi na ito sumagot kaya nakangiting tinalikuran ni Lily ang lalaki.

Lily began teasing him, rubbing the back of her body against his'. Nang lumapat ang gilid ng kanyang ulo sa pisngi ni Jared, naramdaman niya ang paglingon nito ng kaunti. His eyes hotly lowered and thirsted for her red parted lips. Siyang kiskis ni Lily ng kanyang likuran sa matigas nitong dibdib. Sinabay niya roon ang pag-ikot ng mga balakang. She intentionally grind her butt against his cock, making him grow more stone hard. Sa tigas ng lalaki, lalo siyang ginanahang igiling ang katawan para diinan ang pagkiskis dito.

Her seductive performance paid off, Lily could hear it in his deep sigh. Napatingala ang lalaki, pinapatatag ang mga binti para hindi bumigay. She turned her head. Hindi natuloy ang balak niyang tingalain ang lalaki, dahil nakaharap ang mukha nito sa kanya. Her eyes leveled with his chiseled jaw, slightly stubbled chin and soft peach lips.

A juicy peach that she wanted to suck.

"Oh, damn, Jared baby," she moaned helplessly.

Lumayo siya bago tuluyang bumigay sa hiling ng puso na makahalik dito.

She carefully bent over, her shiny bubbly ass facing him. Lily parted her legs wider.

"Oh, Lily," he could not help sighing as he looked at her. "I want to touch—" he abruptly stopped and swallowed.

Pagkatuwad kasi ni Lily, pinadaan niya sa pagitan ng mga hita ang kamay. She reached for his cock— hard, slick and erect. She pulled Jared's cock, his body followed which brought them closer. That made him stop speaking.

Jared eyed her, clenching his hands cuffed behind him in intense suppression. Mas pinatigas ng binata ang mga hita at binti.

Lily inhaled deeply and began stroking herself using Jared's cock.

She heard his low grunt.

"Shove it in anytime you want, Ma'am," he offered, but he sounded more like begging for her to do it already.

"Don't tell me what to do," mariing sagot dito ni Lily habang nakatuwad sa harapan ng lalaki.

Lalong tumirik ang binata sa paulit-ulit niyang pagkiskis ng ari nito sa kanyang hiwa. And Lily had no reason to deny because she knew Jared could already feel her. Her wetness was seeping more between her vaginal lips, escaping her to coat Jared's cock.

"Yes, Ma'am..." tingala nito, napapikit bago unti-unting nagbago ang ekspresyon ng mukha.

Unti-unting nagmulat ang mga mata ni Jared, namilog. Sumunod ang pag-awang ng mga labi nito. He felt his cock being stuffed inside Lily. Literally stuffed, for he was too big he had to stretch Lily's hole wider everytime he enters her.

"A-Ah..." hindi napigilan ni Lily ang mahinang pagdaing.

As the first inches of his cock securely held itself in place, Lily let go of him. Humawak ang babae sa magkabilang pisngi ng puwitan nito. She pulled them in opposite directions, stretching her wide before painstakingly slowly pushed back.

Parang hinihiwa si Lily sa maingat at mabagal na paglalim ng pagkakatuhog sa kanya ni Jared. Binigla niya ang huling pagtulak kaya kapwa sila napaungol nang sumagad ang binata sa kanya.

Lily released the breath she had been holding in throughout the process. She panted and trembled.

That moment turned into a silence before the storm.

Nang maihanda na ni Lily ang sarili, inabante niya ang balakang. Sabay atras.

"Fuck!" she groaned as Jared's tip poked her within the belly.

Lily almost coughed. He's so damn fucking good. Sagad kung sagad!

Tinuloy-tuloy na niya ang pag-atras-abante ng balakang. Lumabas-pasok sa kanya si Jared nang paulit-ulit hanggang sa bilisan pa niya ng bilisan.

Sa sobrang sarap manginig-nginig na ang kanyang mga binti.

Inabot ng isa niyang kamay ang mga tuhod sabay angat ng ulo. She flinched and moaned as Jared's cock drove inches deeper with her every move.

Tears pooled at the corner of her eyes.

Wala siyang kamalay-malay na lumipad na sa kawalan ang utak at katinuan ni Jared. His mouth dropped open, a crazed look writ in his eyes as he watched himself come undone with her every push and pull. As Lily pushed her butt back and slammed against his belly, his knees already completely gave up. Natulak si Jared ng kanyang puwitan kaya napaupo ito sa kama. He bounced and ended up lying there on his back.

Humihingal na napatitig ang binata sa kisame. Sinampal ito para magising mula sa masarap na panaginip. His cock stretched upward. His tip slightly flicked as he shot up one cum after another, before it spurted like a lava and slid down the sides of his length.

Nanghihinang napapikit ang binata. His lips shuddered as his cum overflowed.

Naghabol ng hininga si Lily. She could not help but fall deeper for Jared. He didn't shy away from showing this side of him. Ang side nito na tao lang ito, may pangangailangan. Nago-orgasm. Nanghihina. Nanginginig din ang mga labi. Napapapikit sa sarap. Nilalabasan.

Marupok.

Mayabang na tinukod ni Lily ang isang paa sa kama, katabi ng balakang nito.

She leaned over him, eyed Jared with piercing eyes.

"Who told you to cum, Subby?" she hissed.

Humihingal ng mahina na nagmulat ito ng mga mata. Her gaze met his half-closed eyes.

"Lily..."

She lowered herself, picked up his cock— still hard— and wiped off the cum with her long, stroking suck.

"Ngh..." mariing pangangalit ng mga ngipin ng binata kasabay ng pagtingala. Halos lumabas ang litid sa leeg kasabay ng pagtigas ng buong katawan.

She sucked him clean, leaving his cock reddish before she immediately rode him.

"Lily, no... masakit—" Jared's sharp inhale cut him off. He felt scraped as his after-cum cock slipped inside her deeply. The torturous it felt as her muscles clenched his meat.

"Should have thought of that before cumming without my permission," matalim niyang titig dito at sinimulan ang mabilis na pagsakay dito.

Pigil niya ang mapaungol. Damn, he's still so hard. Lalo tuloy siyang ginanahang bilisan ang pag-alog sa kandungan nito.

"L-Lily! Lily!" naghalo ang ungol at daing ng binata.

"I told you to not cum, didn't I?" marahas niyang paalala dito. "I fucked you, dahil naniwala akong susunod ka sa utos ko! I trusted you! I—"

Bumigay siya, dumukwang sa ibabaw ni Jared nang nakatukod sa magkabilang gilid nito ang mga kamay at braso. Dahil doon, tumaas ang kanyang puwitan. His cock popped as it slipped out of her hole.

Sa posisyong iyon, magkatapat na ang mukha nila Lily at Jared. Siya ang nasa ibabaw, si Jared naman sa kanyang ilalim. His flinch slowly dissipated. Unti-unting pumayapa ang mukha nito.

Hindi niya na hinintay pang magmulat ang mga mata nito.

Nahihiyang napayuko si Lily. Mga hingal na lang nila ang maririnig sa silid.

Siya itong hindi katiwa-tiwala. How dare she say those things to Jared. Pagkapahiya ang lumukob sa kanya. Hindi niya alam kung saan mag-uumpisa. Because any minute now, Jared would ask what made her stop.

"Lily," she heard him say her name softly.

Hindi siya makatingin dito. "I'm being a terrible Domme again, am I?"

Dama niya ang mapang-unawa nitong titig. "Will you give up being my Domme because of that?"

Nadurog siya sa narinig. Dapat nga sumuko na lang siguro siya. But could she give up on Jared? Kung hindi siya, sino na ang gaganap sa role niya bilang Domme nito? Could she trust anyone to have intentions as good as hers in dominating Jared?

"No," mahina niyang wika bago nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob makipagtitigan sa mga mata nito. "I'll be better. I'll do better, Subby. So, learn from this, okay? If I can be better, you can be a better Sub too." She just could not help it. Lily lovingly reached for his face, stroked his cheek as their gazes soldered. "So, don't feel bad anymore, if you didn't manage to control your cum."

Jared weakly smiled at her. "I feel so honored right now."

Nagsalubong ang mga kilay niya. Her thumb still gently stroked the space beside his lips.

"What's so honorable with this?"

"Because you seemed to have given up when it comes to your family. To fixing your issues with them. But with me, you chose to try again and do better."

Hindi niya alam ang isasagot doon.

Tama si Jared. Ilang beses na niyang sinubukang makuha muli ang tiwala ng kanyang pamilya. Pero ilang beses din siyang nag-fail, kaya sumuko na lang siya.

She could not help the hurt as she looked at Jared's eyes.

Sa loob-loob ba ni Jared, napapaisip ito kung ilang beses niyang susubukan maging mas mabuting Domme bago sukuan ito?

Naapuhap din niya ang sagot. Natumbok din kung ano ang pinagkaiba ni Jared sa mga magulang at kapatid ni Lily.

"Because, you trust me," a hint of smile was there despite the sadness in her eyes. "As long as you believe that I can make it up to you. I'll try and I'll try and I'll keep trying to be better."