"So like that I lived for about two weeks in my profs car" Kaminari explains to Taxi

Taxi actually looked like he was listening. Sometimes this cat is a mystery.

"His wife almost called the police on me, but I got out of the situation"

Taxi looks at him with big eyes "Meow"

"I know, it's crazy" Kaminari nods "Anyways, after that she told him to park somewhere else, and sometimes she would drive him to college herself and pick him up too. I'm telling you Taxi, she's scared of me"

Taxis attention was still with Kaminari "Meow?" he walks closer to him

"I know, I know" Kaminari pets him "I should be the one scared of her! You know how she looked at me, every time she saw me? Like I was some killer, or a hot student who was after her husband"

"Meow"

"You're right. I'd totally do that" he takes Taxi in his arms "You know me too well"

Taxi then rubs his head against Kaminaris chest and meows again with a little bit of a purr sound.

"It doesn't hurt that much anymore. I wanna help Shinsou at the bookstore, but he said no" he lies down on the couch "That idiot" he sighs "I'm completely fine. I still love him though" he looks down on Taxi "Don't tell him I called him an idiot"

"Meow"

"You know it buddy. You know what, we should listen to some music" he takes out his phone and opens spotify -not premium, because he for sure ain't rich- "You will like this one Taxi"

Kaminari stands up and let's Taxi on the floor. He takes his paws in his hands, so that they're both kind of standing.

'Cats on mars' starts to play. The two idiots were kind of dancing, it just looked like weird swinging and jumping to be honest.

They were just vibing.

"This is our song, Taxi" Kaminari closes his eyes and nods to the beat, Taxi just went with the flow.

Suddenly they hear a chuckling from the entrance and both Kaminari and Taxi look over. Shinsou.

Kaminari turns red "How long have you been standing there?" He takes Taxi in his arms

"Well since you started talking about snatching someone's husband. I'm hurt Denki" so he dramatically pretends to be stabbed in his heart

"And you say I'm a drama queen"

"When did I say that?" He smiles

Kaminari shrugs "I don't know. But I'm pretty sure you thought about it at some point"

Shinsou nods "Well I can't argue with that"

Kaminari turns off the music and walks over to Shinsou to kiss him.

Shinsou pulls him closer, Taxi still in Kaminaris arms "Don't crash our son!"

"Our son?"

"Yes"

"Okay who is the mom?"

"You, of course"

"Why me?"

Kaminari looks him up and down, then shrugs "You give me mom vibes" he looks down "It's the slippers" he whispers

Shinsou was more or less offended "What's wrong with them?"

Kaminari took another moment to look at his slippers "Everything" he shakes his head

"Mhm says the one with the lightning McQueen crocs" he also looks down on their feet

They felt alright, emotionally, at the moment. It wasn't alright at all, no. Kaminari still has college, but he doesn't go. Hell he doesn't even really want to go out. Then there is this issue with his mother, he still needs to either get his stuff, or go back home. The first option seems better.

He still fears her, now maybe more than ever. His dad, he was just there. His dad doesn't care, it's like Kaminari isn't even his son. Maybe that's why he doesn't need to be scared of him.

"Hey you alright?"

"Mh" Kaminari looks up "Yeah sorry, just zoned out. Also how dare you insult my crocs"

"You sure?"

Kaminari nods "Mhm. I'll help you out with work today"

Was it to distract himself from everything? Yes. And Shinsou knew.

Kaminari only finds new things to worry about, or well old ones that come back to him.

Either way, he doesn't want to think about it and also doesn't want to ruin Shinsou's mood with his problems.

He knows that Shinsou would always be by his side and would help him, but he can't help but feel like a burden with his problems. So might as well something "useful".

Shinsou didn't want to question him. He knows it's annoying. He knows it would be annoying to ask over and over. He knows that when he was worried for him, he was annoyed. He can't help it.

"Alright" he hugs him tightly "But now is lunch time and I'm gonna make us something to eat"

"Alrighty"

Long story short. Shinsou made them something to eat. Kaminari was having a conversation with Taxi and without Shinsou, you could say they ignored him. It took Shinsou about ten minutes and Taxi facts, to get Kaminari to eat. Then they went down, what took them longer than planned because Kaminari didn't want to leave Taxi.

Kaminari was thinking more and more about college and whether he should drop out and start working, or finish this last bit and have everything behind him.

Both seems good to him, but also both options also have bad points.

He could basically feel his brain heating up after thinking about all his problems. And plus one is just coming his way.

"Kaminari?"

Kaminari was working at the counter, while Shinsou in the back sorting out books. He knows Kaminari would get distracted and read the books instead of taking them out and sorting them.

He looks up and his face dropped "Ojiro"

"You don't sound too happy seeing me" he says with a laugh

"I'm not" Kaminari would like to punch him in the face. But he knows A: Ojiro is much more skilled than him. B: Shinsou would be worried.

"Well" he cleares his throat "Where's Shinsou?"

"Sadly not further away from you" he sighs "Anyway, how can I help you?"

Ojiro leans on the counter, all Kaminari could think about is that it's his move and that Ojiro should leave.

"I originally came to get some book recommendations and to talk to Shinsou. But now that you're here, maybe I can get some information on him"

Kaminari knew what his point was, he has used that move before. Please he was a player himself, he knows what Ojiro is up to.

"Information" he sounded really dead "Shoot, I guess. With a real gun or questions, surprise me" he rolls his eyes

"Okay nice. But tell me, do you work here?"

He nods "Yeah, more or less" he actually thought Ojiro would fuck off after Shinsou made clear he doesn't want to get back with him.

"So it will be harder to get you out of my way"

"Honestly, it's probably really easy. If you think I'm some bathrobe fighter like you, you're so damn wrong"

"Bathrobe fighter?"

"Throw some punches here and there and insult my weird ass anime merch and I'll cry in the corner of some fast food restaurant" Kaminari has seen a lot, Ojiro is just another annoyance "Shinsou on the other hand would probably kill the queen of England to stop this fuckery"

Ojiro stands up straight again "What" he was really confused, and partly worried about his words "What has the queen of England to do anything with all this?"

"Literally nothing. I gave you an example. Simple concept, even you should understand"

Ojiro was offended by his words. Kaminari didn't even do much, he was just tired and sick of Ojiro. Kaminari literally said the first words that came to his mind, just to get him faster out of this place. And Ojiro saw him as someone in his way. Even Kaminari thought it's too much.

"So what questions did you have? I still need to get my books from college, so I don't have the whole day" he looks at an imaginary watch

"Can't believe Shinsou fell for someone like you"

"Believe me, I'm just as shocked as you"

Ojiro was angry "Why do you keep roasting yourself?" He only ever met people who tried to insult him, and not agree and insult themselves.

"Why?" He smiles "Scared?" the laughs "Anyways come back when you have better come backs. Your game is weak man, and I don't mean the bathrobe game, I mean this all" he waves his hand around to show him 'this all'.

Ojiro stormed out and Kaminari went back to daydreaming, but Shinsou interrupted him "This was entertaining"

"How long have you been standing there?"

Shinsou walks up to him "Well since you told him 'where I was'"

"His face makes me angry"

He hugs him "I noticed, pretty boy"

Kamianr I hugs back "I haven't heard that nickname in a long time, sunshine"

Shinsou rest his head on Kaminari's shoulder and they just stood there for some time.

"You remember our first date?"

"Yeah. Do you know how nervous I was when you didn't want to tell me where we were going?"

"Or when you called the carousel a horse tornado. I'm never forgetting that"

Kaminari hugs him tighter "Well that wasn't that long ago, I think" he tries to remember how long ago that was "Time is not real and I don't want t to understand it"

Shinsou looks up and smiles at him. He want to rip out his heart. His love for him seems so big and dreamy, he wants to rip out his heart and see if it's really real. Weird way to put it.

But his chest tightens, at least it feels like it, every time Kaminari smiles, does something embarrassing, talks with Taxi, kisses him, holds him.

He's so scared that one day he'll stop loving him. He knows he loves him more than anything else. So the thought of his heart just not start racing when Kaminari hugs him from behind in the morning, or give him soft good night kisses, really scared him.

It's scary that you can just wake up and stop loving someone like you did yesterday. It's scary and he doesn't want to experience it.

He doesn't want to stop living him.

He want to love him, see him play and talk to Taxi, give and receive kisses, watch Guardians of the galaxy with him for the 100th time, listen to him when he talks about his favorite things in the world, fall asleep and wake up with him, scream at each other just to have angry sex later, come into an argument because they aren't on the same team when it comes to teach Edward and team Jacob, see him dance with Taxi, see him walking around in his stupid lightning McQueen crocs, insult his grandma slippers.

Everything, from good to bad. He wants to keep experiencing it with Kaminari.

And if Kaminari would ever stop loving him, he would respect that. He wants to see him happy.

So for him the scariest thing is to wake up and realize that he doesn't love him like he did the night before.

The chance of that happening is really low. But fears make you weak and that destroys him.

"I love you Denki"

"I love you too Hitoshi"

"I love you, pretty boy" he stretches the word love

Kamianr I chuckles "I love you more sunshine"

"Not true"

"You think I'm lying?"

"Yes, I definetly love you more"

"We'll see that"

"Oh" he looks over at the clock on the wall "We can close earlier today"

Kaminari laughs again and kisses him "I love you so much"

Anywhore I hope what I wrote made any sense.