She kinda did her own thing, celebrated God in her own way. After she lost her church she had a new attitude, and it wasn’t pretty.

She still blamed me instead of blaming herself.

As much as she masturbated when she thought I was asleep, what made her think I wouldn’t twitch the ole clitoris after hearing her say, “This feels so good, oh my God!”

I got tired of smelling her pussy through the AC vents every night when Daddy was at work. You know how everyone was suddenly a living-life-right Christian when sex and gay was the topic...

She hardly ever talked to me; she was too busy doing her thing with my Daddy.

They had their own lives. I had mine.

Oh, well.

Case closed.

Moving on.

Next.

So I never bothered her. She basically let me come and go as I pleased.

I fellowshipped with certain members from this church.

I went out of town with my peers from my study groups to Orlando and Atlanta for Bible Bowls, which we always won.

I must say I had a good time. But if men had come at me before I got saved they really hounded me once I was dipped
in that cold water. I nearly had a damn seizure.

Despite that, I tried to put my heart into it. I truly did.

But when I saw how faulty the organization actually was, men screwing the sisters and the preacher secretly taking dick up the ass, I fell out of love for it and basically did what everyone else did: never took it seriously.

I never screwed anyone from this church as of yet.

But today was going to be a little different...

Religious people were the most ignorant people. The absolute worst. I remembered my teacher taught me in elementary school that Constantine created Christianity in order to regain control over his kingdom.

It had nothing to do with God. So I never understood the things Christians said or believed in.

Even in the bible, God killed religious people throughout the old testament and the religious people murdered Jesus in the new testament.

So why be religious?

Now of course they no longer taught shit like that in schools. The government even tried to ban "God" out of the pledge of allegiance, that I never stood for. This was back when the bibles were still in the school house. As long as my people were being gunned down by cops fuck the motherfucking pledge. Period.