"Promise me you'll come back" having my hand on Logan's cheek as he is about to leave to deal with the newborns, they want Bella and Logan is only helping since he's going to make sure no newborns leave the area in case any try to run away.

Papa Elias and Callum will stay behind along with Seth, Jasmine and Leah are at the pack house keeping watch over the imprints since despite the scent Bella spent a lot of time there and here and like I said they want Bella.

The La Push wolves are helping since this is bigger than stupid jealousy or a random love triangle, this is about the town's safety and not wanting to risk exposure. A bunch of people winding up dead? Too conspicuous.

"I promise" we kiss briefly before he leaves, holding Rowan close as he waves his hand to Logan who smiles to us waving his hand.

"Don't worry" Callum assured me "Arthur and Robert are with the Denalis if you're wondering, catching up with them and hiding from the Volturi"

"What?" I ask

"The Volturi caught their trail" Papa Elias explains to me "don't think too much about it" looking at the time as Callum and Papa Elias look outside "the newborn army should be arriving now"

Pacing back and forth closing my eyes, the kids aren't paying any attention to me since their focus is on the tv watching Scooby Doo. I'm not involved in this since we don't want the wolves knowing what I am, if I appear they'll ask questions and I'm not telling them shit.

"I found out Aro had Demetri and Felix spy on you" Papa Elias tries to get my mind off the fact that my husband is fighting a bunch of newborns.

"What?" I'm sorry? Did he just say...

"Worried about them" Callum jokes "seeing you and Logan fucking? Don't worry, they aren't like that. They'll listen but won't watch"

That makes me feel...somewhat better. Doesn't make me feel completely better but it's a start. Wait! So the feeling I've been feeling since coming back was them spying on me? That actually makes a lot of sense, I kept saying I felt like I was being watched but no one believed me.

Hearing footsteps, we look over seeing the Cullens appear minus Carlisle and Logan "Where's Logan?" Running outside as I look around "Where's Logan?"

They all share a look before Emmett came over to me "Phoenix"

"Where" He had to be here, he has to be "is he?"

"He's gone" Emmett's voice cracks as venom pools in his eyes "he died...for good this time"

Shaking my head "No" covering my mouth as the words process through my brain, my chest tightens as my heart breaks "No!" Looking to Edward screaming "This is your fault!"

"It's not my fault" he said

"If you had taken care of Victoria" screaming at Edward, Papa Elias held me back "or kept James alive and locked up like Logan said he would still be here! Out of everyone here you are the worst person ever! You caused more deaths and more pain than anyone here!"

"Come on" Papa Elias brings me inside, away from everyone including the kids since they can't see me break down. They are too young to understand what is going on. Oh god, the kids...

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"What do you want Paul?" Demanding as I pack up my things, I'm going up North to the Denalis needing the space to clear my mind. The Denalis are happy I'm coming but sad given the circumstances of why I'm going to see them.

"I heard your leaving" he said

"You got your wish" Grabbing some tape to close one box "Logan is gone, I'm in pain. Isn't that what you wanted?"

"No" Paul came up behind me having me look at him "I never wanted to see you in pain. There were a bunch of newborns and"

"I don't care how many newborns there were" pulling myself away from Paul "it doesn't change Logan being gone"

I mean the entire town knows Logan is dead, a funeral was held for him and many people came. People think he was one of the victims from the attacks in Seattle, but no. He died on the battle field taking care of a bunch of newborns.

"Where will you go?" Paul asks

"Not telling you" opening up another box to put my books away "I don't want you in my life, I'm not ever coming back to Forks. There's no reason for me to come here"

"You have people who care for you" he argues "you can't just leave because things are getting hard"

Scoffing as I turn to him, going up to him I kiss him. Paul kisses me back, pulling away looking at him "One last time and you'll never see me again"

He smirks "We'll see about that" I knew it, I knew Paul had something to do. Well, he will know what it's like to miss me. This will be the last time we fucked, I'll rip off his cock and feed it to him. All he's done is think with his cock and I'm tired of it!

Hearing Paul groan, he's done already? Huh, that was really fast. I mean wasn't even five minutes, was sex with Paul really this terrible? I mean, Logan could make things last for hours while Paul? I'm already bored.

He screams when I used a nearby box opener to remove his penis, he grabs his crotch while I shove his penis into his mouth. I don't care, he deserves this. The pain, even if it is a fraction of what I'm feeling.