*MILD LANGGUAGE IN THIS PART*

-Third Person-

Play Music

Feeling Used..

She thought of all the times that he would flirt with her, when shed punch him, and he'd just come back

But I'm, Still missing you

She thought of when he moved to another school for college, but once he finished he'd come back

And I Can't See the end of this

She thought that she could see herself falling for him, and him accepting her feelings, but now she doesn't know, nor does she want too

Just wanna feel your kiss, Against my lips

When she kissed him at the convention, she actually enjoyed it, but she didn't want to admit it

And now, all this time, is passing by

It was just like yesterday they were in high school

but i just can seem to tell you why, it hurts me everytime i see you

She had remembered herself catching him kissing her

Realize, How much i need you...

she started to sing along now, the volume booming up.

 I hate you, I love you,

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you,

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

She was bawling her eyes out by now. She went into a corner, and all the tears fell. and gansh's part started to play

 I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee

Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?

Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go  

At this point she couldn't stop. she was crying, a lot. Too much, she started to calm down, but then immediatly began crying again. She wasn't too fond of Mild Language, but she couldn't even get up at this point.

she regretted it all. She regretted treating him so poorly, she regretted ignoring him. She regrettedpunching him, she regretted never telling him that

She Loved him.

She regretted everything to do with Him 

But she regretted the most of all was

Falling in love with him.

Letting his pick up lines get to her, letting herself fall for him. She thought that she would never get hurt by him.She thought that she would never be sitting there, feeling pathetic, while crying her eyes out. But there was nothing she could do anymore, she lost her chance. He already had someone else. She hated that someone, but at the same time, she didn't, it wasnt her fault that she lost her chance.

And the song seemed to replay

Over

and over

A Circling pain, inside your body, all be cause of one thing.

Love

She would never love again, she never wanted to feel that kind of pain ever again. It hurt, so much, too much. Its Over, nothing she could do.

Its Over