🌹aarmau part 32// lost pt 3.🌹
Aphmaus pov/
What are we going to do.. we just got out of this infested place which seems to be a hotel but still has working lights and perfectly nice set put clothes... this situation is fucked and messed up. Someone has been here. Maybe even living here obviously. We have no idea where we are and we have no clue what to do.
Zane: aphmau?..
*aphmau comes put of her thinking zone* yeah?
Zane:what do you want us to do! We at least have 9ft of snow infront of us! And kawaii~Chan is having a full on panic attack in the corner!
Aphmau:*overwhelmed with all the regret and mistakes she's made and the guilt, and starts to tear up.* i-im sorry Zane..
Zane: *stands there shocked* oh aphmau..
Aphmau: all these fucking problems I've had in my life and all these situations that I've been put through make me feel like I'm a fucking phyco path! It makes it feel like non of this is real!.. I just want to go home.. I miss kaitlyn.. I miss Lucinda. I miss Garroth and Lawrence.. sometimes i feel like I should've never gone to Aarons house that first day. It's ruined everything. I don't even know where he is.
Zane and kawaii~Chan: *heartbroken and scared*
Kawaii~chan: I-im sorry aphmua~senpia.. I wish I could give you some of my delicious cookies right now.. I promise once we get back home I will make you some *starts crying a bit and voice gets cracky* i-i promise..
Zane:*hugs kawaii~Chan from behind* It's okay.. we will make it back *looks at aphmau for reassurance*
*aphmau has a blank expression with a single tear running down her cheek*
*Zane looks away slowly and hugs kawaii~Chan as she's sobbing her heart out*
Aphmaus pov
You're a failure.. nobody loves you.. You're alone. You're useless, everybody hates you. Aaron hates you. Kaitlyn hates you. Lawrence hates you. Garroth hates you. You should just die. Just honestly die. Just die. Die. Die. Die... die.
I feel like things are going on slow motion. I feel like I can't move or breathe. I feel stuck in lost in my own thoughts. *looks over at pieces of broken glass* no..
Zane: aphmua?
Aph: *looks at him*
Zane: you Okay?
Aph: I'm fine
Zane: alright, well maybe we should head out?..
Aph:okay, yeah, youre right.. yeah.
To be continued..and yes there will be another one I promise! I can make time for it now!🍡
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Love you all and I'm so sorry for not posting in 2 years, I'm back for good now :)
And I know this is called an aarmau fanfic, there will be more of that very soon 🙄 I had to go back and read so much and some of it left me stunned on how much stuff I spelled wrong 😂 but there will be more!
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